Holy Prison

PS 71 - LAST SPECIAL EPISODE

Now I am in a bridal room that has been designed very well. I looked at my face in front of the mirror. I still can't believe what happened today. This heart is still beating. Happiness never came near me.

God thank you for everything. Thank you for this happiness.

I looked at myself again in front of a makeup mirror that was designed with a large size.

Ever since Gus Faiz I mean since this man who is now my husband proposed to me, we have never had a conversation. The last time we talked was when he proposed to me, after that we broke up again.

I looked at this room in the mirror. We never talked. So what should we talk about later?

I shook my head, taking away my strange thoughts. Let that be business later.

I began to try to open my veil which was now full of ornaments and needles. Half an hour passed, my struggle was not in vain. I managed to take off the accessories that were in my head. Then I opened my veil until I saw my hair.

CKLEK..

The door creaking. I who had just removed my veil immediately grabbed the veil again and wore it carelessly.

It was Gus Faiz. I stood up from the front of the dressing glass and grabbed my body against the wall when I saw her walking towards me. I'm down. I'm not used to this situation. Since 4 years ago, close to men I never dared. Then this how? What am I supposed to do?

Gus Faiz smiled. He took my hand. But by reflex I brushed it off. I cursed my reflex actions in my heart.

"I'm your husband, An." said Gus Faiz. Tells me. With a gentle smile. He took my hand again. This time I did not refuse.

Our eyes meet. I hurriedly turned my eyes the other way. However, Gus Faiz hurriedly caressed my cheek and directed my face to look back at him. I'm down.

"Look at me, An!" said Gus Faiz.

I don't want to start looking at his face. My eyes are really looking at him. Considering we're legitimately into a couple. I shed tears. It was like I was dreaming.

"Don't cry" said Gus Faiz. She wiped my tears very gently.

Suddenly Gus Faiz hugged me. The reaction that made my veil fall to the floor so badly.

"I missed you!" said Gus Faiz. This sentence is so beautiful in my ears. Again, I felt like I had an electric shock.

I'm nodding. I was eager to return his embrace but I still had doubts. Given that Gus Faiz is now officially my husband, I hugged him back.

Gus Faiz's hug tightened and softened my heart even more. My chest is back. And my heart feels warm and happy.

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Now Gus Faiz and I are at the funeral. We crouched beside a tombstone bearing the name Muhammad Ilham Ramadhan. He is my best friend's inspiration. I mean, our best friend.

After praying, we did not leave immediately. We choose to be here for a little while.

"God willing I will take care and always be happy" said Gus Faiz.

I smile. Then rubbed the tombstone of Ilham.

Inspiration, thank you. For sending a Gus Faiz to look after and make me happy.

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...DONE IT...

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