Holy Prison

PS 50 - Special Doctor

“Eh, no need, afraid that someone will see.” I said, without pulling my hand. My mouth did say no but my body and heart seemed to say the opposite.

“Indeed why if anyone saw?” tanyakanya. While cleaning my wounds.

“Ahh.” I grimaced in pain. Gus Faiz waited for his activity for a while and then continued again.

“Gue will not be punished again.” I said.

“Everything is silent.” says Gus Faiz.

“Means?” my question is, I don't understand what he's saying.

“If your moans are like that, people will think things through." he explained. So light.

“Means?” my many. Instantly my intelligence evaporated to where.

Whether intentionally or unintentionally Gus Faiz pressed my hand. “Ahh.. Gus..” I realized immediately and bit my lips.

I could see the corners of Gus Faiz's lips were interested indicating that he was smiling.

I really wanted to kick him but my legs were folded, wanted to hit him but my hands were in his grasp, not out of my mind I was banging my forehead against his forehead. “Basic pervert!” I said.

He looked up at me for a glance then turned his eyes the other way and then returned to my hands. Start applying red medicine to the injured area.

“Who is perverted try?” ask Gus Faiz.

“Ya elo lah.” I said.

“Why can it be?” asked her with her sinless face that I so desperately wanted to kiss. No, I'm tonjok. With love perhaps? I must be crazy. It seems I've never been sane every time I've been next to him.

Gus Faiz took off the sheath. Apparently he still wears trousers.

“Eh, you want to do?” manya, suspicious.

“Yes, do what I should do.” he said while shrugging his shoulders at a glance.

“Lo by macem-macem I say Abah!” I said. Closing themselves to the wall.

He ripped off the sheath he had released. Tearing three small elongated parts.

“Not good? We can get married faster.” he said again.

I feel my cheeks are really hot right now. I wanted to ask for help in neutralizing everything that happened to my heart and body.

I so want to scream. So happy. Let it. I'll follow whatever the game is this time.

I saw him put the scabbard back on, then fixed the scabbard so the tear wasn't visible.

“Lho? Not be?” ask, B-O-D-O-H.

“What's not so?” this time he raised a little bit.

This time it was my turn to not dare to look at her. Forgiver. I'm so ashamed. What exactly am I thinking?

“Eh, enggak.” I said. Turned my face.

“Try saying, which one of us has a dirty mind?” he said while chuckling amusedly. This time it can't be hidden.

After he cleaned my palm, and gave the red medicine on the injured part, he now wrapped my right and left palms with the two torn cloths. It seems that the blood from my hands stopped.

God, I'm so ashamed.

I'm really ashamed of Gus Faiz. It's true what he said. I am the one who thinks very far. I was so stupid that I thought that far. There was a bit of disappointment because of what.

“Niat ngobatin not anyway?” I asked, pretending to be rude to cover up my embarrassment.

“It's done.” said Gus Faiz.

He's looking up. Now our eyes meet. His face is really handsome. I feel like I'm out of breath.

He took the last torn cloth. Then he started to bring my face closer to her. I really just kept quiet. As resigned. My heart felt like it was really going to explode instantly.

I'm waiting for him. Started to guess what he was going to do to me.

I started to close my eyes because I couldn't stand staring at his handsome face.

I swear, what do you want me to do, Gus? - my inner self.

I quickly opened my eyes. My chest rippled I really didn't lie. My tummy. How do you explain this feeling?

"Eh?" I said wrong behavior.

He started to bring his face closer. I began to observe her brown eyes, her eyes which were now starting to look dim. After that, I looked at his nose, perfect. Then my last look stopped on her lips.

I held my breath. Trying to think of a possibility as to why he brought his face closer. The influence from which I don't want to try to avoid.

Suddenly he stopped, beristighfar, “Come, you have to go back to your room.” he continued.

Stupid, Nindy! What do you really expect?yelling me in the heart. I bit my lower lip holding back not to scream.

He turned away from me and turned around. I saw him rub his face a few times. He looks riled up. Then approach me again. This time he dared not look me in the eye.

I'm standing. But just now I was about to stand up the pain in my shoulder came again. “Aishh...” my moans are held back for fear of being said to be perverted by Gus Faiz again.

Feeling unable to walk again, I sat down again. My head is now dizzy.

Damn, my leg was not hurt. Why is it so lemes? My head is also not bumped but why so dizzy? - my inner.

I looked towards my right shoulder and sure enough there was a gaping tear there. Gus Faiz followed my eyes. At once he turned his face and returned to beristighfar.

It feels so shameful. I used to use tanktops and hotpants everywhere. I covered the torn part with my hand.

“Sorry, An. I couldn't possibly treat in that part.” said Gus Faiz.

“Who also asked you for the drugin, Gus.” I said origin.

“Come, back to room!” bring Gus Faiz.

I looked at him completely ambiguously this time.

“Your cottage room.” he continued. It was as if I understood the direction of my mind.

“Dih, who else thought of our wedding room, Gus.” I said.

My brain is like completely insane!-my inner self.

“Marriage room?” gus Faiz asked with his innocent face.

“Iya, wedding room. Your wedding room is the same me, our wedding.” I said of origin.

He just smiled. So sweet.

Gus Faiz approached me and held me bridal (mopped me) reflexively wrapped my hands around his neck. I felt his body stiffen.

“Get your hands off, An.” said. I also according.

“Padahan we want to go to our wedding room but not only can not.” I said origin.

Now he started to step.

I brought my ear to Gus Faiz's chest. Trying to find her heartbeats. And is this really? Her gaze was really eleven twelve with me. Really tight.

“Khatakan Al-Qur’an first.” said Gus Faiz. Switching my ax.

“Emang difficult yes so his future wife son Kyai.” I said origin.

Gus Faiz just chuckled.

"Why aren't you all 30juz?" i said, sneering.

"It's better" he said. I can see that he's smiling.

No matter what will happen in a few hours, I obviously know I will not be able to be in the arms of Gus Faiz anymore.

Good bye, Gus. Be the untouchable Gus Faiz. I'm sorry, because every time I have the same circumstances keep forcing you to touch me. - Inner me.

Today I feel like my little prayer has been answered. It was like I had actually found a doctor who could heal my wounds.

I observed the handsome face of Gus Faiz from below. Then smile. My head is back beating.

I don't get it

And dark. I no longer feel pain.