Holy Prison

PS 62 - Mia's

Shortly after, I saw Mia, she approached me. I looked at him. Honestly my heart is still upset with him. But considering that he was my only friend after Ilham died, my heart said that I should forgive him.

I was still doubtful whether I could forgive him, so I circulated my gaze in another direction. My eyes met Gus Faiz. As if understanding my worries, he nodded. Indicates that I have to forgive Mia.

I switched on Mia, “Indy, g-gue.” Mia's not like she can't say anything.

Suddenly she hugged my leg and she cried there.

I hurriedly grabbed Mia. My leg is still broken, so I don't want Mia to hurt my leg for much longer. Then I chose to embrace her.

She looked back at me, "Gue's sorry" Mia said.

I patted his shoulders too. Gus Faiz is right. I have to forgive Mia. Just like me who is also an ordinary human, Mia was too. Mia's mistakes are annoying but I have to forgive her because Gus Faiz said when we forgive someone, our hearts will be relieved. Not feeling vengeful and will always feel at peace. After all, humans are the wrong place. Maybe yesterday Mia khilaf. Who am I to punish while I have made a near fatal mistake?

“Gue sorryin, Mi, as long as you promise not to admit it again.” I said. Mia nodded in my arms.

"Gue promises you won't be betraying you again, Ndy" said Mia.

I smiled at Mia. I'm nodding.

Everyone I have apologized to and I forgive them one by one. I glanced at Gus Faiz, I started to think if I should apologize to him again? As I remember it, I seemed to have apologized to him in the room.

"Son Faiz?" call Mama.

"Yes, Auntie?" Gus Faiz, who felt called, approached.

This time Gus Faiz was on my left side. Waiting for my mom to say something. My mother is on my right. Now I am like a wall between them.

"Come, apologize to Faiz, honey!" said Mama.

I'm confused too. I can't possibly say that I apologized to Gus Faiz even hugged him in the room. In fact, Gus Faiz was the first person I apologized to in the room.

I have to obey Mama. Papa gestured me to follow Mama's instructions to apologize to Gus Faiz.

Looking at Papa's gaze, I reflexively directly took Gus Faiz's hand quickly, kissing him. "I'm sorry, Gus." I said, apologizing for meeting Mama's request.

"Dol-hhh!" yell at everyone.

I realized instantly that I had just kissed Gus Faiz's hand. Stupid really stupid.

"Eh, sorry Umi, Abah. Nindy reflex. Sorry Abah. Sorry Umi. Sorry." I cried while clenching my hands in front of my chest with a clear face. I'm really sorry.

Everyone laughs. I don't know what Gus Faiz's expression is. Really am. I'm so ashamed.

You're so stupid, Nindy!- my inner self.

***

After the apology is over. I smiled with relief. It is stupid of me to waste them. I'm a fool who's always blinded by a damned demon. If only Gus Faiz had not entered my hospital room earlier. I'm sure my eyes are still blind.

Thank you God. This Eid Day is really special. On this day of forgiveness, I ask for Your forgiveness, O God. Thank you for sending Gus Faiz to straighten things out.

Seeing everyone in the hospital. I decided to ask Mama to go home. I'm sure since I went to the hospital, slept and ate everyone who kept me disorganized. I don't want everyone to get sick.

"Mama, can ya, Nindy go home?" I said to beg Mama.

"Lho why? You're not healed yet" said Mama.

"Nindy please, Ma. Nindy's going home. Nindy misses Nindy's room." I said.

My mother agreed to my request. He immediately told Papa to take care of the administration. Soon a doctor came by and asked me things that I thought were ridiculous about feeling. But maybe that's a medical question. After passing the examination. Finally I was allowed to go home with a note every three days to check up to the hospital.

After all agreed, the short story of me, my family, Gus Faiz, and his family came home to my house.

We arrived at my house at 7pm. When everyone decided to chat in the living room I was still in the room with Mia, I wanted to demand an explanation from her.

“Ndy, I go home first yes.” said Mia.

“I am not allowed before you answer my question.” I said.

Mia kept putting on her lying look. I demanded her an explanation of her bigger belly for the girl as her sideways.

“It's my fault, Ndy, consider a time of reprimand from God for me.” said Mia.

