Devotion of Love

Orange scarring

"Hanna, papa will take you. Hafidz may have gone home. You better go home with papa!" Pinta Agam, Hanna shook her head in denial.

"I can go home in the angkot. Later on the road I'll call Brother Hafidz!"

"Why don't you go home with papa?"

"I'm afraid Brother Hafidz is disappointed. This morning he drove me to college. If I go home with papa. I'm afraid Hafidz doesn't feel needed!"

"Hanna, you're growing up!" Agam said, Hanna stared fixedly at Agam. For a moment Hanna fell silent, as if Agam's words were not true.

"I've never grown up, but I have to learn to grow up. Brother Hafidz sacrificed a lot, when he chose me to be his wife. I should have compensated. Even though I can't match it!"

"There's a mama in you. The calm that is now beginning to appear in your words. Papa's proud of you!"

"Keikhlasan Hafidz put me to shame. If he can accept me for who I am? It's worth it when I learn to be better!"

"Papa understands, then let papa take you to the front. To be sure, you're home!" Agam said softly, Hanna nodded slowly.

Hanna and Agam walked together out of Dimas' room. Since noon, Hanna was in the Anggara group company. Hanna gets guidance directly from Dimas. Hanna began to learn the ins and outs of the business world. His determination to replace Agam was very unanimous. Hafidz learns of Hanna's desire, and Hafidz wholeheartedly allows Hanna to pursue her dream. Serving both of his parents. Without Hanna thinking of competing or exceeding Hafidz.

"Papa, I'll wait for the angkot at the front stop!"

"Why don't you take a taxi?"

"I won't sit alone with a taxi driver. I'm not the old Hanna, I already have a husband. I must be able to keep his honor. At least I don't want any slander!"

"Papa's so proud of you!" Agam said softly, while gently stroking Hanna's head. Hanna's jet black hair is perfectly unraveled. Agam loved Hanna very much, there was a sense of pain to see Hanna going home using angkot. Jostling with many people.

"Hanna, papa's proud of you. But on the other hand, papa got hurt seeing you like this. Now you realize, how great papa used to be? A stupid, arrogant man. Without you knowing, the opportunity and trust papa Dimas easily papa betrayed. The princess you were supposed to look after, was obviously hurt and crying. But never once did anger appear from papa Dimas. Now my dad feels that pain. Pain when you see you have to live in a sense that is not easy. Papa is proud of you, forgive papa who never got to know and see the recesses of your heart!" Batin Agam.

Hanna kissed the back of Agam's hand. Then with a firm step, Hanna walked towards the front stop of Anggara company. Hanna's waiting for the angkot to pass. Hanna was not alone, there were many people waiting with her. At first glance, Hanna saw the clock in her hand. The afternoon had changed, the sayub began to sound murrotal from the mosque speker. Hanna stared at the beautiful orange sky.

"Alhamdulillah, you still give me a chance to look at the twilight. The indisputable magic of gold ink painting. Proof of Your majesty and power. O Allah, may you always be grateful for the blessings you give. Forgive your despicable servant, for it is too late to know Your presence!" Inner Hanna while staring at the orange sky that is so beautiful.

About ten minutes more, Hanna waited for the angkot to come. Then one of the angkots came. But the angkot is almost fully filled, understand the hours of home office. Hanna saw people scrambling into the angkot. Instead Hanna chose to stay away, she took a few steps back. Hanna waited for another angkot to come. Hanna's patience was waiting for the angkot to come.

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Hanna's phone shakes in the bag no longer hear Hanna. The boisterous sound of passengers scrambling into the angkot. Plus the sound of cars passing by non-stop. It made Hanna no longer hear the sound of her phone. It just so happened that Hanna didn't even try to see her phone. He was tired of waiting tirelessly, waiting for an angkot who would take him home.

Long Hanna waited, without feeling almost half an hour Hanna stood by the side of the road. But none of the angkots passed. If there is, it is always full of passengers. At first I heard Hanna's breath. The deepest voice of complaint from his heart. Hanna's attachment begins to weaken. Hanna was getting tired of waiting, but there was a sense of happiness that Hanna could not explain. He felt the warmth that was created. Kala Hanna mingles with people who never knew her. Sincere people work, without any fatigue for a bite of rice. Hanna began to understand how to appreciate the treasures she had.

