Holy Prison

PS 23 - Misunderstanding

My stomach feels very hungry, even though the day still shows at 11:00 WIB. Not too late. Hungry, I ran away from Farha, the prestige of telling Farha that I was hungry. After all, it was the month of fasting, which existed instead of giving me food, he would give me endless advice. Even though I'm hungry, I can't buy my own food. I need an intermediary. It is definitely not Farha.

I saw two kids playing on the ground. My brilliant brain was immediately used. I began to consider whether the two little ones I could have ordered to buy food. I watched the two boys for a few minutes. Observing their behavior. After I decided the two children I could ask for help. I also intend to approach them.

Their age is between 5-6 years. After making sure there was money in my pocket and making sure there was no one around but the three of us, I also launched my actions.

“Halo sisters!" I said hello to the two kids.

The boy looked at me. But instead of responding to my greeting, they stood up and intended to leave. They seem to be afraid of me. Actually this is natural si, my nephew in Jakarta also can not directly accept new people. They need PDKT first.

"What are you guys playing? Don't be afraid, my brother is good. Brother is just playing with you." I said. I thought about my words. If you look at why my words look like kidnappers? Ah, stupid time.

They looked at each other, when they believed that I was a good person, they approached me. I played for a while about 5 minutes, then immediately launched my actions.

“Good boy, would you like to ask please buy 5 loaves of bread, would you? Brother wait here yes son well.” I said while thrusting money Rp20,000.

They nodded then quickly took the money and then darted away. Doubt is really counting on them. But how else. They are my only hope.

Five minutes passed until 20 minutes passed they did not arrive either. I also stood up annoyed. I don't like waiting for something uncertain. But just now I wanted to swear, I saw them coming. I saw them pinching a transparent plastic bag filled with bread. My heart cheered happily.

It turns out they were both really obedient.

They gave the bag and the change amounted to 15 thousand rupiah. Cheap price of bread. I took the bread and changed it with pleasure. I took 2 pieces of bread in plastic and gave them, complete with the change they gave me back. One of them took it shyly.

“This is sitting here, eat ama brother!” I said, pulling the two girls to sit down. They said without waiting for their cues they began to open the bread and so did I. The worms in my stomach are already a concert in there.

I just picked up the bread, prepared to eat it, someone took the bread. With reflexes I stood up, staring intently at whoever took my bread. And it turns out Gus Faiz. I immediately put on a sour face. No need to pretend with him. He allowed me to be myself. I pulled her arm covered in brown cocoa, though I knew that she didn't want me to touch it I pulled it anyway. Though touching the skin is very abstinent for him.

“Why does elo disturb me mulu, huh? Lo nguntitin me huh? Basic stalker!” I said. Annoyed half to death. I shrank the volume of my voice afraid that the two children would hear my harsh curses. However, his age was still very inappropriate to hear harsh words.

I glanced at the two little boys. Turns out they went where. Good, so I can settle for arguing with Gus Faiz without whispering.

“Why not fast?” tanyakanya.

“Life me why are you that complicated?” my many. There was an honest shame when Gus Faiz asked me why I wasn't fasting. But my high prestige does not want to be challenged. “Tau si, actually near lo it I added complicated tau not? Even this yes, you do not have me to be scanned, try aja shadow because this morning I disinisin the same manager who ngaku-ngaku prospective wife" I said. My mouth really can't control me anymore. Those words glided smoothly, just like a person who was burning with jealousy.

Well, regardless of the feeling I feel is jealousy or not that obviously I don't like Linda, especially when she claims to be Gus Faiz's future wife.

“Calon wife?” gus Faiz asked, unsure of his hearing.

“Who? Linda?” ask again.

The Duarrrr!

It really is a lightning sound. The once clear sky had now turned cloudy. I'll bet this isn't a soap opera. It was really lightning and its flash in space as if it represented my heart. Moreover, both rumbled afterwards.

I tried to guess the words of Gus Faiz. Until I can conclude that Linda is really the wife of Gus Faiz. Why my heart suddenly hurt. It turned out that even though I had hurt him a lot with all my harsh words, it still did not change the fact that there was little place in my heart that was filled with him.

I silently prayed for rain to fall.

“Oh, so really. Say the same lo girl yes, I do not have the slightest intention deketin lo. Anyway, if I can still hug the rain why should I chase the wind?” I said.

This time the universe accepted my prayer. The rain suddenly fell. Unlike usual, which always starts with small spots.

Gus Faiz answered nothing. Not even dispute. That means all my words are true. Turns out he really already has a wife, and that's Linda.

As the atmosphere became more supportive to melow and cry, I started to become crybaby. Crying is one of the things I avoid very much, and I don't like it.

I decided to turn my body to leave. And it's true that these damn tears really blend in with the rain. I tried to bite my lips so as not to sob. I don't want Gus Faiz to hear that stuffing. With this feeling I am getting scared. Because obviously I know which way my pain will be anchored.

“You misunderstood An. I know that you mean him, because he often tells similar lies to many people" said Gus Faiz.

I stopped stepping.

He walked towards me. I did the same. Until we faced each other. I tried to find the truth through his eyes. He's stating the real thing. I am grateful in my heart. I'm down.

The rain still drenched our bodies. I looked up again and looked into his eyes again. To confirm the truth in his eyes.

Without being able to hold. I just hugged her. This is our second hug. This time, even though we hugged her she did not return my embrace.

However, I felt Gus Faiz's hand holding my shoulder hinting that what we were doing was wrong.

"FAIRY, NINDY!" scream someone.

We keep moving away from each other.

"What are you guys doing? Abah is disappointed with you guys, especially you Faiz!” exclaim Abah. His voice boomed beyond the lightning that struck my heart. So loud, decisive, and full of anger.