"Not for a month?" my many. As I recall when I found out she and Revan were doing something that violated that norm over the phone not even a month ago.

His eyes were teary even as his lips continued to force a smile. "I'm sorry, Ndy" he said. His face felt very guilty.

Heart melos. It turns out that Mia and Revan have been in a relationship since I was dating Revan.

"Stupid." I said.

"Yes, Nin. I'm so stupid. I didn't think long. I'm so sorry, Nin. Because of my behavior I was shunned by everyone" said Mia. She was crying again.

I understood how she felt, even though I felt pain from her betrayal, but it seemed like the social sanctions she received were much more painful than what I felt. I hugged her, and shed her tears on my shoulders until she stopped crying. After she finished crying, she let go of my embrace with a smile.

“Too not Faiz, Ndy.” Goda Mia.

"Lo, see?" my many.

Mia nodded in my arms. When I started thinking he was breaking away. I wanted to protest and tell him to shut up.

“Diem-diem lo!” I said. Followed kekehannya.

“O yes, I agree that you are the same Faiz.” said Mia.

“Whispering!” I said angry.

“I just wait a few more years, if for example on the wedding invitation card lo his name is open Faiz I do not want to come.” said Mia.

I pinned his head. “Ngawur lo, sono home!” I said.

“So I can not go home, now I am told to go home, plan and long hahaha.” said Mia again.

After joking, we kept quiet. I want to discuss one thing with Mia. Although he is a annoying person, he is a good listener and advocate.

“Mi, if for example I return to the pesantren how?” my many.

“What's the point? Good dong." said Mia.

"But, Mi. I kept troublemaking there." I said.

"Lha why? It's just good with you to get there, you can fix anything that you damaged there, as well as repair yourself that way" said Mia.

I'm speechless. Mia's right. In the pesantren there is still a lot I want to fix.

"But I'm so ashamed of Umi and Abah" I said.

"His parents, Faiz?" ask Mia.

I'm nodding.

"Gue saw them well, Ndy. I don't think you should be ashamed. You're sorry, anyway. Lo also deket very much with Uminya Faiz. I'm sure if you say you want to go to the pesantren again they won't mind. It's just a smile." said Mia.

"What's the matter, Mi?" my many.

Mia nodded steadily

"Gue sure you're also starting to feel comfortable there? I always support you from here.” said Mia.

“But Mi, keep elo?” ask again. I know his best friend is just me. And this incident must have shaken his soul. Even though he's tough, I know he's not that strong. He definitely needs a friend by his side.

“There are my parents, Ndy, you don't have to worry. And there was Revan, yesterday he came to the house and he said he would be responsible.” said Mia.

I was pondering Mia's words. Thank goodness Revan was responsible for his actions.

“Lagian I will not be able to forgive myself if for example elo here just because of me, because I know your true happiness is not here.” said Mia. "But in the tamvan branch." continued Mia.

I hit him with a pillow, it sucks. She laughs.

"Lo gets well first is important. Only if you have healed you go directly there" he said again.

I'm back in silence. Now my mind goes to Ulfa. From my view. Ulfa also seems to like Gus Faiz.

“But, Mi,” I said.

“What else?” ask Mia.

“How's Ulfa, Mi? I think he likes Gus Faiz.” I said softly. “He's my brother, I love him and I don't want to ruin his happiness.” connect me again.

“Who's brother likes Gus Faiz?” asked Brother Ulfa who suddenly came to me. I bit my lip and glared at Mia who didn't tell me that there was Sister Ulfa behind me, she just grinned at the horse.

“Denger well yes Nindy, for sister there is more interesting in appeal Gus Faiz.” said Ulfa again.

“Means?” I started to brainstorm.

So, Ulfa likes other people? “Who?” my many.

Ulfa just blinked her eyes. Won't tell me.

"Oh, Brother." I said sulking.

“Hey, the new sisters get along, Princess wants to go home this.” said Mia.

“There is no fat princess kayak lo, which there is a witch.” I told Mia. He was very sensitive to the word fat. And sure enough my guess is, he's already starting to pucker his lips.

“Evil lo.” said.

“Canda, joking, yaudah let me anterin out.” I said.

"Who can walk?" ask Mia.

"Oiya forgot not yet" I said.