"Darling!" Sapa Hafidz was friendly, Hanna turned her head.

"Sister Hafidz!" Hanna was surprised, she took a few steps back. Hanna could not believe seeing Hafidz standing right in front of her.

"Why?"

"What do you mean by Hafidz?"

"Since noon I've been waiting for you. I saw your back that went away from me. I saw your step towards the stop. I saw a sweat dripping from your forehead. When you have to stand waiting for the angkot!"

"Sister Hafidz is tailing me!"

"I didn't want to follow you, but it was your steps that were taken this afternoon. Makes me wonder, who am I in your life?" Hafidz said softly, Hanna silently lowered her head.

"I don't understand!"

"Darling, why do you always decide without asking me?" Hafidz said softly, Hanna was silent.

"Well when is Hanna? How long have you always been like this? We are not lovers who have to keep each other's feelings. We are husband and wife who need to be open to each other. We are two persons, but we have one heart attached!"

"We'll talk later!" Hanna said, then got into Hafidz's car. Leaving behind the dumbstruck Hafidz staring at Hanna.

Hafidz and Hanna were sitting in the same car. Both of them were silent, no one started talking. They play in each other's minds. Both Hanna and Hafidz don't want to start talking. The atmosphere was getting colder, Hanna did not understand where her fault was. Hafidz was hurt by Hanna's attitude.

"Until when do you feel capable without me? How long do you think I'm inappropriate? How long have you underestimated my love?" Hafidz said firmly and coldly.

Every word Hafidz spoke felt piercingly into Hanna's heart. Hafidz said everything was full of anger. No longer does Hafidz see peace or understanding. Hanna lowered her head while squeezing the end of her clothes. Why is his heart agitated? Every word that was spoken from Hafidz's lips. It made him unable to speak.

"There's no answer to your question. Because I never did. I never want to underestimate, ignore or consider myself capable without you. All this time I've been trying to understand this love!"

"Why did you leave when you saw me with Ziva? If it wasn't for you underestimating my love!"

"I am gone, because Ziva's rightful brother is beside you. Celebrating your success, more precisely your success as a great team!"

"Why didn't you ask me to pick you up? You choose to stand on the side of the road. It's like you don't have a backrest ready to take care of you. You don't appreciate me!"

"I kept my promise to you!"

"What do you mean?"

"Sir Hafidz himself promised to call me if I wasn't busy. Brother will pick me up, if there's no obstruction. I waited for my phone to ring. But you never actually called me!"

"You're just arguing!"

"What does Brother Hafidz think? It's not my right to force you to believe!"

"Hanna, you're outrageous!"

"I'm not perfect, but believe me I'm not a hypocrite. I may not believe it, but I never lie. The sky-orange scar taught me one thing. If I was amazed and happy looking at him, but I could never have it!"

"What do you want to say?" Hafidz said firmly, Hanna stared out the window of Hafidz's car. His right hand pressed against his chest which was beginning to feel tight. It was so painful, as if he wanted to see his tears dripping.

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"I love you, but you never believe in me!" Hanna said after opening the car door.

"Wait Hanna!" Hafidz said, holding Hanna's hand. Hafidz did not understand what Hanna said.

"So I won't understand later. We better get down, before anyone sees us coming!" Hanna said, taking off Hafidz's hand. Hanna kissed the back of Hafidz's soft hand. Then he got down from Hafidz's car, without looking, and Hanna walked into his house.

"Hanna wait!" Shouted Hafidz, Hanna got out of the car.

"You're home!"

"Hanna go to the room first!" Hanna said after nodding to answer Tika's call. Hanna ran to her room. Leaving behind the still confused Hafidz.

"You're going home together!"

"I mean papa?"

"So papa wanted to take Hanna home. But he refused, afraid that you would be disappointed. When I found out Hanna chose to go home with papa!" Agam said firmly, Hafidz shook his head full of regret. His accusation against Hanna was so wrong.

"Stupid me!" Hafidz said, then chased Hanna to her room. Hanna will forgive him.