Devotion of Love

Hanna Fainted

"Hafidz, get me to the hospital!" Sinta said softly, Hafidz nodded without saying much.

"You're sick!" Dirga said Sinta's words, slowly Sinta shook her head.

"Well, why go to the hospital?" Said Dirga relaxed, Sinta smiled towards Dirga.

"I have an appointment with Dwi's doctor, to do a general check up!" Sahut Sinta briefly, Dirga mangosteen understood.

Dirga turned towards Hafidz who was a lot silent. Since that morning, Hafidz had never met Hanna. Every message he sent, Hanna never read or replied to. Hafidz is like a wind without direction, he is upset without meeting Hanna. If Hanna rejects her love. Hafidz doesn't mind, at least they can still be friends.

"Why are you quiet? Thinking of Hanna getting further and further away. If you can't fight, let go. Hanna is not an easy person. His nature and past, will not be easily forgotten!" Said Dirga relaxed, while chewing food.

Sinta looked at her son, her attitude towards Hana was indeed outrageous. He was too quick to judge Hanna personally. Although Hanna did not know religion too deeply. But Hanna is not an uncivilized person. Seeing the way Hanna talks to him, Hanna unwittingly respects herself. Now that all happened, Hanna chose to withdraw. Only Hafidz was silent as if slapping Sinta. As a mother, she had doubted her best son's decision.

"Hafidz, answer Dirga's questions. Why do you ignore him? Since when have you been so disrespectful?" Sinta said firmly, Hafidz looked up. Put down the spoon he was holding. Hafidz finished his breakfast by sipping a glass of water.

"I'm sorry Hafidz om, a lot of work that Hafidz has to finish. Somehow is it all piling up in Hafidz's mind right now?" Hafidz said softly, Dirga nodded in understanding the heartbreak of his nephew.

Hafidz turned to his smart phone. With his right hand, Hafidz checked the messages on his phone. Hope Hanna reply or just read the message. Yet again and again, Hafidz had to swallow the disappointment. Hanna didn't read or reply to the message. Even Hanna's last cell phone usage notification was read, a few hours ago. Hafidz was getting riled up thinking about his feelings for Hanna. She no longer wished for love for Hanna. However, she hopes to become Hanna's best friend.

"Where are you?" Inner Hafidz restless.

"Mama, soon Hafidz leaves for the office. We go to the hospital together? Or Hafidz pick up mama later in the day!" Hafidz bargained kindly, Sinta shook her head weakly.

"We're leaving together now. Mama doesn't want you to be tired, because go back and forth to pick up mama. Later on, Shaila will pick up mom!" Sinta said softly, Hafidz nodded slowly.

With wide strides, Hafidz walked towards his study. Hafidz picked up the car keys and some of his work gear. Dirga stared at Hafidz's back. It is very easy for Dirga to see the pain of Hafidz. A love that is not welcome. The pain is able to make a person live, but as if dead. The feeling that Dirga had felt.

"Love, I won't persuade you to accept Hanna. But as a brother, I just want to remind you. Just look at your son's wounds once. Just then you realized, how much your attitude had hurt his heart!"

"Sister Dirga, is it a mistake to wish for a son-in-law who is worthy of Hafidz. The daughter-in-law who was able to accompany Hafidz to his jannah. Not just a daughter-in-law who was rich in treasures and had a high social status!" Sinta said softly, Dirga nodded in understanding. At a glance Dirga smiled faintly, as if Sinta's words were just a justification for his inappropriate attitude.

"You're not wrong and you're never wrong. Your right to refuse or accept Hanna, because until this very second. It's not Hanna who loves your son, but your son who expects Hanna to be his mother!"

"No way!"

"All that is possible, because Hanna never wanted to marry Hafidz. Your son is perfect, but Hanna never saw him. You need to know, Hanna not only has a high social status. Hanna was born out of a religious environment. Without you noticing, Hanna is none other than Arkan's sister. The man you once betrothed to Shaila!" Said Dirga, Sinta fell silent.

"She's Kartika's daughter!"

"Yes, Hanna princess of Kartika Putri Anggara. The woman who saved your life. The blood that flows in your veins is none other than the same blood as Hanna. If the blood you ask. That's the real answer. But all this time Hanna lived with Agam. The separation of her parents, made Hanna afraid to get married. The reason he never looked towards Hafidz. Cut off Hafidz's real love for her!" Said Dirga firmly, Sinta getting down. He never thought, Hanna is not a random person.

"Learn to judge people by their heart, not their appearance. Look what Shaila's husband is like? The daughter-in-law you are proud of, is nothing more than a shame to Hafidz!"

"Why do you know Hanna's family so well? Is there a relationship with them!" Sinta said curiously, Dirga nodded without hesitation.

