Devotion of Love

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INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT, AT 15.00 WIB.

"Hanna, calm down and sit down. Free you're restless, the rain won't stop that fast!" Said Agam loudly, Hanna turned cold. He felt that Agam did not calm his agitated heart. Even Agam deliberately made him more anxious.

Hanna felt that her legs could no longer stand in this city. Even if he leaves this city, he'll never make her happy. Many memories in this city, many love left behind. Just for the sake of avoiding one love.a Hafidz. Hanna doesn't want to see Hafidz again. His determination was already unanimous to forget Hafidz. Never did Hanna want to see Hafidz hurt and choose. Neither Hanna nor Hafidz were ever meant to be together.

Hanna walked back and forth in front of Agam and Tika. Hanna was both agitated and anxious, as her flight was suddenly delayed. Heavy rain fell down hard. Lightning struck incessantly, its light shining on the overcast sky. The sound of lightning rang out, breaking the silence in the airport. Activity that was initially busy, immediately stopped. The sky began to cry incessantly. Gives a deep sense of uneasiness to Hanna's heart.

An unease about meeting with Hafidz. Although Hanna realized, there was no way Hafidz could meet her at the airport. Because Hafidz never knew Hanna's departure at this time. But Hanna's calm was disturbed, when she remembered the letter that Hanna had deliberately entrusted to Arkan. He was afraid that Hafidz would be more and more convinced of his love. If Hafidz knew Hafidz's love didn't clap one hand.

Although Hanna never knew Hafidz. But Hanna understood Hafidz's hard-wearing and unyielding attitude. All ways will be done Hafidz. To gain Hanna's trust. Even if needed, Hafidz will fight his mother who never liked Hanna. The reason that made Hanna feel the need to stay away from Hafidz. Go as far away from Hafidz's loving gaze as possible.

"Hanna, mama moh sit down. You'll still be leaving!" Tika said, Hanna just turned her head. No one understands Hanna's anxiety. It was not certainty that he was leaving, but the fear that Hafidz would come to see him at the airport.

Tika and Agam have no idea about Hanna. They felt that Hanna was no longer at home in this city. It was as if Hanna wanted to get away from their sight. Obviously there is no sadness Hanna, instead the opposite is visible. The restless Hanna, afraid that she might not leave. Although Hanna's flight was only delayed for some time. Tika and Agam never realize that Hanna is not getting away from him. Instead of staying away from Hafidz, the man who began to disturb his heart and mind.

"Huff!" The voice ******* Hanna which shows how upset her heart is. A fear of a real meeting makes him happy one day.

Hanna's breath was a little different. Agam and Tika do not understand Hanna's restless reason. But Hanna's breath, obviously the most appropriate answer. If there's anything Hanna's hiding. The reason that made Hanna really restless and confused. Hanna could no longer stand up straight. Just go as far as Hanna wants right now.

"Darling, why is your daughter so agitated?" Whispering Agam, Tika shrugged both of her shoulders slowly. Agam took a short breath. He had expected, Hanna would not tell Tika anything.

Hanna would never honestly fidget at her heart. Just to Arkan, Hanna would occasionally tell stories. Even only Arkan realized his love for Hafidz. All seemed to be welcoming, when Tika gave her full trust in Hanna. Believe that Hanna can tell the difference, which is right and wrong? A belief based on full responsibility. It's not without rules that make Hanna behave arbitrarily.

"Darling!" Whispering Agam friendly, Tika turned her head cold. The gaze of Tika's two eyeballs, hypnotizing Agam. Instantly Agam fell silent, his lips twitching without being able to speak. His body felt stiff, no longer able to move. Hanna's gaze made her hypnotized. There is an inexplicable sense of awe. A love so big and beautiful. Eternal grew in Agam's heart just to name one. Kartika Putri Anggara, a woman who likes twilight.

"The eye always makes me weak. When I was far away I couldn't forget it. Now, those eyes are so close. I can't stand the desire of this love!" Batin Agam. Tika continued to look at Agam, waiting for the words spoken. The reason I called him.

"Why silence?" Said Tika coldly, Agam immediately stood up.

He held his chest that was beating violently. The heart seemed to want to jump from its place. Agam could no longer hold back his desire, when he saw Tika talking with a friendly and gentle. The happiness that Agam always misses. Tika's real gentleness made her lose. Agam was unable to resist the charm of Tika. Since long ago until now, only Tika one woman was able to make him bend his knees. Strongly grasping love and faithful waiting for the day together.

"Darling, I'd better go get some coffee. Otherwise I can stress sitting near you. If only Hanna hadn't left. I've brought you home!" Said Agam coldly, Tika listened to the words of Agam carefully.

