Devotion of Love

A Warm Night

"Why should you be angry? I have nothing to do with Ziva. We're just friends, nothing more!" Hafidz said as he arrived beside Hanna.

Hafidz pursues the jealous Hanna. Hearing Dimas match Ziva with Hafidz, burning Hanna's heart. With uncontrollable anger, Hanna leaves the dinner. With anxiety Hafidz chased after Hanna. Hanna was sitting by the pool. With both feet perfectly immersed in the pool.

"Why is my brother chasing me?"

"Because I have to convince you. I can't possibly let you misunderstand. Especially just because of a trivial problem. There is joy in my heart, but on the other hand I am disappointed. You're not angry because you love me, but you're never sure of me. My love needs your sense of trust!" Hafidz said, Hanna stared at the moon that radiated beautifully in the pool.

Hanna sat down without a care for Hafidz. Hafidz's words did not shake Hanna's heart. Maybe he was angry, but on the other hand Hanna felt inferior. When people know us best, we feel worthless. Maybe by then, we'll be the most useless. The real sense of inferiority felt by Hanna. Kala Dimas felt Ziva was much more deserving of Hafidz.

"Hanna!" Sapa Hafidz, Hanna turned her head with a cold look. Without a word coming out of his mouth. Hanna was silent, not seeing the warmth from both eyes.

"Sir Hafidz, look at the moon looks beautiful in the calm pool water. Although it is only a shadow, but the moon is still a bright moon. The moon will always be beautiful to look at, even though the moon is not always beautiful!" Hanna pointed towards the shadow of the moon. Hafidz stared at the shadow of the moon, he sat right beside Hanna. There is no distance separating the two. Both breaths sounded rhythmic, full of love.

"What's Hanna? It's not just because of your jealousy. Why do you look different today?" Said Hafidz astonished mixed with anxiety. Hanna nodded slowly, she turned her head towards Hafidz. Again and again Hanna's gaze was extremely cold.

A single tear without a sound. A cry that felt very painful in Hanna's heart. Hafidz was getting anxious to see Hanna. Tears were dripping from both of Hanna's beautiful eyes. Describe how heavy the burden was in his mind. Hafidz clasped tightly onto Hanna's cold hand. The hand that somehow feels frozen? Hafidz tries to calm Hanna down, reassuring Hanna's worried heart. But gently, Hanna brushed off Hafidz's hand. Rejecting the love that Hafidz offers. Love is nothing more than pity for Hanna.

"Sister Hafidz, I'm still the same Hanna. I never change. Every time I try to smile. At that moment my heart hurt. I started to get tired a long time ago. I want to be a free Hanna. Without limits and pressure, but I can't do it all. When the family status, the good name of the family and this love. Didn't expect that free Hanna!"

"I never demanded you change. Be free, there is no pressure from my love. You deserve to live your way. I will accept you with my sincere love!"

"But not with your family and neighborhood!"

"Hanna, not those who live this love. Why do we care about their opinions? It is true that we live in an environment, but our happiness is not those who judge. The happiness of this love, fully we feel. It's not appropriate for you to set me aside, just because of their out-of-place opinions!"

"Sister is right, they don't deserve to judge this relationship. But when that doubt came from my own family. Should I feel worthy of being with you. With both of my ears, Grandfather thinks I don't deserve to be with you. Doubt that made me self-conscious, brother wasn't created for me!" Hanna said softly, Hafidz looked astonished.

"You take Mr. Dimas seriously. I love you, I will live with you. Your good and bad will not be a hindrance to my love!" Hafidz said firmly, Hanna lowered her head deeper and deeper. The cold water of the pond slowly froze his two legs.

"What makes you love me so much? My own family doesn't think I deserve you. Brother Ziva is much more deserving of being with you!"

"I never knew the reason for this love. It's just, every time I see you. I feel my world alive. I'm happy just by looking at your smile. But my heart ached so much, when you loudly rejected me!"

"Do you love me or love me?" Hanna said loudly.

