Devotion of Love

He's my Heart's Choice

"Mother is conscious!"

"Hmmm!" Sahut Sinta while blinking both eyes.

Sinta spread her gaze throughout the room. His eyes looked like they were looking for someone. The dim light of both my eyes. As if missing someone's love. Sinta was clearly waiting for Hafidz his beloved son. Someone who has always been a booster and spirit in his life is weak.

"Who is looking for Mommy? Or do you want sssatu?" Shaila said softly, Sinta silently looked at Shaila. As if agreeing with Shaila's words, but unable to say all of them honestly.

"Hafidz is not here. Is that what Hafidz hates? Why did she forget me for Hanna? Should I accept Hanna. Throw away the ego in my heart. Admit that Hanna is the best for Hafidz!" Inner Sinta was poignant, then shook her head slowly. Answering Shaila's question which was opposite to his heart.

"Mother, I'll get Doctor Savira!" Shaila said loudly, Sinta nodded slowly. Instantly Shaila walks out looking for Savira.

"It wasn't even Hanna who took care of me. That's what they hate about me. Until their hearts forget me. I feel lonely without my son, instead my son is empty without Hanna. Give me one chance, want me to get my son back!" The batin Sinta pilu.

"Assalammualaikum, good morning aunt Sinta!"

"Glamma!" Sahut Sinta was friendly, blinking both eyes. A warm and friendly greeting from Savira.

Savira deftly checks on Sinta. Not just for the sake of a doctor. Savira keeps her promise to Hanna who asks her to take good care of Sinta. Savira makes sure Sinta's condition improves. The treatment Hanna did was not in vain. Sinta was aware of her long sleep. Back in better condition.

"Aunty condition is starting to improve. We're just waiting for aunty's condition to be more stable. After that the aunt can go back home!" Said Savira kindly, Sinta blinked her eyes understood Savira's words.

"Thank you!"

"Sama-sama is aunty, it is my duty as a doctor!" Sahut Savira friendly.

"Mother, look who came to see you?"

"Ziva!" Call Sinta friendly, Ziva nodded slowly. Ziva slowly approached Sinta. Ziva stood right at the side, Ziva's hand tightly grasping Sinta. Pouring sincere affection on Sinta.

"How's aunt's condition?"

"I'm better, thanks for worrying about me!" Sinta warmly said, Ziva and Sinta dissolved in warmth. Both seem very close.

Savira deliberately took a few steps back. Leave room for Ziva to greet Sinta. Savira saw the familiarity of Sinta and Ziva that made her heart sliced. Savira feels Hanna's heartache being left out.

"The doctor can see for himself. Brother Ziva means more to you than Hanna!" Shaila whispered, Savira shook her head weakly.

"However, Hanna remains his legitimate daughter-in-law. It doesn't deserve to be a son-in-law!"

"A daughter-in-law who doesn't care about your condition!"

"You're delirious or you're still sleeping. Obviously you know, who is taking care and caring for Aunt Sinta? But without guilt, you deny it and praise others!"

"But now Hanna's not next to you!" Sahut Shaila ketus.

"Doctor Savira!"

"Yes aunt Sinta!" Sahut Savira was friendly, then approached towards Sinta. Savira stood right beside Ziva.

"Thank you for taking care of auntie. Honestly, auntie, happy to see you two. Two golden-hearted brothers!" Sinta said kindly, Savira and Ziva nodded slowly.

"I'm not that good as aunty!" Sahut Ziva friendly.

"Obviously brother's not that good!" Whispering Savira coldly, Ziva stared intently at Savira. As if I didn't understand what Savira said.

"Good-hearted woman, will not be able to hurt another woman's heart. Especially thinking of replacing his position!" Savira's whisper was flat with no expression.

"Savira, shut up!" The whisper of Ziva back. It was obvious that Ziva was upset to hear Savira's insinuations.

"Had Hafidz not been married!" Sinta said softly, while looking at Ziva.

"But in fact Hafidz is married and happy!" Savira said aloud, reminding of the status of Hafidz who is no longer alone.

"Doctor Savira is right, a reality I can never change!" Sinta said softly, along with Ziva's blank stare. Savira turned towards Ziva. As if he did not want to see the inappropriate attitude of Ziva who continues to expect Hafidz.

"Why do you want to change it? Hanna's still gonna be half my life. A reality you can never change or hope I change. Hanna one and forever!" Hafidz lantang.