Tika did not understand the direction Agam said. Only with an invisible smile. Tika responded to Agam's words. Tika's calm persona, always making her look indifferent. Although Tika really cares about the problems that occur. Tika never wanted to make others anxious. Everything he thought about was always kept to himself.

"For what?" As Tika was astonished, Agam smiled wryly. Hanna turned her head when she heard her parents talk. Hanna captures Agam's deadly seduction on Tika. While Tika is so innocent, do not understand the meaning of the word Agam.

Tika never seemed to understand the meaning of Agam's gaze and seduction. Tika's innocence is more of an indifferent attitude. Sometimes it makes Agam tired of waiting. But the same innocence, making Agam survive and believe only Tika who he loved all this time.

"Pain or stupid mom!" Hanna said softly, Tika turned her head in wonder towards Hanna alternating towards Agam.

Hanna answered without much thought. He felt indignant to see Agam who continued to tease. While Hanna was silent and cold to say Agam. Hanna feels like something's always been the same. It is never easy to say love. Tika's calm and indifferent attitude. It always makes Agam harua have a big and strong heart.

"What are you talking about?" Tika is confused. Hanna turned her head while shrugging both of her shoulders. Strictly Hanna ended her sense of wanting to interfere. Hanna no longer cares about the romance of Agam and Tika who run lame.

"Mas Agam answer now or I'll go home without you!" Threatening Tika, Agam immediately crouched in front of Tika.

With her hands cupped right in her chest, Agam begged Tika. She never wanted to tease Tika. What does Agam say is real honesty? But Tika's innocence makes Agam's desire unwarranted. Tika never realized, her innocent attitude disappointed Agam. Instead, the great love of Agam, able to make Agam patiently waiting for the return of love from Tika.

"I'm kidding!"

"Speak or I'll go home!" Tika said, Hanna shook her head in disbelief at Agam's flirtatious attitude.

On the contrary, Tika is too innocent and never seems to know the meaning of Agam's words. Although Agam continued to seduce, Tika did not easily understand the direction of Agam's words. What a relationship full of understanding. It's not easy to live it, but it feels happy. Tika who is innocent and indifferent, always get warmth from Agam who thirsts for the caress of Tika's affection.

"I want to take you to your room. Both your eyes awakened my desire!" Said Agam lirih while blushing shyly.

Both of Tika's eyes were perfectly rounded. Shortly after Agam said his true heart. Tika was only able to shake weakly. Hearing the meaning of the strange attitude of Agam since earlier. Although deep in her heart, Tika never minded such thoughts. But say everything now. It's not the right and proper time.

Tika doesn't believe Agam can think that far. Even though they have remarried, but become husband and wife like a young child. According to Tika all that is no longer appropriate. Hanna was horrified to see the young-spirited Agam. But deep down in Hanna, there was a sense of happiness. Finally the wait is over. Agam and Tika reunite, despite having to go through many obstacles.

The dream of his parents together has been realized. The complete family he had always dreamed of had been reached. There are no more tears of waiting. Now Hanna is happy to see the togetherness of Tika and Agam. Although sometimes Hanna is afraid, this togetherness will disappear later. But Hanna always prayed, so that all goes for the best.

"It's old, don't think much. I'm not interested in that warmth. So control the mind of Mas Agam. Otherwise you sleep alone every night!" Tika Sahut cold. Agam took a long breath. Tika's answer cut off a passionate desire. But Agam was happy, when he remembered he was no longer someone else for Tika. But now Agam has officially become Tika's husband.

"When, I was kidding. Don't take heart!" Agam said heartily, Tika stood without caring about Agam's whining. Hanna could only shake her head at the attitude of her two parents.

Relationships that seem distant and separate. But it is always close, very close. Fifteen years of Tika and Agam prove eternal love. The pain and tears that exist, no longer able to make it separate. Now that togetherness exists with a word one. Understanding and understanding each other. So that no misunderstandings occur.

"Hanna, help me talk to my mom. You were the one who was pumping!" Agam said, Hanna shook her head firmly.

He doesn't care about Agam and Tika. Sontak Agam patted his temple slowly. Can't believe Hanna could do all that. Actually without Hanna's help. I could finish it. But things will get easier, if Hanna helps him. Hanna's words will make Tika understand. Because Hanna also made her parents united.

"Papa who starts, papa himself must end. I know, my mom doesn't like to be joked. Still acting like that!" Said Hanna indifferently, Agam shook his head in disbelief.

