Devotion of Love

The Same Nature

"Love, what is love? If love is beautiful, why do I feel pain now? If love is happy, where is happiness? I'll knock on the door, so I can see my love smile. Could love be real, tell me how I can see it? So that no tears would be shed in my eyes. I deserve this love if he considers me contemptible. Time, tell him. My love is real, my race is sincere. For him to hear it, smile back at me who misses him" Inner Hafidz was sad.

"Hafidez!" Sapa Agam is friendly, while patting Hafidz's shoulder gently.

Sontak tak Hafidz looked up, raised his face covered with both hands. The daydream was crap when Agam's hand touched his shoulder slowly. Hafidz looked at Agam who was standing right beside him. A meaningful gaze, endearing a real calm replaced restless.

Without saying much, Hafidz hugged Agam's body tightly. Forgetting the relationship between them. Hafidz melts the real distance there is. Hafidz wept in Agam's arms, expressing the anxiety of his heart. Missed the father who was not there next to him. Hafidz forgot who Agam really was? Just leaning on Agam, in his weak and frail times was in his mind. Hafidz was no longer able to contain the anxiety in his heart.

"Hanna!" Hafidz said softly inaudible in between his sobs.

Gorgeously patted Hafidz's shoulder. Gently rubbed Hafidz's hair, soothing the restlessness of the heart of the man who loved his daughter sincerely. Hafidz is now hurt by Hanna's tough attitude. Feeling the bitterness of Hanna's unchangeable rejection. The fear that Agam had left in Hanna's heart. Now it's real to have Hafidz hurt and destroyed.

Agam felt how hurt Hafidz was right now. The frail she once felt, when she lost her son Tika and Arkan. Thinking about life without the person we love. Only the quiet and silent felt real in the soul of life but death. The cry of Hafidz was like a symphony of poignant songs that again sounded in Agam's ears. The greatest pain felt by Agam, when his heart was in a state of fear in search of love that went away.

"Cry, let out your heartache. Don't hold something you can't keep yourself. Don't be afraid to admit to pain, if that's how you feel. There is no difference between men and women about tears. For a sick heart will knock a beautiful eye to weep. Tired of the heart can be expressed in the eyes, when the speech is afraid to admit the pain!" Agam said softly, Hafidz clutched tightly to Agam's body. Looking for a father who he does not have.

"Why should Hanna? Why is he hurt when I have no right to look after him? Why do I see the pain? If I can't lighten it. If possible, I'd like to change my body in its place. My bones are strong enough to endure that pain!" Hafidz said loudly, shortly after releasing his embrace.

Agam pulled Hafidz's body up, facing each other. Agam shook his head right in front of Hafidz. Agam disagreed with Hafidz's words. Maybe Hafidz really loves Hanna. But exchanging a real wound becomes Hanna's destiny. It is not a way of showing love, but rather an arrogant attitude that opposes written destiny. It was not Agam who was not sad or ill to see Hanna lying helplessly. But as a believer, Agam believed everything happened in the best way and for the good of Hanna.

"Hafidz, it's not appropriate for you to talk like that. Hanna may be my daughter, but what happened to her wasn't a mistake you had to bear. But it's a lesson and the best path for Hanna. Maybe your bones are strong enough to withstand the pain, but are you sure your mother is strong enough to see you hurt? Look there, just look at you like this. He was very worried. Think about your mother before Hanna, because Hanna asked you to do that!" Agam sage said, Hafidz nodded after turning to Sinta.

"Now calm yourself down, Hanna's fine. If you need to go home, when Hanna wakes up. I'll call you. Hanna's not alone, we're with her!" Agam said, Hafidz was silent. I want her to run to hug Hanna. But it all seems unreal. Distance and status clearly separate them.

Kreeekkkk

The sound of the IGD door opening, along with Arkan and Dwi who had just come out. After my service, I gave help. Arkan and Dwi came out with weak, powerless faces. I don't know what's going on in there? One thing is certain, they are trying their hardest to provide first aid to the victims.

"Guil!"

"Papa has come? Where's mama?" Arkan said softly, Agam shook his head not knowing. Arkan's breathing, the sound of tired breathing after helping Hanna. Agam patted Arkan's shoulders slowly. The real son grew away from his tutelage.