"I love you with all my heart. If you are ready today. I'm going home. Not as Hafidz, but the husband of Hanna Santika Ramaniya!"

"Sister mean?"

"Marry me, we fight their doubts together. Honestly, Hanna, being very close to you. Makes me very happy, while making me tormented!" Hafidz said, Hanna stared at Hafidz's astonishment. Hanna looked at Hafidz so closely. Hanna's breath touched Hafidz's handsome face.

"Hanna, please don't torture me!" Hafidz said softly with a hunting breath.

"Why me?"

"Hanna, every inch of your body awakens my passion. Please don't make me upset. My faith is not that strong, your fragrant breath awakens the desire I endure!"

"Sister wants to have me!" Hanna said without sin, the faces of the two were very close.

Without warning, Hanna put her hand on Hafidz's neck. Hanna turned her body face to face with Hafidz. The breaths of the two began to hunt, their minds filled with the shadow of an uncontrollable napkin. Hanna brought her face closer, her nose touching Hafidz's nose. Their foreheads fused together, their lips separated by just one finger.

"Hanna, I beg you!" Hafidz said with a breath that began to hunt. Hafidz's desire is ready to explode, defeating the faith held firm all this time. Hanna was getting tighter and tighter draping her face.

"Have me, if Brother Hafidz loves me. Prove to me, brother loves me unconditionally. I am ready to hand you my most beautiful crown. Make this cold night warm with your love caress. Under the moonlight, snatch away the crown I should have given to my chosen man!" Hanna's whisper was friendly right in Hafidz's ear.

"Asthgfirullahhaladzim!" Hafidz's mind calmed his heart.

The fragrance of Hanna's hair evoked a desire that was stored real deep in Hafidz's heart. Hafidz's heartbeats sounded so strong. As strong as Hafidz's desire to have Hanna. With unreasonable resignation, Hanna handed over her most beautiful crown. Hanna was so cold, that she thirsted for the warmth of Hafidz.

"Hanna you're sure!" Reply Hafidz, with a nod of the head. Hanna confirmed Hafidz's words.

Gently Hafidz pulled Hanna's chin. Close both their lips. A breath full of love, evokes instincts that begin to be unreasoning. Justifying the wrong, doing the inappropriate becomes appropriate. Hafidz laid Hanna down right by the pool. Lovingly, Hafidz stared at Hanna who was ready to receive the warmth of Hafidz's love.

"Darling, I'd really like to have you. But not in the wrong way. I'll have you fully, when your heart hands over to me. Tomorrow morning I'll ask you. I'll make you kosher for me. Trust me, baby, I love you unconditionally. Don't even think of running away from me, because from tonight on you are entirely mine!" Whispering Hafidz, Hanna nodded in understanding.

"You really love me, without the lust of wanting to rule me. If you're sure, tell my family tonight!"

"Well, we'll meet them now!" Hafidz said loudly, then pulled Hanna's body to wake up.

"Sister Hafidz sure!" Sahut Hanna holding Hafidz's hand.

"Tonight is all I've been waiting for. I don't need to convince myself, because I love you!" Hafidz lantang.

"Your mother!"

"He won't be able to change my mind. It's time for me to be happy!" Hafidz assures.

"Thank you!"

"For!" Sahut Hafidz.

"Because I love imperfect Hanna!"

Cup

"Thank you back!"

"For!" Hanna did not understand.

"Have tested my love!"

"I mean Brother Hafidz!"

"Hanna, you just want to test me. I know you, you won't go that far. You have always been taking care of yourself. So it's very unlikely that you'll just hand it over to me!"

"Sorry, I lied to you!"

"I don't mind, if you're finally willing to marry me. Remember Hanna, tonight was the last time you slept alone. Prepare yourself, I'll ask for my rights!"

"Look at tomorrow!" Sahut Hanna relaxed, then left Hafidz smiling full of happiness.

"I love you so much!" Inner Hafidz while looking lovingly at Hanna's back away.