Devotion of Love

The discussions...

"Hubby!" my broom, then sit next to him. After dinner, Mas Agam was busy with his work. Maybe there are problems at work.

"What dear?" saut, look at me. I saw clearly his fatigue. If I could just want me to help her.

"Hubby must be tired. Why isn't Hubby resting? I don't want to see Hubby get sick!" I said worriedly, mas Agam shook his head weakly. I got closer to him, I massaged his shoulder slowly. I'm sure his shoulder must have been very sore, daritadi had lowered his head.

"Dear, am I okay? I don't want you to get tired." she said, pulling my hand. Mas Agam held my hand.

"Darling, I don't let this hand get tired. Even though I'm tired, it's much better. As long as my eyes don't see you exhausted. I will be strong, as long as your body is always healthy. For all that, please don't make yourself tired and sick!" mas Dimas said softly, I nodded slowly. My love for Agam was so great to me that I was afraid to accept it. I'm afraid this whole thing is disappearing from me.

"Hubby, I'm fine! But there's something I want to say. Please don't be mad at me!" I said, Mas Agam looked at me sharply. I understand maybe he's scared, I'll say no-no!.

"What do you want to say? , don't be weird baby!" said Mas Agam worriedly, I nodded. We both faced each other. Our two eyes clashed, as if to say the contents of our hearts both.

"Hubby, our marriage has been almost a year. But I'm not getting pregnant, if we're going through a pregnancy program!" I said softly, mas Agam shook his head weakly. I was surprised to hear the reply of Mas Agam.

"I'm not going to do any program. If we have no descendants yet. That means the presence of momongan, not the best for us. Honey, if all this is because of father and mother's request. I never agreed!" mas Agam lirih said, I turned to him in wonder.

"Hubby, keep secrets to me. So yesterday my father and mother came here to ask us to do a checkup. Why did Hubby hide it from me? , didn't Tika have the right to know? Hubby, don't forget this is our wedding! Not just Hubby's own wedding!" tika said annoyed.

"Darling, you misunderstood. I'm silent not to say it, because I don't want you to be burdened. You have to remember, I married you not just because I wanted to have offspring. I love you sincerely, I don't need anything else!"

"Hubby is selfish, did Hubby ever think? What do you think of the Hubby family? , when I saw I couldn't get pregnant. They insulted me, they thought I was weak. At least Hubby must have heard, if the Hubby family really wants offspring. It's not Hubby who's going to be blamed, if we don't have any offspring yet. They'll just blame me, even if they expect Hubby to marry another woman. Hubby thought that far!" I said angry, but Agam shook his head weakly. Both of my eyes began to feel hot, tears as if to force out.

"Darling, sorry if I didn't think that far. I just don't want you to get hurt. I don't want to see you disappointed. Our marriage is still early, I just want to feel a sense of happiness without any demands!"

"Dear, stop saying that. You've been bouncing, you're the only woman I want!. There will be no other woman. Don't say that again. I'd do anything for you. We'll do that program, as long as it's whatever the outcome. Don't ever think away from me. I can't do without you" he said, I just kept quiet not wanting to return his words.

It hurts without me being able to say it. While everyone was busy insulting me, my husband's parents doubted me. Only my husband felt that all their words were unimportant. Maybe what he did, because of his love for me. But what can love say? , if you have to hurt without a word. Descendants that should be in a marriage. Just being a wish in my household.

"Darling, I'm sorry. We'll do the checks as you expect. I'll do anything, as long as you trust me again!" he said, crouching in front of me. I was crying, lamenting the story of my marriage. It may have been written, but was I the only one who felt pain?

"Darling, talk don't just shut up. Please talk, it's just a small matter. Don't think too much!" she said worriedly, I'm wearing my hijab. Everything feels crowded, I try to be quiet instead of accepting. But I am confused what to behave?.

"Maybe our marriage is just a game for Hubby. Maybe Hubby thinks I'm too early to have a child. Hubby doubted me because of my age. Both of your parents, doubted me for my weakness. Hubby may be right, if heredity is not the yardstick of our happiness. But descend on others and your family against me. A woman is perfect when she has offspring. But it will look weak, if it cannot have offspring!" I said, I saw him just looking down.

"Many of my weaknesses are in front of your family. They are very right to think, your marriage to have offspring. Forgive me who is young, forgive me for not being able to give you offspring. We will never do any program. Let them think I am the weak one. I don't want them to insult you." I said and stood up, and Agam pulled my hand.

"Dear, I'm sorry.Don't be like this!" she said softly, I shook my head weakly.

"Hubby is not wrong, I am wrong because I have not been able to give you offspring. I was too young to get married. So that makes you anxious and doubt me, if I have offspring. I once said that once I was betrayed it would be hard for me to believe again. I'm sorry if today I can't trust you. Thank you for your love that is too great for me!" I said softly, I forced her to let go of her handrails. Not letting go, he pulled me into his arms.

"Darling, don't say sorry. My heart hurts to see your tears. Just this once, trust me again. I'll remember it. Don't give up, baby, we're gonna be happy!" he said while hugging me tightly, I felt a warm kiss at the top of my head.

"It's hard to forget this lie. You're so easy to keep a secret this big. I cannot think, I deserve to be with you now. I was silent as everyone insulted my weakness!. I'm silent about receiving the treatment of both your parents. But accept your lies, as if it needs a big heart. Unfortunately I can't accept it. Hubby was the only person I expected to doubt me." My inner self.

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