Devotion of Love

The Stupid Attitude

"Doctor Arkan!" greet Hafidz politely, Arkan took off his medical white coat. His sweat sweat ran down, drenching his forehead. Arkan looks very tired. Last night he stood guard, now he must fight to give first aid to Abi Salim.

After half an hour, Arkan helped. Eventually, Abi Salim's condition stabilized slightly, but Abi Salim was not aware. His condition is still very weak. With all his abilities Arkan tries his best for Abi Salim. Arkan was relieved when he learned of Abi Salim's improved condition.

Hafidz walked over to Arkan, watching Arkan come out of the IGD room. Aura and her mother were sitting not far from the IGD room. There was the look of the anxious faces of the two. Abi Salim is not just a father or husband to them. But he's the leader of the pesantren. Many will be sad to see him sick.

"Abi Salim is in stable condition. We're just waiting for him to wake up. But for a while, he will be under the supervision of a team of doctors!" arkan said kindly, Hafidz nodded in understanding.

"I believe you will do your best. Thanks again!" hafidz said kindly as he reached out. Arkan welcomes Hafidz's hand with a smile. Arkan replied to Hafidz's friendly attitude with a friendly attitude.

"It's my job. If nothing else is asked. Let me say goodbye, after this there will be a doctor who handles Abi Salim!" arkan said, then said goodbye to Hafidz.

Arkan walked past Aura and her mother. Without looking over or greeting Aura. Arkan continued walking towards his room. Arkan had a glance at the clock in his hand. It's time for Arkan to go around. No more hours of rest for him. At least it was this morning. Makes him forget his pain.

"Aura, Abi Salim's condition is better. But he is still under the supervision of a doctor. I will take care of his administration. You're here to accompany Umi!" said Hafidz, Aura was silent. No. There was a rejection or approval from Aura's lips.

Hafidz silently stared waiting for Aura's reply. Without Aura's approval, Hafidz couldn't decide anything? Although Hafidz's intention was good, it was still with Aura's permission. Just as Hafidz and Aura were facing off. Arkan accidentally saw it. There was a great pain in his chest. Maybe this pain is called jealousy.

"Yes Rabb, I pass this pain on your decree if it is indeed a test from you. I will take it and feel every pain. Let your servant be sick, but don't let my dear Aura I miss cry. Remove her tears, replace them with a happy smile. Meet him with your chosen priest. Unite him with your best soul mate. Ridhoi him with the happiness of the Hereafter-MU Amin!" inner Arkan.

"You're a compatible couple!" arkan lirih said almost inaudible. Aura saw Arkan standing looking at her. A look full of disappointment and hurt.

"Why do I feel your gaze as if it says disappointment? Though it is clear that I am disappointed by your betrayal!" inner Aura was upset.

"Wait for Brother Hafidz, I will finish his administration. Thanks for the offer!" aura said casually, then stood towards the receptionist.

Aura walked slowly towards the receptionist. He had to book a treatment room for Abi Salim. Aura did not want to rely on Hafidz. After all Hafidz is nobody? The marriage between the two is still pending. Either continue or not? It's no longer a problem.

"Suster, where's Arkan's doctor?" hanna said to the receptionist. Suddenly Aura turned her head, she saw Hanna standing beside her.

Aura observed Hanna from head to toe. Beautiful jet black hair and long Hanna. Show how well the owner takes care of his hair. Hanna's fashionable appearance, slightly made Aura feel inferior. Aura admired the beauty that radiated from Hanna's face.

"Sister came down from the ambulance, didn't he?" hanna said kindly, Aura nodded slowly.

"How is father's condition? Glad to be able to get my sister's attention. Any papa whose real father, never noticed like before!"

"So I saw Arkan's doctor freaking out when he saw my brother's father was sick. He left me without saying goodbye. All this time I never saw her worry. Even when you're sick, Arkan's doctor stays quiet doesn't help you!" hanna tried to explain. A silent aura tried to digest Hanna's words. Although he did not understand the meaning of Hanna's words.

"Doctor Arkan, he's your brother!" aura said softly, Hanna nodded at once.

"He's my older brother, the first time I've seen him worry about someone. I feel big brother's father means a lot in his life!" hanna said, Aura looked down embarrassed.

The aura has been prejudiced on Arkan. Without asking Arkan, Aura immediately blamed Arkan. Although Aura never said it. But his attitude seemed comfortable near Hafidz. A little bit has hurt, not even appreciating Arkan.

"How can you two be brothers?" aura said in disbelief.

Hanna smiled hearing Aura's disbelief. Actually there's no need for Hanna to explain who she really is? But Hanna told me who she was? Hanna has to be honest with Aura. About his relationship with Arkan the older brother.

"We're both twins, he's my older brother. Don't be surprised if we are the same age. So that brother can't believe, if he's my brother!" hanna said casually, Aura kept silent. There are no words to justify his attitude towards Arkan. His judgment on Arkan, has cornered Arkan.

Aura cursed her stupidity, she had betrayed her taste to Arkan. Aura easily accuses and blames Arkan. Relaxedly, Aura depended on the other shoulder. Aura felt stupid with her attitude. Now he can only accept judgment from Arkan. I don't know when Arkan forgave him? All seems impossible, when Aura remembers Arkan's sharp gaze on her.

"Sister, I'll excuse you. I'm gonna go find Arkan's doctor. After that I'll go home!" pamit Hanna was friendly, Aura nodded in agreement.

Not long after the nurse brought Abi Salim's hospitalization file. Aura checked every detail. Even Aura checked, who is the doctor who will take care of Abi Salim? Both of Aura's eyeballs were perfectly rounded. When he saw the other name. Aura was shocked as well as disappointed, when she saw the name of another doctor who would treat Abi Salim. When it was clear that at the IGD, Arkan was caring for Abi Salim.

"Suster, can I have Arkan's doctor handle my Abi!" aura lirih.

"Sorry madam, Arkan's doctor can't handle my dad. Because Arkan's doctor works at night. Last morning it just so happened that doctor Arkan had just finished his duty!" nurses said.

"Sister means!"

"Actually doctor Arkan is on night duty. He'll be home after he didn't sleep last night. But Arkan's doctor took care of his mother's father. Now Arkan's doctor is replacing the morning doctor. So Dad, I'll be treated by another doctor!" the nurse explained.

Buuukkkkk

Instantly the file he was holding fell. Aura felt more guilty. As someone who thinks loves Arkan and wants to be his makmum. Aura has been acting inappropriate. Aura hurts and doubts Arkan's sincerity. No matter the sacrifice Arkan made.

"Evil, I'm evil. Forgive my stupidity, jealousy blinds my heart's eyes. So that I cannot see your sincerity and sacrifice. Do I deserve to be your mother. Humbling myself, I apologize!" the Inner Aura was piteous while collecting scattered files.