"You've tried, no need to complain. Whatever you've been trying!" Agam said firmly, Arkan turned to look at Agam. Highlight Arkan's eyes, as if asking Agam back.

"Well, do you know Hanna's condition?" Arkan said, Agam nodded without hesitation.

"Since when did Hanna know of her condition? This is the reason that made Hanna fear blood!"

"Papa doesn't know, but Hanna knows that her body condition is different. Once he has bleeding, his blood will continue to drip. Until Hanna gets the right help!" Agam said, Arkan nodded in understanding.

"Why can Hanna be this reckless? He himself was injured, but was still thinking of others!" Arkan said softly, Agam smiled at Arkan's complaint.

"Because she's your sister, you two are the same. Emphasize others before your interests. Now there is no need to regret what happened. Mama's sure, Hanna's fine!"

"Mama!" Arkan said, then kissed Hanna on the back of the hand. Agam and Hafidz nodded, smiling at Tika.

"More than that Tika reason for their loving nature. Arkan and Tika go down your hard and good character. They focus on the happiness of others above their own. The attitude you always take, when it comes to choosing yourself or someone else. The reason we've both been separated for a dozen years!" Inner Agam while looking at the two beautiful eyes of Tika.

"Why?" Tika was surprised, Hafidz looked down at the ceramic floor of the hospital.

"Hafidz had seen blood in Hanna's coat. But when Hafidz greeted her, Hanna brushed my hand away. For a moment Hafidz thought, Hanna is ignoring me. Therefore Hafidz was silent, when he saw Hanna carrying the child!"

"All is well, you're not wrong. Instead aunt thanked me. You donated your blood to Hanna!" Tika said kindly, Hafidz nodded slowly. Everyone calmed down again, no more anxious faces.

"How's Hanna doing?" Tika.

"Hanna's still in the IGD room. She'll be transferred to the ward soon!" Arkan said, Tika nodded then walked to Sinta who was sitting not far from him.

"How are you doing Sinta?" Sapa Tika was friendly, Hafidz stared softly at Tika's meeting with her mother. Hafidz does not want there to be a bigger understanding.

"Hanna's really your daughter!" Sinta said, Tika nodded slowly.

"Hanna's my daughter Arkan's twin brother. Even if she's my daughter, I won't ask you to accept Hanna. I will not interfere in the affairs of the young people!"

"You know what I've done to Hanna?" Sinta said softly, Tika nodded with a smile.

"I won't blame you, expect the best thanks to your son for your real rights. I realize my daughter Hanna is far from your expectations. That's why I won't ask you to accept it!"

"You're not mad I rejected Hanna. I doubt it even!" Sinta said, Tika shook her head slowly. Both of Tika's eyeballs stared fixedly at Sinta. A mother who refuses her daughter to be a daughter-in-law. A woman who doubts the faith of her little daughter.

"I'm not angry or disappointed, because your judgment means nothing? Until this moment, I believed in my daughter's persona. Goodness and evil are vague, not easily seen with the naked eye. Only a clean heart, can see the sincere kindness of the heart!" Tika said firmly and final.

"Sorry!"

"No need to apologize, my daughter Hanna is not disappointed with your decision. For him, his family's trust is most important. Hanna didn't expect praise or gratitude. Hanna is a tough and strict person. He lives by his ways and principles. As long as it doesn't hurt anyone else's heart!"

"Including ignoring my attention!" Hafidz.

"Ask Hanna, when she woke up. He didn't say anything about your family. Hanna's decided to stay away from you!"

"Why aunt? What did your mom say made her hate me?"

"No, Hanna wants to be a good person. Once he's sure it's worth seeing you. Hanna's gonna see you, either as a friend or something?" Tika said, Hafidz is no longer able to say anything. Hanna's decision is final, it can no longer be changed.

"Mama, we're going home now!" Hafidz said, then said goodbye to Tika. Hafidz walked with shuntai steps, Sinta stared at her weak son.

"We wait until Hanna wakes up?" Sinta said, Hafidz shook his head.

"Why?

"I can't see his stare!" Sahut Hafidz's.