Devotion of Love

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"Aika!" greeting Zalwa kindly, Tika turned her head towards Zalwa. Zalwa was standing right behind him.

It has been treated for almost a week. Arkan became one of the doctors who treated Agam. Why is Agam's condition getting better? Agam's initial plan for a transplant could still be postponed. You just need to do a blood wash. If possible Agam forever do not need to do a transplant.

This morning Tika came to the hospital. Not to see Agam or visit Dimas. Dimas was out of the hospital a long time ago. Agam though he is still being treated. Tika couldn't see him anymore. Forever Tika does not want the existing taste to reappear. Much better everything is back to how it was.

But the soul mate said otherwise, Tika met Zalwa. The figure who had always been silent received Arkan's cynical gaze. The woman who was hurt by the relationship between Agam and Tika. The woman who accidentally had to be in the middle of the domestic crisis Tika. There was never any anger at Zalwa. Because as a woman. Tika feels the pain of loving, but can never have.

"Sir Zalwa, please sit down!" said Tika kindly, Zalwa was silent in silence. Then Tika gently pulled Zalwa's hand. So Zalwa sat beside him.

Tika saw clearly the anxiety of Zalwa. Zalwa's pretty face looks older. Tika could guess the heavy burden that Zalwa was thinking about. With warmth Tika grasped Zalwa's hand. Providing support that Zalwa has never received.

"What's wrong mbak? Tell me, believe me you can tell me anything!" tika said kindly, opening the conversation.

Tika felt Zalwa was in a depressed state. He seemed to be in a huge dilemma. Tika saw how broken and sick Zalwa was. Fifteen years of age accompanied Agam. Only demeaned and not considered what he received.

"Tika, marry Agam. Believe me I never married Agam. He loves you and always loves you. I was tired of being next to him. I want to go as far as my footsteps!" zalwa said, immediately Tika shook her head inexplicably and strongly rejected Zalwa's words.

"I did not return with the hope of getting married again with mas Agam. I don't believe it, he ever loved you or not. The truth is that he and I can't be together!" tika said warm and soft.

Zalwa stared in surprise at Tika. He did not understand what Tika said. Zalwa feels that Tika still loves Agam, but Tika does not want to be with Agam again. Tika's tone seemed to ask Zalwa to stay beside Agam. But Zalwa's heart grew tired of being next to Agam. Zalwa happiness will never be achieved. Although he waited for Agam as long as possible.

"I'm tired so tired!" zalwa said softly, Tika stared fixedly at Zalwa. The loneliness experienced by Zalwa seemed natural. Years of staying beside Agam. Without any clear status and special attention from Agam.

"Don't step if your legs don't get strong. Quitting and giving up is sometimes the best way. When hope always ends with uncertainty. Don't make yourself tormented, let go of the burden you can no longer bear!" said Tika warmly, Zalwa was silent. No words could come from his lips.

Zalwa no longer stood up. His body felt weak and powerless. Zalwa's dozen years were next to Agam. Accepting pressure and humiliation from Agam. He accepted mistakes that were never intentionally made. Zalwa felt devastated unceremoniously. There's no power in him. So that he can rise.

"Tika, a dozen years I was next to Agam. Not because I love him, but my debt to Agam. I endure accepting Agam's cold attitude. Just for the status of the princess I was born with. Indeed I admit, there is a love saved for Agam. But all lost by his love for you. I have long admitted defeat, but Agam's mother always pressured me. He always made me obsessed with Agam again. When my heart starts to weaken!" said Zalwa, Tika nodded in understanding.

"Leave Agam, release the burden on your shoulders. Zalwa, love is sincerity. It is not the return of the mind that ultimately torments. Don't listen to other people's words. Mama deserves to be happy. Like I decided to go. With all the risk and hatred I will accept. I did everything for a true calm!" said Tika.

"Don't you want to go back to Agam!"

"No!" tika replied firmly, Zalwa was surprised to hear such a loud answer.

"Mama, Arkan is done. We can leave now!" arkan said politely, Tika turned her head while nodding softly.

"Sir Zalwa, I hope we can meet again. I have to leave!" pamit Tika, Zalwa stands dumbstruck. Tika pulled Zalwa's body.

Tika hugged Zalwa affectionately. There is no resentment or anger. The end of the marriage was not for Zalwa. But the road is no longer one between him and Agam.

"Sir Zalwa, let go of something he doesn't want to hold. The more tightly Zalwa held it. The more he will force to be free. Zalwa deserves to be happy with a man who is much better than Agam!" whispered Tika, then let go of her embrace to Zalwa.

Arkan nodded his head slowly, signaling his farewell to Zalwa. With a sincere smile, Zalwa replied to Arkan's manners. Tika and Arkan walked away from Zalwa.

"I'm sorry Tika, your family is ruined because of me. My love is nothing more than indebtedness, but your love is pure and holy. Nothing can destroy it. But now my love and your love have to give up. When there is a heart that does not want it. You're right, I have to let go of all this burden. I have to go give up, mas Agam deserves to calm down without me bothering him. I'll bear the disgrace I've done. My daughter would be whistling, if Agam wasn't her real father. He deserves to know, Agam the father he was so proud of and loved. No more than you on paper!" inner Zalwa Pilu while staring at the departure of Tika.

Arkan and Tika walked towards the hospital parking lot. Vahira is waiting for Tika and Arkan. Today Tika and Vahira are leaving Arkan.

"Mama, I'll be home soon. After papa recovers, I'll see mama!"

"Arkan, mama's fine. You have taken care of your mother enough. It's time you took care of papa. Forgive your father, he's not wrong about all this!" said Tika.

"Great, you two decide each other's path. You guys are tired of me, little girl who never goes wrong. But it was as if I was wrong and received a sentence of dozens of years. I'm the girl who grew up without you baby. Where is your conscience as a mother? I'm a princess born from your jaws, but it's like I was born from a stone without a heart!" hanna said emotion.

"Get me talk!" shout Arkan.

"Why?" hanna shouted with anger.

"Hanna, it's not the mama who forgot about you. It's your eyes saying I'm your mother!" said Tika.

"Because you don't deserve to be a mother. You are cruel and selfish!" hanna.

"Hanna, don't be rude!" yelled Arkan furiously. Hanna's getting more challenging.

"You'll understand my mother's sacrifice!" said Tika flat, then get in the car.