But what Hanna said was true. Tika is not a woman who likes to be invited to joke, especially in public places. Tika's assertiveness was never shaken. He would only care about sincerity with accountability. Agam's attitude seems inappropriate for Tika. Everything is done in the wrong place.

"All quiet, no need to argue!" Tika's voice was cold, then passed from before Agam and Hanna.

Tika walked away from Agam. Stopping an unguided conversation. More precisely Tika wanted to stay away from Agam's strange attitude. Tika does not want to dissolve in the death seduction Agam.

"Honey, where are you going?" Shouted Agam, when he saw Tika walking away. Tika turned her head, with a smile that was not covered with a veil. He replied to Agam. Then loudly, Tika answered Agam's question.

"I'm looking for coffee for you, she said sleepily. Before your mind goes anywhere? Better to chill with a cup of coffee!" Tika said coldly, then passed away.

Tika no longer looked towards Agam. Tika also did not see Hanna who walked away from him and Agam. Without Tika noticing, Hanna had already walked a long way leaving them. Hanna was looking for the most comfortable place that could calm her down.

Hanna walked away from Agam and Tika. He gave time and space to his parents. But Hanna was looking for calm. The anxiety of his heart is real undeniable. Hanna was really anxious, not because of her delayed flight. But the longer Hanna was in the country. The greater the chance Hafidz had of meeting him. The more real Hanna's fear of love reappears.

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The sound of lightning that casts lightning. It was clearly visible in both of Hanna's beautiful eyes. With a faint look, Hanna looked outside the airport. It rained heavily, drenching the runway in front of him. Hanna stared fixedly at the plane that would take her far away. Leaving a real love begins to feel in her heart. Many times Hanna let out a long breath. Throwing away the enormous uneasiness in his heart.

"Why when I'm sure I want to go? Time doesn't seem to want me to stay away. There are things that make me survive in this country. The longer I stay, the more likely he is to come. I don't want to see his face. I couldn't say goodbye if he was in front of me. YES RABB maybe I am not a devout servant. But can I beg you just once. Don't lead him here. In order for the priest of my dreams, to remain with his perfect faith. Untainted with a faithless body like me!" Inner Hanna was sad as she stared at the raindrops that fell soaking the earth.

"Why does the rain stop?" Hanna said annoyedly, shortly after stomping her feet on the floor.

Agam turned his head towards Hanna, the sound of Hanna's leg stomping made him shocked. Agam clearly saw the annoyance of Hanna that could no longer be covered. Agam walked slowly towards Hanna, gently and warmly Agam embracing Hanna. Hanna rested her head on Agam's shoulder. The closeness of Hanna and Agam is more than that of a father, but more of a friend when restless.

"Tell papa, why are you so upset? Are you so eager to get away from us? Until the delay of your departure, makes you so upset!"

"Papa shut up, I'm really pissed!" As Hanna was dying, Agam smiled and stroked Hanna's arm. Providing warmth that might make Hanna calm down.

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"Hafidz, the reason for your anxiety!" Agam said softly, shortly after peeping the top of Hanna's head. Smelled fragrant Hanna's hair, jet black Hanna's hair decomposes beautifully.

Sontak Hanna releases Agam's embrace. He walked a few steps forward. Hanna was standing right in front of the airport's thick glass wall. His gaze was straight up into the overcast sky, a raindrop sounding by his ears. Increasingly adds to the fear Hanna will meet with Hafidz. Especially with his challenge, Agam said the name he was so afraid of.

"I don't want to meet him!" Hanna said softly, her hand tightly grasped the guardrail in front of her. Cold iron was not felt in his hands. Only a cold heart enveloped his mind.

"Why?"

"I don't want to!" Hanna said the final for no reason.

Hanna's grasp tightened, Agam saw clearly Hanna squeezing the iron fence with all her might. Hanna looked down, covering up the fear and uneasiness of her heart. Hanna was too afraid to disappoint Hafidz with the love she had expressed. Had Hafidz been in front of him now. Hanna was afraid she could not control her heart. Hanna was afraid she could no longer resist Hafidz's love.

"Whatever you fight, you will not be able to fight the written way!" Agam said softly, Hanna shook her head without turning her head. There was a sense of tightness thrusting into his heart. Hanna was agitated, very agitated and clearly visible from the clutches of her hands on the airport iron fence

"I have to fight it, otherwise this love will destroy one's faith!"

"Who made you think that? You wrong Hanna, love is sacred and beautiful. His sincerity leads people to faith. The reality of love exists, perfecting our faith. Because the union of love excuses us towards His jannah!" Agam said, staring fixedly at Hanna's back.

"But not with me Brother Hafidz headed for HIS jannah. I'm not a proper woman. There is no faith in me. I don't know faith, there are many flaws in this empty soul!"