"Stupid, the strap of a soul mate who seems to want to make our family unite with them!"

"Sister means!"

"When there was no other son of Dimas, the only woman I've loved in my entire life. The woman who made me fall in love and break my heart all at once. The woman who almost became Shaila's in-law, but the soul mate said another. Again and again, there's never a word for that taste. Arkan refuses to marry Shaila. Now Hafidz is captivated by Hanna's daughter Tika. Could it be that Hafidz would swallow the same bitterness. Receiving rejection from Hanna, leaving a gaping wound in Hafidz's heart. I never imagined, my soul mate with Tika as if he wanted to be adrift!"

"Why haven't I heard you tell me about Tika?"

"Why did I tell you? So you can find and force her to marry me!" Said Dirga coldly, Sinta was silent in silence. A thought that Dirga could easily tell.

"Therefore, I never wanted to introduce Tika to you. I deliberately avoided, so as not to meet Tika. Because in truth, my race is sincere without promise and coercion. Never have I blamed Tika for my wounds and myself. I will feel my own pain and happiness my love!"

"Did Hafidz feel the same way?" Sinta said, Dirga nodded and then shook her head.

"Hafidz loves Hanna very much, but I hope she won't feel the pain of her unwelcome love. I'm feeling it enough!"

"I'm sorry sister, I misjudged Hanna!"

"Slowly the word sorry was said. Hanna's fear of marriage is growing. He'll probably stay away from Hafidz!"

"I'm going to apologize to Hanna. I will persuade him to accept Hafidz!" Sinta said softly, Dirga fell silent and shook her head. The signal he did not agree with Sinta's words.

"Mama doesn't have to persuade Hanna. He will not change his mind. Before I bring him here. He's been asking me to choose between him and my mom!"

"What's your answer?"

"I didn't choose, but he asked me to choose my mom. She never wanted to see a mother who was far away from her son!" Hafidz said firmly.

"You lost Sinta, the daughter-in-law you rejected. Do you appreciate you more than anyone? He thinks of your happiness, before his tears and happiness!" Dirga is cold.

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"Mama, I'll take you inside. If Shaila hadn't come. I'll accompany mama!" Hafidz said, Sinta shook her head weakly. Sinta doesn't want Hafidz to be late for the office. He just needs a ride to the hospital. After that, he can take care of himself.

"All right!" Hafidz said briefly, Sinta caught the disappointment of Hafidz's voice. But what is it? Sinta doesn't understand.

"Why Hafidz? You want to meet someone!" Sinta said, Hafidz silently stared straight at the big road in front of him. Then Hafidz shook his head slowly, a vague answer that left uneasiness in Sinta's heart.

"Not anyone else I want to see, ma, but Hanna's the one I want to see. For a moment, even though I saw it from far away. As long as he's okay. I was very relieved, but my mom forbade me from going to the hospital. Final answer, if I can't see him. For going into the hospital, for no good reason. Just gonna make Hanna hate me even more!" Inner Hafidz.

"Mama's fine, thank you!" Sahut Sinta lirih full of affection.

Hafidz drove his car to the hospital. With a pounding and hopeful heart, Hafidz drove his car forward. A little hope was enough for him. Hope to meet Hanna in front of the hospital.

"Mama, Hafidz leaves for the office!" pamit Hafidz, while kissing the back of Sinta's hand. With a smile full of warmth, Sinta nodded allowing. At first glance Sinta saw Hafidz who turned to and fro. As if looking for someone. Sinta began to remember the words of Dirga. A reality he never wanted to acknowledge. But now it is real indeed happening, his son Hafidz looks confused without a direction of purpose.

"Assalammualaikum!" Hafidz said kindly.

"Glamma!" Sinta Sahut.

Ciiiiitt

Stop a car right in front of Hafidz. Sound of tire friction with road asphalt. It sounded very loud, when the gas pedal was stepped on suddenly by the car owner. Hafidz and Sinta were surprised, they turned their heads. Staring at the silver luxury car. They were curious about the reason the car stopped suddenly on the doorstep of the IGD hospital.

Braaakkk

The car door slingshot, along with the descent of Hanna from the front door of the car. All is not in good condition. Hafidz glared, his two eyeballs perfectly rounded. He saw Hanna coming down with a tense look on her face. Hanna's appearance was far from neat. His white coat was full of blood.

"Hanna!" Shouted worried Hafidz, Hafidz involuntarily pulled Hanna's body.

She checks Hanna's body, afraid something might happen to Hanna. A lot of blood stuck to Hanna's white coat. Makes Hafidz upset. Before long, Hanna brushed off Hafidz's hand. Pushing Hafidz away from him, Hafidz retreated a few steps away from Hanna. Hafidz silently accepted Hanna's refusal.

