Devotion of Love

Devotion of Love
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"How's Davin doing?" Said Hafidz worriedly, Qaila turned to look at Davin who was asleep.


Hafidz and Qaila were anxious about Davin's sudden deterioration. Davin's body temperature has been steadily rising since last night. Her tiny body trembled violently. His feet and ears were cold and frozen. But the head and body feel hot. Hafidz was afraid to see Davin's condition. Davin's brilliance disappeared. Wiped away by the pain Davin is now feeling.


Since last night, Qaila has been guarding Davin along with Hafidz. The rest of the family was anxious, Arkan was no exception. Luckily in Agam's extended family, there are three great doctors. One of them is Hanna who now chooses to become a doctor. Hanna felt at ease, as she stared at the smile of the person who was recovering from illness.


"His body was still feverish, but Davin's breathing began to settle down. If it's tomorrow morning, his condition is not stable. We need to get him to the hospital. I need to check the blood and other vital organs!" Qaila said, Hafidz looked at Davin with anxiety.


Qaila realized how anxious Hafidz was. Davin has never been sick. To be more precise, Davin has never been this weak. Over night Davin's cheer changed weakly. His bulging body was instantly powerless. Davin fell in the arms of his grandmother. When both of his parents were not there.


"Rest me, I'll take care of Davin alone. You are very tired, the night is also very late. If something goes wrong, I'll look for you!" Hafidz said, Qaila shook her head.


"I'll stay here. I wouldn't have calmed down, without seeing Davin!"


"Alright, we'll keep it together. I'll open the door to Davin's room!" Hafidz said, Qaila nodded slowly.


Hafidz walked towards the door, while Qaila sat right on the left side where Davin was tudur. Qaila's gaze was so sad. Seeing the son he had raised lying weak. Makes it seem weak. A feeling that a doctor never experienced when examining a patient. Qaila knew her mistake. A cold attitude that is always angry, when seeing the patient's family is weak. Now he feels it himself. Confused and scared when he saw Davin was sick.


"Rapidly healed dear, mother will grant whatever your request. Mother promises Davin, mother promises as long as you are healthy again. Including your wishes to meet your real mama. The person you have longed for. In fact, he is near you. Mother's selfishness, mother's fear, mother's worry about losing you. Make your mother ignore your whining, sacrifice your pain, close your eyes to your tears. Tonight you realize you're an innocent little creature. You should not be hurt, because of the selfish attitude of adults. Mother promises dear, mother will meet you with her. As long as you see your smile back!" Inner Qaila with tears. Her hand stroked softly Davin's forehead. Then kiss full of warmth the hot forehead of the boy. A child who was never born from his womb. He became a son in his heart and life.


"Qaila, sleep next to Davin. I'll sleep on the couch!" Hafidz said, then turned to Qaila.


Hafidz was stunned, as he stared at the slumbering Qaila beside Davin. The hand of Qaila hugged Davin's tiny body. Qaila seemed to feel comfortable with sleeping in a sitting position. Hafidz saw clearly Qaila's sincere affection for Davin. The love that Hafidz could never repay. Although there was once a word of comfort in his heart with Qaila.


"Thank you, Qaila!" Inner Hafidz, while looking down at Davin and Qaila. Hafidz walked slowly towards the sofa. Hafidz began to feel sleepy. He wanted to close both eyes for a moment.


"Come on Hanna, Davin needs you!" Tika said, while patting Hanna's shoulder gently.


Hanna was surprised, feeling her shoulder slap. Hanna turned her head, turning her eyes. Hanna turned to look at Tika. Hanna's gaze was livid, as if tears were about to drip. Tika pulled the body of her daughter. Trying to calm the restless heart of the princess. Lovingly, Tika placed Hanna's head right on her chest. Clutching the princess who is in turmoil.


"But Qaila!" Hanna said softly, Tika smiled as she stroked the princess' head.


"Mama believes that Qaila and Hafidz are very mature. They can solve their problems wisely. Remember Hanna, when mama left papa and you. At that moment I thought, my mom's decision was the best. Carrying the wound of your heart, leaving papa with half of your soul. But in fact, my mother's decision was wrong. Not the happiness you and dad feel. Except the endless bitterness. As for Arkan's mother and sister, must endure a longing that is not brimmed. Live away from family, fight alone away from home!" Tika said affectionately. Hanna was silent in silence, word for word coming out of Tika's lips. A slap that hurt him.


"Hanna, sometimes it's good you think. Not necessarily the kindness felt by others!" Tika again.


"Then, what should Hanna do? I don't want to hurt anyone? Especially Davin, he's the reason I did this stupid thing. Maybe I'm cold without pain in everyone's eyes. But my heart ached, I cried in the dark and silent corner of my room. I'm devastated and hurt, all I feel just for Davin's smile!"


"Let the water flow, the wind blows without direction. Let go of all the burdens of your mind. Be the old Hanna, a carefree and calm person!"


"I mean mama!" Hanna looked up at Hanna.


"Let Davin know you, the mother he's been missing. Forget for a moment your relationship with Hafidz. Give your full love to Davin. Right now only Davin has the right to you!"


"Mama!" Hanna said softly, Tika nodded slowly.


"Come in, hold him in your love. There is no more effective remedy. In addition to the love and affection of a mother. The medicine he took only healed his physical wounds. But his heart will heal, with just one stroke!" Tika said, Hanna nodded slowly.


Tap Tap Tap


Slowly Hanna entered, approaching Davin's small body that was lying weakly. Hanna saw Hafidz and Qaila sleeping. Slowly, Hanna sat to the right of Davin. Clasping his favorite son's hand. Hanna kisses Davin's hand gently. A drop of her tears fell, soaking Davin's hand that felt so hot. Hanna put Davin's hand on her cheek. Hope to be able to replace for a moment the fever felt Davin.


"Mama!" Davin's delirious voice missed him.


"Davin, I'm sorry mama!" Hanna said softly, then clutched tightly to Davin's tiny body. He poured out all the love that was in his heart.


"Thank you Hanna!" Inner Hafidz, while continuing to pretend to be asleep.