
I told Linda that Farha is now in my house. However, I asked Linda not to send Aaron here, because it seems that even though it has been a month since Farha left she is still not ready. I need to talk to him. A month is not a short time. I can't let Aaron and Farha keep going like this.
My husband hasn't come home yet. Time still shows at 14:00 WIB. Farha and I were watching TV in the living room. It seems like a good time to tell Farha.
“Far?” your call.
“Yes, Mbak?” tanyakanya.
“What do you find most difficult to do when in the cottage first?” my many. Starting talks.
“What yes, Ma'am?” ask more of yourself.
I waited for him to think. I finally saw his face change. Now he's looking at me. He seems to have found the answer.
“I remember, Ma'am. Memorizing Nazam Alfiyah.” he said with a smile. His eyes glared to the moments in the cottage.
I smile. I remember how we memorized it every night. I so remember the nights where we santri always looking for a comfortable corner to memorize it, continue to memorize it until drowsiness, what else is every near the time ‘setoran’.
“I used to give up on some difficult sentences I memorized because many wazan are similar. Fortunately, Ma'am always encouraged me and kept helping me to memorize it. Though I have been in the cottage longer than Mbak, but miraculously I was very difficult compared to Mbak, who had to confess while learning to read the Quran as well.” he said while chuckling.
I smile. “I do not help anything, you are the great because your intentions are sincere because of Allah.” I said.
Farha was silent at my words. “I'm so reminded of Mr, Mbak.” he said. His face looks very sad.
“Considered how?” my many.
“Then, when I was delivered to the cottage, he said that even though it was originally only a compulsion from my Father, he asked me to improve my learning intentions. He asked me to study with the intention of seeking the pleasure of God not because of coercion, nor because he wanted to make you proud. You want my intentions really because of Allah.” said Farha.
“You have done it, I am sure your Father is very proud of you, Farha.” I said.
“I always hope so, Ma'am. I also hope that with me memorizing the Quran, Allah will give the crown and robe of glory to my parents in His Heaven.” Farha said.
I shed my tears. Deeply moved by what Farha had said. He was really the Farha I knew.
“MasyaAllah, Farha. Your parents are really lucky to have a godly child like you,” I said.
I hugged Farha briefly.
“How about Aaron?” my many.
“Contact, Ma'am. I don't want to meet him. Since meeting him, I just realized there was something more difficult than memorizing nazaman.” said Farha sadly.
“Farha, I'm so sorry that I made you feel uncomfortable, but I really wanted to ask. Did you know that Aaron's car was sabotaged?” my many.
Farha nodded. “I know, Sister Linda, I mean Linda already explained it to me.” she said weakly.
Hearing Farha make up her original call Sister Linda as she was at the cottage being Linda, I became convinced, deep down Farha, she accepted this marriage.
“Thank God that you already know, but when you already know, why do you stay like this?” my many.
“I'm really confused, Ma'am. I don't know how to start, I really keep seeing the face of the Father every time I see the face of Mas Aaron.” he said sadly.
“Be happy with the past, Far. Maybe it was all fate that was destined for you. There is not always wisdom behind everything. Maybe your Father asked you to marry Aaron because your Father knows that Aaron can make you happy.” I said.
Farha fell silent, she went back to digesting my words. I am so grateful to be able to talk to him with four eyes without anyone's clumsiness.
“Against what happened, have you not become a wife? An itri must be obedient to the husband, right?” I said.
Farha nodded weakly.
“Back, Farha. I don't know how you feel, but be at peace with the past, go back to your husband. Just slow. Aaron is a good person, I can guarantee it.” I said.
“If Mas Aaron is a good guy, why would Mbak prefer Gus Faiz?” ask Farha.
Farhapun.
“So, will you come back? Uh, but please don't be mistaken I kicked you out yeah, really, I was just asking. You can certainly be here as long as you want.” I said.
Farha nodded. “I want to go back, Ma'am. But can I be here in a few days?” ask Farha.
“Of course I can.” said.
***
Time shows at 19.30 WIB. It's time for my husband to come home. Today was like the days before, I was waiting for my husband in front of the house. Waiting for the car to come.
“Mbak, what are you doing outside?” ask Farha.
“Waiting my husband to come home, Farha. Usually Mas Faiz comes home at this time.” I said.
“Oh like that.” Said.
I'm nodding.
Soon, I saw a car stop in front of my house. However, do not honk as usual.
“That must be my husband.” I said.
I walked to the gate and opened the gate. The light on the car made my eyes unable to confirm the car. After I open. The car came in. I hurriedly closed the gate again.
I turned around and was surprised that the car that came in was not Mas Faiz's. Farha who was still in front of the house was frozen. Someone from the car came out.
“Aaron?” I don't believe what I saw.
Farha who saw Aaron came straight into the house. Without caring for me, Aaron immediately ran towards Farha.
Now I'm confused what to do. On the sidelines of my confusion, I heard the sound of a car horn, this time I can confirm that the car is my husband's car. I opened the gate again. The car came in. I hurriedly closed and locked the gate.
I flipped over, and sure enough, the car belonged to my husband. I hurried to the steering door. Waiting for my husband to get out of the car.
Faizpun got out of the car. I hurriedly kissed her hand. Mas Faiz looked at the car next to his car.
“Who's coming, An?” tanya Mas Faiz.
“I'm sorry, Mas. I know that I can't let anyone else in without your permission, but I didn't know that Aaron's car wasn't a mas.” car I said trying to explain.
“Yes, it's okay. Where's Aaron?” ask Mas Faiz.
“Inside, Mas.” I said.
Mas Faizpun asked me to come inside. And how surprised I was to see Aaron and Farha fighting with their mouths. I was really sad to see Aaron coming.I mean, I'm glad Aaron came to pick up Farha, but later on if Farha really wants to go home.
“I don't want to go home now!” exciting Farha.
“You should go home now!” said Aaron.
“I don't want to!” exciting Farha.
“I am your husband, you must obey my words. Come, home!” exclaim Aaron.
I poked my head, Aaron really doesn't understand how to persuade Farha. I go back to mourning him who is coming at this time.
Aaron, you misstep! –inku.