"But Hafidz did not see that, like Tika who never cared about my weakness. Sometimes perfect faith does not make a person very valuable. People with weak faith. Being able to reward many people with his ignorance!" Agam said firmly, Hanna turned to Agam.

"I mean papa?" Sahut Hanna was confused.

"When you know me no matter my age or good looks. He chose me because he believed I was the right priest for him. But the truth is, I'm nothing more than a cowardly husband. Lost by the pressure and responsibility that ultimately cost you your mom and brother!"

"Father!" Said Hanna softly, as if she felt guilty for making Agam talk about the bitterness of the past.

"It's all true Hanna. Papa and Mama's relationship is broken, not because of our differences. But none other than papa's weak attitude. Dare not fight to maintain the sincerity of your love. Stupidity and regret for the rest of your life. Dozens of years papa separated with mama, the pain is not comparable to the wound that papa has inflicted on the heart of mama. But look now, papa and mama are united. No one can resist all of this!"

"But Brother Hafidz deserves to be happy!" Hanna said, Agam nodded slowly.

"Hanna baby, if indeed you feel unworthy for Hafidz. Why not try to know faith for Hafidz's sake?"

"No, I'm not going to pawn my faith for pseudo-love. My relationship with Allah SWT is much holier. Maybe today my faith is weak, but I will fix it not for the promise of living with Hafidz!" Sahut Hanna was firm, Agam nodded in agreement. With a smile full of pride. Agam hugged Hanna.

"Darling, you look like mom. Perhaps your faith is still weak and far from perfect. But the purity of heart that is able to distinguish the position of love. Principles that will not be easily understood, even with high intelligence!"

"Mama!" Hanna said briefly, Agam nodded slowly.

"When everyone including papa questions your faith. Mama's the only one who never asks or doubts about your faith. Mom always told papa. Your sincere heart is much purer than your visible faith. For your heart will find the most perfect faith!"

"Is that why you never asked me to wear a hijab or wear a veil like that!"

"Yes!"

"I was wrong with my mom. He always believed in me!" Hanna said softly, Agam silently looked at Hanna. As if he was astonished by Hanna's words.

"Why baby?"

"I thought all this time my mom never really loved me. He only cares about Arkan and Vahira. Mama never asked me to hijab or force me to pray. I always thought, Mom was ashamed of my attitude. He never cared about me. Mama's the reason I rejected Hafidz's love!" Hanna said softly, there was the sound of sobs. The old heart voice is hidden. Stored in the heart of Hanna, now revealed with a different reality.

"Hanna, mama never blamed you. Whatever you think, it's your right and you respect it!"

"Mama's aware of my disappointment!" Hanna said, Agam nodded slowly, agreeing with Hanna's words. Nodding Hanna's conscious head, how stupid was she?

"Mama can see the real distance you keep. Mama felt she had no right to rule you, after she left you for a dozen years. My mother believed in it with all her heart. If there will be faith that knocks on your heart. The way your mom loves you, without you realizing how sincere that affection is!"

"I'm wrong!"

"You're not wrong baby, it takes a lot of time to understand mom. Papa took a dozen years, only able to realize how valuable mama. How pure is your heart and love for your father? As pure as your love for Hafidz. A love that doesn't impose, because there's no happiness in coercion!" Agam said, Hanna was silent.

"The purity of love will be real if it honestly acknowledges its existence. Not running away like a coward. Leaving a worried heart, breaking an unmistakable heart. Love is never wrong in choosing a heart!" Tika, Agam and Hanna turned. Hanna runs to hug Tika. She was crying in Tika's arms.

Hanna feels guilty for misunderstanding Tika. The disappointment that he kept in his love for Tika. Now it has been answered with the sincerity of a mother's love. The love of a mother who always understands her child's heart. Although never together for a dozen years.

"I'm sorry Hanna!"

"There's no need to apologize, Hanna's not wrong. But leave without daring to take responsibility. Not a thing worth doing!" Tika said, Hanna silently did not understand what Hanna said.

"Mama will not force Hanna to accept Hafidz's love. But how good and wise. If Hanna says goodbye not with a letter, but directly to the person!"

"I mean mama!" Sahut Hanna understood.

"Hafidez!" Call Tika friendly, Hanna let go of Tika's embrace. Hanna walked backwards, her body bumped into the thick walls of the airport. His gaze was straight at Hafidz. The man he wanted to avoid.

"Sister Hafidz!"

"We need to talk!" Hafidz said, Hanna shook weakly.

"Speak Hanna, you're my mother's brave daughter!" Tika said firmly.