Holy Prison

PS 54 - Station

We were at the train station. Aaron's in a hurry to buy a ticket. Aaron said our goal is Jogja. I just said, not wanting to protest. After all, I have no other purpose than to follow him. I know Aaron has everything ready. So, I just need to follow him.

The station is so quiet right now. Maybe because it is not a holiday or because the station is far from residential residents. But this situation really benefits us. We don't need to be spectacle material.

From today I can entrust everything to Aaron. He is the younger brother of Ilham. Although his face is not identical with Ilham's but I am sure his kindness is eleven twelve with Ilham. I promise I'll be nice to him. Even Linda if we meet later in the day. I have no reason to hate Ilham's sister, do I? Inspiration is very good. Loved her. I will also try to love my sister.

"What time's the train coming, Ron?" my many.

"Hour 7, Nin" said Aaron.

I looked to the right and to the left. My mind is filled with Gus Faiz. I began to guess what Gus Faiz was doing in the cottage. Wondering if he knew I was leaving. I wondered if he was looking for me.

On the other side. I'm glad to see Aaron. Isn't my goal to go? Why should I doubt that going is the path of destiny that I should take?

Now my brain and my heart are in a massive war. On the one hand I feel guilty leaving without saying goodbye to everyone but on the other hand I do not know what other reason I can use to stay in the boarding school.

I really don't think it out. It never occurred to me that Gus Faiz was the man whom Ilham trusted to take care of me. Supposedly if he was a friend of Inspiration he would do what Aaron did. Take me away and make a determination to make me happy. Not even hurt me more by arresting me and lying to me.

“Still in doubt?” ask Aaron. “You are back to the cottage?” ask Aron again.

“Udah there is no reason for me to return to the cottage.” I said.

“Ulfa?” ask Aron.

“She's nicer I go.” I said.

“What is the proof?” ask Aaron.

“Without me telling you, I'm sure you already know, Ron. To this day, he still hates me. Don't believe anything I do.” I said.

Aaron understood.

“Gus Faiz?” ask Aaron.

This question made me look. In my heart I was confused as to what to answer. Because I don't have an answer to that question.

“She will live peacefully with her family, besides she loves her sister Ulfa. I see also they fit.” I said.

“Who said?” tanyakanya. What a shitty question.

“I said just now.” I said.

“Ck.. Lo is wrong big.” said Aaron.

"I also can't manage if I'm wrong" I said.

"When I told you that Gus Faiz was my brother who was told to keep you" said Aaron.

"My land was there until I lied to me that's not the way to keep up, Ron." I said.

"He was wrong in that part. But still my brother chose him to take care of you" said Aaron.

"Well, that's why. Because he's a man he's only obeying orders. Flavorless. Yes, yes, I beg you. I don't want to talk about him anymore." I said.

“Ck.. it's hard to say the same thing" said Aaron.

Wait!- my inner

"Eh, wait. If Gus Faiz is Ilham's man, so he's known dong all this time?" my many.

Aaron nodded.

Remembering Gus Faiz once called my full name. I also believe that he really knows who and how I relate to Inspiration. Clearly, he knew that the one whom the Inspiration entrusted to guard was me.

Considering Gus Faiz was just a heartless guard, my heart throbbed in pain.

"Same hand your shoulder still hurts?" ask Aaron.

I'm nodding.

"Please wait a minute" he said.

“When did the train arrive, Ron?” my many.

My shoulders are getting sicker, my head is getting dizzy too. Maybe the air last night and this morning made my situation worse.

The sun began to emerge from his quarrel. Suddenly my heart was breaking, I was beginning to feel fear, I was afraid the train was coming. I'm afraid to get out of here.

All will be well. – mumbled in my heart. Trying to convince yourself.

The train arrived. My heart is getting bigger. Doubt now began to envelop my body and soul. Though hesitant. My mind always encouraged me to keep going because there was no longer any reason to hesitate.

“Gus Faiz!” exclaim Aaron. His eyes looked back.

When I look back, it's true. Gus Faiz was running towards me. I hurriedly stood up and pulled Aaron to run. However, Aaron remained unmoved in his place.

“No, why should you run? The person you are waiting for has come.” said Aaron. He's completely motionless.

Gus Faiz is outside the station. Getting closer and closer.

I haven't had time to answer Aaron's words I feel someone blocking my hand from behind. There was Gus Faiz there. He's the one who blocked my arm.

Gus Faiz's appearance was very chaotic. The scabbard he wore was dirty, his coco shirt was messy and the peci was always on his head no where, he was full of sweat, and panting. The situation's concerning.

“Do not go!” said. Again he touched me, though there was a shirt separating his skin from mine. I still feel his hand.

“This time I beg you, Gus. For the sake of everything.” I said. Holding her hand to let go of my hand.

“No. I beg. Don't go!” yelled Gus Faiz. Our bodies are bordered by high station iron fences.

This is my chance to leave. I don't want to just because Gus Faiz my chance to go back is gone. That's right Aaron said. I'm sure I can find happiness if I get out of here, out of all these people.

"Take me off, Gus." I said.

"No, Ann. I won't let you go" Gus Faiz said.

I thrashed for release but Gus Faiz was getting stronger and stronger. I looked at Aaron for help but Aaron didn't try to let go.

"Gue please let me go!" I shouted at Gus Faiz. Now behind Gus Faiz was still very far I saw Ulfa, Arum, Farha, Abah, and Umi running closer. I'm getting scared.

Gus Faiz's checks are so strong. I can't let go. Maybe it can't. I just can't bear to see it screwed up like that. I approached.

Still with my hands in check, I rubbed Gus Faiz's face. One tear fell there. She was crying to see me.

"Gue beg Gus to release me. I just want to sip a little happiness by going." I said.

"You won't get that happiness if you leave me, Ann. Trust me, please. Don'tgo. I promise to make you happy for the rest of my life. I just need you here. On my side!" exclaim Gus Faiz.

I'm shaking. I can't get away with the words of Gus Faiz. I was afraid he was lying to me again. My tears are now rushing back to hear the words of Gus Faiz. I can't take it anymore.

"Aaron I beg you. Lo said to yourself that you would do anything to make my life happy. I just want to be happy with you, Ron, I beg you." I said.

Hearing my words, Aaron approached.

"Lo's sure?" ask Aaron.

I nodded steadily. I looked at Gus Faiz. She shook her head. Her tears are flowing.

"Sorry, Gus!" said Aaron take my hand off Gus Faiz.

"No! I don't want you to take him away!" yelled Gus Faiz. "Aaron! Aaron's! Aaron I beg you!" yelled Gus Faiz.

Aaron and I rushed to the train because the train was going to go.

"Aaron, please return Anin to me. I will grant you whatever your request! Whatever I will give you! As long as you want to return Anin to me!" yelled Gus Faiz.

Aaron did not respond. Looking towards Gus Faiz. He looked at me frustrated. "Ann, please, give me a chance!" said.

"Come, Nin!" aaron said it kind of woke me up from doubt.

I also ignored the voice of Gus Faiz even though my tears never stopped crying.

"I love you, An." said Gus Faiz.

Hearing sentences. I stopped and looked. "I really love you, An!"

"Lied!" I said.

"For God's sake I don't lie. I really love you with all my heart. I don't want you to go far away from me. I beg you, An. Come back to me. You're the only girl I love besides Umi. I beg! Come back to me! I beg!" gus Faiz said while banging on the fence.