Devotion of Love

Wait for Me

Arkan walked slowly into the hospital. It's been two days that Abi Salim has been treated. Not once did Arkan come to visit. However, Arkan always monitored Abi Salim. Abi Salim is handled by an expert.

At exactly 21:00 p.m., Arkan arrived at the hospital. He accidentally comes over the night, because Arkan does not want to meet with Aura. His heart was still too weak to deal with Aura. But what really happened was just a misunderstanding?

"Doctor Arkan?" greeting Aura softly, Arkan immediately stopped his steps. He was at a loss to turn his head or wait for Aura to get close to him.

Finally Arkan turned his head, he saw Aura standing not far from him. Aura was deliberately waiting for Arkan to come. He wants to explain something. The stupid attitude he took, kept him away from Arkan.

"What's up, Aura? Did something happen to Abi Salim?" arkan said firmly, Aura shook her head.

Aura purposely met Arkan not for Abi Salim's sake. But for his sake and his admiration for Arkan. Aura wanted to say all of her heart. He'll make Arkan understand what it's like.

"I'm not looking for you for Abi Salim. Except all for my race for you. Misunderstandings that occur should be explained. So that there is no anger that does not deserve to exist!" aura said softly, Arkan lowered his head and shook his head slowly. It was as if he disagreed with Aura's words.

Arkan felt that what happened between him and Aura was not a misunderstanding. Except for the fragility of feeling that does not believe in one another. The weakness of real love is never strong. Arkan felt the foundation of the relationship was fractured from the start.

"Sir Aura no one misunderstood. What's going on between us? Makes me realize, you're not for me. Maybe Hafidz is much better and deserves your side. I'm just a weak man with no power who doesn't deserve to be trusted!" arkan said, Aura shook her head while cupping her hands in front of her chest.

Aura apologized to Arkan full of sincerity. Aura did not want to see Arkan's obvious anger disintegrate her. Instead Arkan was silent. He was firm on his stance, to not open his heart to Aura. Arkan learned to forget Aura, at least before it felt too deep.

"Arkan, I was wrong to doubt you. But for the sake of real taste is in our hearts. Can't just one time, you forgive me. Open your heart to this weak woman without your love. Arkan I may have insulted you, but at least this is all I can do today!" said Aura with a voice that started to sound hoarse.

Arkan was silent, he was confused to have to behave to Aura. Arkan never realized, Aura could be this brave. The softness of the Aura was inversely proportional to its aggressive attitude. Arkan looked at the sky full of stars. Arkan recalled his farewell with Aura that morning. Arkan places his taste and happiness in HIS decree. But Arkan learns to accept the path of destiny. Aura seemed to want to make Arkan return to his love.

"Sir Aura, I never wanted to hurt you. I stay away from you, no more for your own good. Abi Salim's choice was very appropriate, Hafidz was not just faith and knowledge. He's the right future priest of the hereafter. He's the back that will be able to be your back. A man with perfection!" arkan said firmly, Aura stared fixedly at Arkan.

One tear drop had drenched Aura's cheeks. Arkan's words are not just rejection. It was a sharp knife that pierced his heart. Word by word that came out of Arkan's mouth. Destroying Aura's hope and life in one blow. The lowered aura held back the tears that seemed to understand the pain of Aura. The tears that kept flowing represented the pain Aura felt.

"Sister Aura, so you lean on Hafidz. When you feel I betrayed you. You're jealous to see me hugging Hanna and you easily think of me as a traitor!" sahut Arkan doesn't believe it. The silent aura was silent, Arkan sighed in disbelief.

"I'm afraid of losing you!" sahut Aura shrieked, Arkan shook his head weakly.

"Didn't I tell you. I put all my race on you in His decree. Put our happiness on His terms. He should be someone who believes. Aura believes in the taste. Not supposed to doubt the meeting between us!" arkan said, Aura felt guilty.

"Let me beg you, forgive my error. Don't punish me by staying away from me. I cannot accept your anger. I'll accept whatever your decision is. If the end of the relationship between us had been your choice. I'll take it, maybe I'm not the best teacher for you!"

"Sir Aura, there's no need to beg me. I'm not a perfect man. There are many flaws in me. Including a heart that is easily broken. When I love you. I stay away from you, not because I'm angry about your attitude. I just want to find the reason behind my race for you. I want to love you with sincerity, not just pure lust!" sahut Arkan, Aura took a few steps back. He was leaning against the hospital wall.

Aura felt weak and broken, she could no longer hear Arkan's words. A word that just wants to affirm the end of the flavor between the two. Aura felt weak, she no longer wanted to hear the reason that made her feel even more guilty.

Arkan turned his head towards Aura who was leaning against the hospital wall. Arkan saw the fragility of Aura caused by his tough attitude. Arkan walked slowly towards Aura. With trembling hands, Arkan lifted Aura's chin. Something Arkan shouldn't have done. Touching Aura was not the right thing, but it was as if it was true when Arkan only wanted to calm Aura down.

"Don't cry, the beauty of your face will be gone. When tears wet your cheeks. Believe me, if the feelings between us are sincere. Then I'll be halal to touch you someday. Be assured that the promise between us is holy. So that your heart sincerely waits for ijab qobul from me. Misunderstandings that occur, consider it as the first way we know. Like I told Abi Salim. My hands are still too weak to hold you. For a heavy burden is still in my dark heart!" arkan said firmly while staring at the two beautiful eyeballs of Aura.

"Arkan, forgive my weak race!" aura lirih. Arkan nodded in disagreement.

"It is not your weak race, but the lust that wipes your heart. There's nothing more we need to talk about. Give us the sense that exists between us. I will come to ask you when I can make you happy!"

"Arkan, if I could be honest. My happiness does not exist with luxury or living well. My happiness when you become my prayer priest!" sahut Aura, Arkan nodded in understanding.

"I know that, but my back is still too fragile to support you. For in my heart there is a dark side which I have not been able to shine with faith!" arkan said then touched Aura's nose slowly. Arkan walked away leaving Aura blushed in embarrassment.

"I love you because of Allah SWT. Wait for me, my heart's vibrator!" arkan said loudly, Aura nodded without hesitation.