Hafidz stepped straight towards Sinta. Honestly, Hafidz had been at the door for a long time. But he decided to stay outside, when he saw Ziva enter Sinta's room. Hafidz did not want to hear his mother praise Ziva. There was no pain beyond the attitude of his mother who continued to defend Ziva and humiliate Hanna.

"Hafidz, you misunderstood me!"

"Hafidz, enough you talk. Ziva is not wrong, he came because he cares for you. At least he cares about you. Where's your wife Hanna? Let alone his face, his breath alone was not heard in this room!" Sinta said cynically, Hafidz shook his head weakly. Shaila looked down as Hafidz looked at her sharply.

Shaila understood the meaning of Hafidz's gaze, but Shaila tried to shift Hafidz's gaze. Hope Hafidz doesn't ask him to answer Sinta's words. Because Shaila witnesses Hanna's struggle.

"If you knew, who was guarding when you were unconscious? Of course you'll never ask that question. If you realize the struggle of the person who takes care of you? Hafidz was sure that she would be ashamed and feel guilty for doubting her sincerity!"

"Who is taking care of me? Wasn't doctor Savira, not Hanna your great wife. Ziva cares about you!"

"Freely speaking, you will continue to blame Hanna. Now the most important. Mother is stable, no need for restless Hafidz!"

"Why Hafidz? Are you tired of taking care of your mother? Can't you tell if you want to leave your mother? Go see your wife Hanna. Is that how you hate your mother? Until your heart wants to go as fast as possible. Leave the mother lying helpless!"

"Mother, let Brother Hafidz go. Shaila will be next to you!" Shaila said softly, Hafidz remained silent. Sinta's anger is clearly visible in both eyes of his beloved mother.

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"Excuse me doctor Savira!"

"What's sister Ana?" Savira is friendly, Ana approaches Savira. Stop Sinta and Hafidz.

"Doctor Hanna just called. He ordered that she hand over the medical file of Miss Sinta who was left on the table. There are several treatments and follow-up examinations that Hanna's doctor wrote about. He asked Dr. Savira to do it!" Sister Ana said, and then gave Savira a red enveloped file. Sinta and Ziva were flabbergasted when they heard Hanna's name called.

"Why didn't doctor Hanna call me directly?"

"Doctor Hanna is in a hurry. He has to take off. Doctor Savira's phone is inactive. Doctor Hanna also gave me a number to call. If anything happens to Miss Sinta!"

"Suster Ana, then prepare the room. We'll do a thorough check. I don't want Dr. Hanna to blame me. If anything happens to his beloved in-laws!" Said Savira loudly, as if Sinta wanted to hear his words. Savira gives the file to Ana.

"Okay, doctor Savira!" Sahut Ana then went out of Sinta's room.

"Suster Ana!"

"Yes doctor Savira!" Sahut Ana friendly.

"Hanna's doctor didn't sleep all night and maybe the room was a mess. Please have one of the OBs clean the room. But don't throw anything out of Doctor Hanna's room. Just clean it up!"

"Okay, doctor Savira!" Said Ana lantang.

"Sister Hafidz!"

"What's wrong?"

"So don't want to keep Hanna's phone number?" Said Savira, Hafidz shook his head weakly.

"Hanna doesn't want me to call her. He was only willing to be contacted. If there is a problem with your health!"

"Well aunt Sinta, I will do a thorough examination as directed by Hanna!"

"Why is Hanna's orders?" Sahut Sinta does not believe.

"Because Hanna's doctor treated and looked after the aunt during her unconsciousness. He's a doctor who's fighting to cure aunty. I'm just a substitute doctor who gets the credit!" Said Savira coldly and firmly. Savira leaves Sinta, Savira's graceful steps. Rhythmic according to Sinta's heart at this time.

"Hafidz, why are you quiet?"

"Because Hanna forbid me from talking!"

"Why didn't he see my mother?"

"Because he doesn't want to get hurt!"

"What do you mean?"

"Hanna is my heart's choice, but real Ziva is my choice. The fact that made Hanna afraid to meet mother!"

"Hafidz, you didn't mean to hurt Hanna!"

"But mother's refusal hurt Hanna. The woman of my heart's choice cries, without me being able to wipe away her tears. For the smile of the mother who always wanted Hanna to see!" Hafidz said firmly, Sinta was silent. No more voices doubting Hanna.