Devotion of Love

Papa

Two luxury cars stop right at a simple house. House with very neat and cool order. Side pages not so broad. Planted a variety of green vegetables and flowers are so beautiful. The simplicity of the house does not seem to be covered by the beautiful and cool around the house.

The moon is shining very brightly. Stars dotted this silent night. Beautiful and magnificent night painting. Adding to the beauty of such a beautiful night. The night was not too late, but almost all the houses were closed. The streets look quiet, the atmosphere of the night feels quiet and dark. But the lights look bright inside simple. The owner of the house is still awake.

"Mr Agam, you've been standing for half an hour. Do I need to knock on the door?" randy said politely, Agam shook his head weakly. He rejected Randy's idea.

Half an hour ago, Agam stood leaning on his luxury car. Agam looked straight at the door of Tika's house. Since meeting Arkan at the party. I could not help his pain. I can't see Arkan working as a waiter. Guilt or feeling not considered? So Agam decided to leave the party. For him he will never be comfortable. When both eyes saw his son working hard. It's not just the sweat that Arkan drops. But the obvious humiliation Arkan would receive.

This is where Agam stands, in front of a small, simple one-story house. A house that looks calm and comfortable from the outside. With the help of some people. Agam managed to find Tika's house. After a long time, Agam finally found the house where the son grew up. Agam came to Tika's house. I hope the pain is treated. The longing and loss that Agam felt. As if paid off, as he stood staring at Tika's house.

Ever since everyone knew of Arkan's whereabouts. Tika no longer shuts herself away from her family. If Agam needs help people find his home. Instead Dimas and Nissa find out Tika's home address. Not from anyone else, but from Tika's own lips. Tika happily gave her address. When did his parents come? Tika will accept it with open arms.

Agam walked slowly closer to the door of Tika's house. Sayub heard Tika's voice teaching. Agam touched his chest slowly, he felt tight as well as cold. Agam felt sorry for being separated from Tika. A being who can irrigate his steps towards HIS jannah.

"Your merdumu voice while teaching, made me realize. I have lost the most precious treasure of my life. My failure as a man is not able to defend you. The weakness of a father who is unable to keep his baby. Fifteen years I've worked hard to be with your family. But in fact everything I have, can't bring you back. Tonight I saw my son's sweat dripping. Living the hardships of life without a father beside him. Self-esteem is constantly humiliated and doubtful. The sharp knife that pierced my heart. I'm getting helpless and weak. The son I have to protect, but in fact continue to fight against the cruelty of the world without me. It's all too late now, I'm just a father now expecting a helping hand to greet my son. There is no greatest hope. When I realized I didn't deserve to be appreciated!" batin Agam while staring at the door in front of him. His right hand clung, hesitatingly knocking or returning home without Tika noticing.

Long Agam kept silent, convincing himself all would be fine. Trying to calm his heart, will the meeting that might happen. Then Agam turned to the side of Tika's house. Agam was stunned staring at such a beautiful garden. A garden covered with white Lily flowers. Beautiful and heart-shaking Agam. A flower symbol of love between Agam and Tika.

Agam walked slowly towards the Lily flower garden beside Tika's house. It squatted down right in front of the Lily flower that had just bloomed. Agam touched one flower, slowly kissed the flower that was once part of his love story. The bright rays of the moon, illuminating the Tika flower garden. The beauty of Tika garden blends under the light of the sky as well as the quiet of the dark night.

I heard Agam take a long breath. Slowly patting his chest. Feeling very sick, Agam's tears dripped without being held back. Tears full of pain, loss will figure Tika. A love that will never come back into your life.

"Master Agam!" randy said, Agam looked up. Then reached out to Randy. As if asking Randy for help to stand up. Why do you know that Agam's legs feel weak? Agam was completely devastated by his dark past.

"Randy, I can't meet Tika with my condition like this. Tika never doubted me. Now I realize how guilty I am of ignoring my family?" agam said softly, Randy nodded slowly.

Slowly Randy took Agam. Randy takes Agam to his car. Agam did not want to meet Tika in such a weak condition. But right in front of the bamboo fence door Tika. There was the sound of the door opening. When Agam turned his head, his eyes were round.

Tika was standing right in the middle of her door. Since then Tika realized the arrival of Agam. But Tika remained silent waiting for Agam to knock on the door. Actually when Agam came. Tika is still teaching in the middle room. But without Agam realizing it, around Tika's simple house. Intentionally installed CCTV cameras. Arkan felt uneasy, in case he left Tika alone.

"Why come if you don't want to see me?" tika said briefly and clearly, Agam suddenly looked down awkwardly.

"Sit down here, I'll make you drink. I'm sorry I couldn't let you in. Arkan is not home!" said Tika kindly, Agam nodded his head assent. Agam felt warm hearing Tika's words.

Randy smiled happily at the change in attitude of the master. Randy saw the great happiness from the look on Agam's face. Happiness not seen in the last few years. With Randy's help, Agam sits on a wooden chair. Tika invited Agam to sit on his porch. Tika walked into the kitchen of her house.

"Drink of it!"

"Thank you!" sahut Agam friendly.

Agam sipped sweet tea made by Tika. The same taste for years. I remember the good times with Tika. Long time both dissolve in each other's thoughts. No one starts talking, just to get rid of the awkwardness. Tika silently waited for Agam to speak. Instead Agam felt awkward, besides he was enjoying tea made by Tika.

"Assalammualaikum!" arkan said, Tika and Agam looked up almost simultaneously.

"Glamma!" sahut Agam and Tika.

The night is almost midnight. Arkan is done working as a waitress at Vahira's party. Arkan accidentally turned off his motorcycle. When he saw that there were several luxury cars parked at his doorstep. At first, he refused to see the guest. But casually Arkan came home. He should be able to be brave by facing problems, not running from problems.

"Mama!" greet Arkan kindly, then kiss the back of Tika's hand. Agam stunned at the courtesy and friendliness of Arkan. The clear attitude Arkan inherited from Tika.

Arkan walked closer towards Agam. Arkan slowly pulled out Agam's hand. Arkan kisses the back of the hand. Instantly Agam's body froze. The warmth of Arkan's lips touched the back of his hand. The warmth that extended throughout his body.

"Papa, Arkan go inside first!" greet Arkan kindly, not an answer or a nod of the head. I heard Arkan calling him papa.

"Arkan, you call me papa?" agam said in disbelief, Arkan turned his head while nodding. Tika felt the astonished attitude of Agam mixed happily.

"If you were next to my mom. Surely you're mama's husband. My old father was lost in his weakness!" sahut Arkan cold.

"No need to doubt, he's Arkan your son. If Mas Agam wants to know him. Learn to recognize Arkan with love, not treasure!" said Tika.