Devotion of Love

First Day of School

Without feeling the age of the twins stepped on 5 years. For the past two years, Agam and Tika have been living separately. Without a single word or ending. Agam never thought of leaving Tika. Tika does not want to end the marriage. When the priest has not decided. Both of them firmly uphold the principles they believe in.

Tika raised both of her children with love. Agam is doing his duty as a father. But as a husband, Agam can't do anything? Tika received a living born for both of her children. On the contrary, the inner living is no longer acceptable to himself. Tika did not want to be touched or touched by Agam. The two live in a crossroads that never seem to come together. Only Hana and Hanif were the reason the two greeted each other.

This morning Tika drove the baby to the best kindergarten in the city. The twins started school, got to know some friends. Hana and Hanif are like any other child. They are excited and excited when they go to school. Although there will only be Tika who takes them to school on her first day. Why didn't Hana and Hanif ever ask Tika about Agam? Instead when Agam came, they never told him about Tika. An understanding that children of their age should not understand.

"Father!" hanna shouted as she saw Agam standing face down next to her car. Hanna ran over to Agam, just after she got off Tika's car. Hanif stood beside Tika. It looks Agam crouching spread his arms waiting for the embrace of the beloved princess. Agam hugged the princess with warmth. Instead there was a sense of isolation, as he looked at the gaze of the son of Hanif. Agam felt Hanif stay away from him. The silent attitude of the son who harbors deep sorrow.

Tika accidentally contacts Agam, telling Agam that today Hanna and Hanif will go to school. Agam enthusiastically came to the school that Tika said. Therefore today Agam stood waiting for his two hearts to come. Tika never restricted Agam's meeting with their two sons. Had Hanna and Hanif wanted to stay with Agam. Tika does not mind, fully aware that Tika if they need a father figure. Like he was who always missed the love of a mother.

Tika saw Hanna's happy smile, as Agam carried her. The happiness that began to disappear from the waja of his two hearts. Tika crouched down in front of Hanif who kept staring at Agam, but did not think she wanted to see Agam. Tika held both of Hanif's shoulders. With warmth, Tika hugged Hanif.

"Hanif baby, papa's here. Why doesn't Hanif want to hug papa? Didn't Hanifa miss papa? Hanif doesn't want to kiss papa's hand? Today Hanif goes to school, Hanif will be a smart boy. Now hug papa and ask for a prayer from papa. For Hanif to always be a smart and devoted child!" said Hana, Hanif was silent for a moment and then shook his head. Tika was surprised to see Hanif's answer. Maybe Hanif is only a 5-year-old, but the separation of his parents makes him think a little more mature.

Hanif always refused when Tika asked her to sleep together. Hanif always said he wanted to be independent. He didn't want to trouble Tika. For he will protect Tika and Hanna. Simple thinking 5 year old. Tika always cried hearing Hanif's thoughts. The truth made him aware. His separation from Agam destroyed Hanif's childhood. Hanif's life should be filled with joy. It has to be crossed with an understanding that should not exist.

"Why?" sahut Tika lirih, Hanif pointed towards Agam's car. Tika turned to look at Agam's car. He saw two people in Agam's car. Instantly Tika fell silent, again and again she hurt the heart of the son. The bitterness he experienced. It is now felt by the son.

"Hanif, maybe papa's on business. So papa came with them. Hanif can't be mad at papa. For the sake of coming to see Hanif, papa took time for Hanif. Now hug papa, then Hanif goes into the classroom!" tika said to persuade Hanif, but only the headbands were shown by Hanif. Saying something real is not true. Tika did not want to hurt Hanif, but saw him move away from Agam. It is always the religion of Hanif's biological father that must be respected.

"I'm sorry dear mom, I'm sorry!" tika's inner self kisses Hanif's head. Tika's tears can no longer be held back. The veil she was wearing had been soaked by her tears. Tika walked closer to Agam, she held Hanif's tiny hand. If not Agam who comes. Tika is ready to come as long as her two sons get the embrace of the papa.

Agam hugged and kissed Hanif with love and warmth. No more distance to keep them away. After Hanna and Hanif meet Agam. Tika asks their teacher to bring her in. After seeing Hanna and Hanif enter. Tika turned to her car. Tika did not say hello or farewell to Agam.

"Wait for Tika, there's something I want to ask!" agam lantang. Tika looked at Agam. He silently waited for Agam's words, Tika did not nod or disobey Agam's words. Just being quiet is the only way Tika does it. When Tika turned her head, she accidentally looked into Agam's car. Two people who seem happy will be the destruction of his two hearts.

"Well, I just wanted to ask your permission. I want to pick up Hanna and Hanif. I want to take them for a walk. That is if you allow. I'm not taking them away without your permission!" agam said kindly, Tika shook her head while smiling cynically behind her veil. Tika lamented Agam's question. It was as if Agam wanted to show, how hard Tika was. So Agam needs his permission to meet with Hanna and Hanif.

"Nobody can stop you from meeting or taking them away. Like no one can wipe your blood inside them. With or without my permission, you deserve them. It's not just your blood that runs through their bodies. Your love made them born. But one thing I ask of you. Don't hurt them by coming with them. It's enough they know, mama and papa are not together. Don't break their hearts with his presence!" tika said, then gave Hanna's identification to Agam. Instantly Agam lowered his head, after hearing Tika's words.

"Hanna's identification tag, I give it to you. Nothing will stop you from finding them!" tika said, then turned away from Agam.

"Did Hanif see it?" agam Lirih asked almost inaudible.

"Hanif may be a 5-year-old, but they make him grow up prematurely. He can see my tears, but you won't be able to see his tears. He is the son born from my womb, the proof of the love that once existed between us!"