Devotion of Love

Two Twin Fetuses

Last night it really went down almost an hour or so, I was in pain. Why did my stomach suddenly cramp?, Mas Agam realized something was wrong with my body. Last night I forced Agam to take me to the hospital. But I refuse, on the grounds that doctor Fia can only come tomorrow.

With great difficulty I convinced Mas Agam that I was fine. But I still insist on taking me to the hospital tomorrow morning. He wanted to hear directly, the condition of the fetus I was carrying. I clearly saw the look on Agam's agitated face.

After enduring the excruciating pain. In the morning I and mas Agam decided to check my contents. I'm not worried, because before I came here with the Agam mas. I told Doctor Fia to cover up my condition from Mas Agam. I let Doctor Fia explain the truth about my foetal weakness. But about the possibility of my difficult childbirth. I begged him to shut up.

At about 09:00 am, Agam and I arrived at the hospital. After waiting for about half an hour, it was finally my turn. The first time I asked mas Agam to check my pregnancy. I saw the look on the surprised face of Doctor Fia, when mas Agam came in with me.

Doctor Fia explained the condition of my fetus to Mas Agam. The happy face turned into anxiety. But I quickly told him. That as long as they can survive to the age of 9 months. Then they will be born perfect, without any defects. I started to look happy. The happiness he forced, so I wouldn't stress. I was able to see the difference of natural and forced happiness.

Doctor Fia showed our fetus with an ultrasound. Mas Agam's gaze turned twinkling, when his two beautiful eyeballs saw two fetuses growing inside my womb. Happy tears without falling. The happiness I gave as a proof of my love and of Agam.

"Dear, thank you for giving me such invaluable happiness. I am grateful after all the trials that have come upon us. I finally feel true happiness today. It was a joy when I knew I was going to be a father. Thank you!" he said softly, then kissed my forehead. I nodded slowly, this happiness I will never let disappear. Even though I have to sacrifice my life. I will survive this pregnancy.

"Mas Agam, they are our children. Take care of them and educate them well. So that they can become useful individuals for their country and religion!"

"Darling, I'm not gonna take care of them. We will give you perfect love as a father and mother. They are witnesses of our love, the fruit of the sincerity of our love." she said softly, I nodded slowly. I turned to see Doctor Fia. Doctor Fia's facial features were very agitated. She never approved of my idea, notyk mocked the true condition of my pregnancy.

"Well, Tika, before you go home. Take this medicine at the hospital pharmacy. This drug as your booster. If there is anything directly contact me?, so I can immediately do the first treatment" said doctor Fia. Mas Agam nodded slowly, a smile always leans from his lips.

"Thank you doctor, then we'll excuse you!" pamit mas Agam politely.

"Please sir" said.

"Doctor Fia, I'm going home. Thanks for the help, I'll contact you if anything happens!" my pamit is friendly, doctor Fia nodded slowly.

"I'll always be ready, whenever you need me?" saut friendly.

Agam and I left Fia's doctor's room. Mas Agam was about to redeem the medicine at the hospital dispensary. He asked me to wait in the hospital cafeteria. Because dispensaries are so crowded. Mas Agam forbade me to go with him. He's afraid I'm exhausted. Mas Agam really took care of me. Ever since he found out the condition of the fetus I was carrying.

I walked slowly to the hospital canteen. I'm actually really thirsty. My stomach is a little nauseous, smelling various perfumes. I arrived at the hospital canteen. I ordered orange ice, it felt sour able to eliminate my nausea.

"Well, may I sit here with you!" her door. I stared at her face, hesitating to let her sit with me. Mas Agam is in this hospital. I don't want to misunderstand.

"Please doctor Rizal!" i'm polite.

"Well, is your decision round? Will maintain your troubled pregnancy." she said flatly, I glared at her words. Doctor Rizal knows my true condition.

"Rizal, you know the condition of my pregnancy. Did Doctor Fia tell you the truth?" I said in shock, Rizal nodded slowly.

"I found out for myself, when I accidentally saw your lab results. I asked you your true condition. Actually he refused, but I threatened to dismantle everything in front of Agam. My threat worked, Fia explained everything to me!" he said, I lowered my head I was weak.

"I beg you not to say anything to Mas Agam? He can't know all that. Enough she's worried about my fetal condition. Without him knowing my true condition. I beg you, for the sake of friendship between us?" I said hard, I cupped my hands together in front of my chest. Hope Rizal is willing to keep his mouth shut. I don't want the excitement of Mas Agam to vanish in such a short time.

"When do you think your decision? It will make Agam and your two babies happy. They would not be happy without you. As a man who feels the same about you. I am sure Agam will be gone, along with your absence. What is left of your sacrifice? Only guilt and regret will slowly kill Agam."

"Rizal, I'm sure Mas Agam will be strong. For the sake of both our hearts. He will not fall, in my absence. He will remember me always, in our hearts."

"You're wrong Tika, Agam's regret will be huge. Every time he saw their faces, he would remember the moment he lost you. The part of Agam with you and your two children. Not with any of you. I was able to understand Agam's position, you mistakenly thought all this was easy. Think back to it before it's too late!"

"Rizal, my decision has been very unanimous. Especially when I see the happiness of the face of mas Agam. He saw our baby growing in my womb. Her tears of joy, I will not replace them with grief. He will only be happy, every time we remember our baby. The word late is appropriate for my condition now. In my womb there have been two lives, not a fetus. I don't want to be a murderer, let alone kill my own two sons. Thank you for worrying about my condition. But right now, I just want to be happy, to feel happiness as a perfect woman.not all women are given the mandate to be a mother."

"You're stubborn Tika. I don't know what else to say? Whatever you feel during your pregnancy. Tell me and Fia, we're always ready to help you!" he said final, I nodded slowly.

"Thank you for always supporting me!" I said, Rizal nodded. He stood up and left me, I stared at Rizal. The man who once liked me in his silence is now my protector and support.

"What really happened to your pregnancy? Why do I feel like there's something you're hiding? Rizal's words, as if adding to my belief that your pregnancy condition is not okay. Honey, what are you trying to do?, what decision did Rizal say? So that I will be broken and sorry. Honey, what are you thinking?, whatever decision you say Rizal is right? I'll only be happy when I'm with you!" batin mas Agam's.

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