"Why are you guys quiet? Quickly bring the gurney here. Get the patient in my car to the IGD room immediately. I'll catch up!" Shouted Hanna loudly, as soon as two male nurses advanced.

Hanna opened the back door of her car. Hanna asked two nurses to pick up a mother who was seriously injured. Hanna was holding a two-year-old child. Both victims were not far from the hospital.

"Call doctor Arkan, tell him I'm waiting in the IGD room!" Hanna shouted louder to the other nurses.

Hanna ran while holding the injured daughter in the leg. At a glance there was a groaning sound from his tiny mulit. Sontak Hanna clasped the boy's head. Hanna kissed the top of the kid's head. Hoping for his arms to warm up the tiny body that began to tremble.

"Doctor Hanna, let me hold him. Better doctor Hanna clean up!" Said one of the nurses, Hanna shook her head weakly.

"Thank you for your offer, but it would be nice if you offered for responsibility. Not because of my messy appearance. We're medical experts, not where we care about looks. Saving their lives is far more important!" Hanna said firmly and loudly, when the nurse looked down. Hanna's words were like a hard slap to him.

"I'm sorry!"

"You are not wrong, next time learn the meaning of responsibility. Now prepare the IGD room, for this kid. Prepare the rongten room, I want to see the wound on his leg. There's fear of a crack in his leg bones!"

"Okay, Doctor Hanna!" As the nurse spoke, Hanna walked into the IGD room. Hanna doesn't care about Hafidz's anxiety. It was as if his eyes were blind to the existence of Hafidz.

"I'm gonna save you. Don't cry anymore, brother will ease your pain!" Hanna said softly full of grief.

"Why Hanna? Why do you ignore my anxiety? A second ago my breath stopped. I'm restless at your wounds, I'm sick of accepting your rejection. Hanna, just look at me once. Just so I know, you don't hate me!" Inner Hafidz piteous, while looking at Hanna who was in a state of turmoil.

"Hafidz, why haven't you left yet? You're worried about seeing Hanna. If it is, wait until it is finished. Maybe he's ignoring you, because he's focused on the crash victim!"

"No need mama, Hafidz is leaving now!" Hafidz said briefly and coldly, Sinta nodded with a smile. The calmness he tried to create, only to deceive his restless heart at the thought of Hafidz. Sinta felt very guilty about Hafidz.

Tap Tap Tap

There were steps running not far from him, Arkan and Dwi ran almost simultaneously. The IGD room was suddenly in an uproar, Hafidz with the panic of some nurses.

"Bu Sinta, sorry I have to go to the IGD room. If you don't mind waiting for me!" Greet the doctor Dwi friendly, with a doubtful nod Sinta disputing the words of Dwi.

Arkan and Dwi are one of the hospital's best doctors. While Hanna is still a young doctor who has no experience? She still has to learn from her brother Arkan.

"Doctor Dwi, if it is still a long time. I'd better come tomorrow!"

"Okay, Miss Sinta, sorry to disappoint you!" Said Dwi kindly, while cupping both hands in front of the chest. Sinta nodded in understanding, but there was a curiosity seeping into her heart. Why did Dwi also run into the IGD room?

"Sorry doctor, if you don't mind I'd like to ask. Why are you also going to the IGD room?"

"Doctor Hanna fainted, so I had to take her place to take care of the kid. While Arkan's doctor handled Hanna and the victim?"

"Why did Hanna faint?" Said Hafidz panicked, Dwi gasped in shock at Hafidz's panic.

"Doctor Hanna, he too....!"

"Doctor Dwi, the kid's having a seizure!" Shouted one of the nurses. When Dwi ran in panic, he left Hafidz in an uncertain uneasiness.

Hafidz ran towards the IGD room, hoping to find out Hanna's condition. With a gontai step, Hafidz approached the door of the IGD room.

"Via, call the PMI or Hanna's family. We need a blood donor!" Shouted doctor Arkan from inside the IGD room. Get out of the IGD room.

"Take my blood, Hanna and I have the same blood type. Take as much as you need!" Hafidz said firmly, Via nodded doubtfully. Although he was surprised to say Hafidz.

"We'll check your father's blood. Please come with me!"

"Hafidz, you don't need to donate blood. Lots of blood for Hanna. They must have found the stock for Hanna!"

"Excuse Hafidz mama, this time Hafidz will refute the words of mama. If you stay away from Hanna, maybe Hafidz can. Silence stared at Hanna, dying. It's like I'm slicing my own veins, because no Hanna would be my no-one!" Hafidz said coldly, then ran after Via.

"Hold Hanna, I'm there for you. If you can, let me take your pain!" Inner Hafidz.