Holy Prison

PS 33 - Clarification

Twenty days later.

My days are getting fun. Gossip about me and Gus Faizpun increasingly disappeared from the dispute. Time is really able to dispel those rumors.

Letter from Aaron I never thought about it again even though we often met on the road and he continued to launch the action by continuing to heat me up with frills I could move from the cottage and live happily in lana langan.

Today I walked alone to the stall to buy bath soap because Arum and Farha were on duty. But unexpectedly, I ran into Aaron.

I rolled my eyes, lazy. When he left, he blocked my path.

"Revelation!" I said.

However, instead of getting away he was getting in my way. Typical stubborn people.

"Where?" ask Aaron.

"I said no. It's a real rock." I said, annoyed.

This was not the first time I met him and was asked for an answer to his letter.

"Why not?" I said.

"Because I don't want to." I said.

"really? Do you want to continue to be tormented here? You can run away with me." said Aron.

"Lately I haven't been tortured." I said.

"Who knows the future?" tanyakanya.

I'm speechless. What is said has a point as well. However, the words of Gus Faiz again ringed in the head.

"Nobody can guarantee that if you run away the same you will have a bright future" I said.

Because I'm on my own. So, I was a little free to reply to all of Aaron's words.

"Gue. I'll guarantee you that you won't be willing to go with me. I will be your girlfriend, take care of you, and make you as happy as I can. If you want more serious, I even want to marry you" he said earnestly.

"Well, the problem is I don't want to be the same" I said.

"Lo can try slowly" said Aaron, continuing to reassure me.

"Gue doesn't know how. And I don't want to." I said.

"Easy way. Starting from meeting the requirements of me, so my girlfriend. You can start everything from there. I promise. I will be as happy as I can" he said.

"How do you know if you'll be able to please me?" i said, cynical.

He's stubborn.

"Gue knows all about you. Look, Nin, only people who know how we suffer can be happy for us" Aaron said.

The deg! those words are so touching.

I confirmed Aaron's words. Looking at him who was so persistent and kept saying logical things, for a long time my brain justified all his words.

I keep thinking.

"Where?" tanyakanya.

"G-gue.." I said I wanted to answer, but was cut off by someone.

"Nobody can please him but me." - Gus Faiz.

I'm turning. My heart is beating fast.

Aaron who saw Gus Faiz could only clench his fingers. Then, for no apparent reason, he just left me and Gus Faiz.

I wanted to call Aaron but it felt like my voice was stuck in the esophagus.

"Never be affected, An. I beg you." he said.

He was about to leave. If he noticed lately he's getting more and more willing to talk to me. Although brief. Does he now consider me his mahram? I mean, he's coming close to me, which means he's automatically making me his friend.

"Wait!" I said, a little screaming.

Gus Faiz.

"So, have I been honored the same?" my many.

Seeing her laugh made my heart beat. What was?

"Do you know what mahram means?" tanyakanya.

"Eh? E. know." I said a little unsure.

"What?" ask again.

"Friends." I said, matap.

He laughed again.

Damn, I think I was wrong.

She shook her head. "Mahram is a person who is still a close relative because of heredity, confusion, or marital relations so that they cannot be married."

I have trouble understanding his words. Exactly similar to the explanation of the Great Indonesian Dictionary (KBBI), it seems.

I don't want to look stupid. I pushed my brain harder.

"Oh, so the one who can't be married is called mahram?" said.

"Yes, right." she answered briefly.

"If you're being crushed?" my many.

This time he looked at me while raising an eyebrow telling me to think. I turned my eyes, and so did he. We are like people who like to get out of control when we are together.

Dimahramine. Dimahramine. Dimahramine. Mahram made? How was mahram made? Marrying. So, dimahramin? My brain answers that question

I'm smothering my mouth. Can't believe I did something stupid.

Married married? So, I asked Gus Faiz to marry you from yesterday - yesterday when he fainted? Bodoooh, Nindy, Bodoooh! - I cried in my heart.

As if reading my mind, he smiled.

"Should I explain again?" tanyakanya.

"No! No! No need. G-gue first. Excuse me." I said run away from Gus Faiz.

I can't explain how Gus Faiz's expression is because I really don't dare to look at him. Idiotically. Really stupid.

While running I met Arum. Then I spontaneously pulled Arum to a deserted place.

"What's up, Ma'am?" yummy, panic.

"I'm horrified, horrified me. If there is a girl ask to be entrusted to a guy. What does that mean?" my many.

I don't want to mention my thoughts. Afraid of being wrong again. If I'm wrong this time, I'm more embarrassed. But no matter where the belief came from, it seemed like I was really right this time.

"Hahahahaha, Ma'am, Ma'am, kirain, what's wrong" Arum said.

"His laughs later, answer first." I said, demanding an explanation.

"That's easy. That means the girl asked to be married to a guy. Ma'am, Ma'am, that's just not knowing." said Arum, bragging because he knows more than me.

"Duhhh, stupid, stupid, stupid." I said. The release said harshly. I grabbed hair from outside the veil. Frustrating.

I'm really ashamed of Gus Faiz. Why shameful things always happen when I'm with Gus Faiz. In fact, lately I have always tried to be more natural and graceful without doing silly things. However, it seems like the universe doesn't approve of me turning out to be good just for imaging in Gus Faiz's eyes.

Considering I said imaging for Gus Faiz, I was upset again. Why is it that my brain is always filled with Gus Faiz, Gus Faiz, and Gus Faiz? I must be crazy.

"Ih, Ma'am, I can't talk rude anymore. Who the hell is stupid? The girl that Ma'am told ya?" said.

I nodded, resigned. I didn't lie.

"Yes, Ma'am, that's right. How come yes, Ma'am, people don't know how embarrassed that is" said Arum, with a face without sin.

"Do you know shame?" I said make sure. I grimaced at Arum's words.

"Yes, Mom, right. That's right, Ma'am, stupid." I said

I feel like I'm hot to hear Arum's words. If he knew, the stupid girl he was talking about was me. He certainly wouldn't say something similar.

"That's not stupid. It's called female emancipation. Khodijah once said to the Prophet first." I said. Leaving Arum. I honestly don't understand this. My words spontaneously came out of my mouth. Please correct if it is wrong.

"Eh! Ma'am, waituu!" yell Arum.