
"Hanna baby, have you come? Where's Hafidz?" Sapa Tika was friendly, Hanna smiled knotily answering all of Tika's questions. There was no word worthy to answer all the restlessness that was spoken from Tika's lips.
"I'm leaving the office. Perhaps Hafidz will soon follow. I called him earlier!"
"Alright then, come in and clean yourself up. Take a break, Mama's going back to the kitchen. When dinner's ready, mama's gonna wake you up!" Tika said gently with affection.
Hanna nodded her head in agreement to all of Tika's words. With a knotty smile Tika replied to her daughter's nod. A gesture in silence that only mother and child can understand. Tika clearly understood the heart of Hanna, on the contrary Hanna did not want to show the inner fatigue she experienced to Tika. Understanding that makes both of them know each other. A bond that is not easily separated, even though time has separated their bodies.
"Hanna love mama!" Hanna whispered softly, with a warm hug towards Tika who suddenly. Tika staggered back, when Hanna hugged her suddenly.
However Hanna hugs in response to Tika's agitated voice. Anxiety of a mother is answered, if the princess is not okay. With full of warmth Tika stroked Hanna's hair covered with hijab. Tika tries to be a backstop in Hanna's heartache. Tika's warm embrace, momentarily bringing calmness in Hanna's soul.
"Look, baby, mama is always there for you. If your lips are unable to tell you your anxiety. At least let your tired body lean on your mama. To make the restless heart of mama is treated. True heart of a mother, will feel tired of the princess. A real feeling of making a mother ruined. Because there are limits that make it no longer entitled to interfere. Since papa gave your hand to the priest of your choice. From that moment on, my mother lost the right to wipe away your tears. A right you could never give up on anyone? The tears that you keep in your smile. You can feel it without tears. Thank you, you are willing to share your grief with your mother. This hug is a signal, mama is still your place to find peace. This hug is already very enough to treat longing and restless mama. Forever mama believes, you are strong to undergo tests in your household. Mama will never ask or force you to talk, because your silence signals you can live it. My mother's prayer is always with you. Live this marriage as worship because Allah SWT. Only HIS Ridho is what you look forward to. Mama's daughter is strong, will always be strong and patient!" Inner Tika while holding warm Hanna. Feeling the tiredness now felt by her daughter Hanna.
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"Hanna, go to your room. Take wudhu and salatla. After that rest, your body is tired after a long day of work!" Pinta Tika, shortly after peeping Hanna's head.
In Tika's embrace, Hanna nodded slowly. Hanna let go of her embrace, slowly walking away leaving Tika. Hanna's small steps are visible to Tika. Shaking Tika's heart, Tika realizes her daughter has grown into a mature woman. Hanna's little steps first, because of her small body. Instead Hanna's small steps at this time, because her body was pregnant with a son. The grace of a highly anticipated woman. A very big windfall. Status expected by married women.
"Our daughter is now an adult. She'll soon be a mother. It's not her crying that will fill our day. But the crying of the grandchildren that will echo in this house!" Whisper Agam while hugging Tika from behind. Agam's head rested on Tika's shoulders. Her hands tightly hugged Tika's slender body. A moment Agam remembered his youth first. When his heart was adrift would be a figure that was so alluring to him.
"Mas Agam surprised me!" Tika was upset. Tika tries to let go of Agam's embrace, but her efforts are in vain. Agam's decapitation was too strong, Tika was unable to escape from the grip of Agam.
"I understand your anxiety, but trust Hanna. As long as he was silent, it meant that Hanna was able to finish everything. My daughter is strong, she's able to get through all this. Even now we have to look tired. We will be witnesses of his happiness. I'm proud of Hanna, she did what I could never do? I believe, the failure we once experienced. Will not be experienced by Hanna and Hafidz, because of the understanding between them. The beginning of the building of trust, the strengthening of their love that continues to be tested!" Said Agam right in Tika's ear.
"I didn't hear wrong, why did I feel like I didn't know you?" Tika teases Agam.
"Mr Agam, if this sage had existed fifteen years ago. Maybe Hanna and Arkan have another sister. But time separates us, not just leaving sorrow in my heart. Instead of having returned Agam the priest I chose!"
"Sorry!" Agam said softly, Tika shook her head weakly. Tika walked forward towards Agam, cupping Agam's aging handsome face.
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"I've never been angry with your weak attitude. Instead I have always been proud of the sincerity of your heart. What ever happened can never be changed. Lost time will never come back. But trust me, our love will be eternal. If your wisdom never had me. I hope your wisdom is there to protect Hanna and Arkan. Guide them in their steps in life. Be a father who can be a backstop, not a parent who is arrogant with his right thoughts!" Tika said softly, shortly after peeping Agam's forehead.
"Aika!"
"I never get tired of waiting for your maturity. The same thing Hanna did. Waiting for the sincerity of a mother to share her son's affection!"
"I love you Tika!"
"I know it!" Sahut Tika nodded.
"I know how much your love is Agam. The reason I keep holding on to this taste. Although I used to think this was an uncertain hope. But I always believed. We will be together again, because we are two hearts that are attached and complement each other. Now our love becomes a shield and the back of our baby. So that they can pass all the trials of life upright without tears or complaints. As much as your love for me, so much as my trust and love for you. There are no words forever in life, but as long as my breath blows. I'll hold this feeling. The sacred promise spoken will remain sacred, for when it is betrayed. My tears will drip, not lament but purify the stained despair. My dear, thank you for being present in my life. I love you with less and more of you!" Inner Tika, while walking without looking towards Agam.
Tika walked towards the kitchen, leaving Agam who kept staring at Tika's back. The dark past can never be changed. But the future can be planned, so as not to be a second failure.
"Thank you for your patience!" Inner Agam.
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