Devotion of Love

I'm the Winner

..."Mother, strong women without fear of losing. Mother, wise woman fields of affection. Mother, a weak but invincible woman. Mother, the patient woman tirelessly sacrifices. Mother, sincere women do not expect a reply. Mother, old women are full of grace. O mother, in your caress I was raised. O mother, in your arms I am protected. Your services will not be able to replace. Your true love will not be able to pay. Lucky for a woman to be a mother. Although he was humiliated in the world, but honorable in the afterlife. Sometimes your services are forgotten, but your blessings are missed. Thank you mom"...

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The dawn began to break, spreading warmth in the cold morning. Sow the spirit of starting a sunny morning. Expect happiness at every step. The chirping of birds is like a symphony of tones that can calm the anxiety of the heart of every person.

After nearly two hours of struggle, both of my children were born safe. A handsome and beautiful baby who has grown up in a weak womb. Hope and sincerity in my marriage. Joy and joy in every breath.

My two hopes were born safely, but my condition worsened. The intense bleeding that occurred during the operation, made me have to lie weakly in the ICU room. My whole body is full of medical aids. The doctors struggled, doing the most appropriate treatment for me.

I stood looking at my weak body. He stared into the room, where I lay helpless. All this time I never let him see my weakness and my pain. Now without I can avoid it, mas Agam saw my pain. If there were no separation glass walls. I'm sure Mas Agam will run to hold my hand tightly. But the truth that Dr. Rina said last night. We need to be temporarily separated.

FLASHBACKS

"Doctor Rina, how's Tika doing?" asked the mother softly, but doctor Rina just kept silent. Mother asked repeatedly, but nihil doctor Rina remained silent.

"Someone please tell me, how is my daughter? Don't just shut up!" shouted Nissa's mother, papa hugged her mother tightly.

"Darling, calm down. Tika is fine!"

"Darling!" said mas Agam lirih, his body limp thinking about my condition. His body fell to the floor.

"Nissa, calm down! I will explain Tika's current condition. Tika actually had severe bleeding. But thanks to Steven's response, the bleeding can be stopped. It's just that Tika's condition is still unstable. So for a while Tika will be in the ICU room. We will see the condition, for 1×12 hours. If Tika is not aware, then we will do the advanced handling!"

"Doctor Rina, does that mean Tika's okay?"

"Sir Agam, I cannot promise anything yet! We'll see Tika's condition in the next few hours. If she improves, then Tika is already past her critical period. Now we just pray, hopefully Tika's condition will improve soon."

"Nissa, it looks like you have to wear your white coat again. Your grandchildren's condition is not stable. The hospital's pediatrician has not yet arrived. You should monitor the condition of your two grandchildren yourself. Regarding Tika's condition, you don't need to worry. Steven will take turns with me monitoring Tika's condition!"

"Doctor Rina, thank you!" my mother said softly, doctor Rina smiled as she nodded slowly. Mommy turned to papa, as if asking for his approval to monitor the condition of my two babies.

"Do it baby, they're our grandkids. There's no reason for you to refuse."

"Alright, I'll monitor them. I'm picking Tika. Let me know if there is any development regarding Tika's condition." said the mother, papa nodded slowly.

Mother left papa and mas Agam. He went to the baby room. Is your mother a great pediatrician? But for the sake of papa and family, mother let go of her dreams since childhood. Tonight for the sake of her two grandchildren, the mother again became a doctor who treated with sincerity.

About 9 hours I was unconscious. Anxiety began to seep into the mind of Mas Agam. The 12-hour deadline that doctor Lina said would be missed. But there was no reaction from my weak body. Last night Mas Agam stood staring deep into my room. There was no sleepiness or fatigue that prevented him from taking care of me.

Papa had asked mas Agam to rest. But Agam insisted he wanted to take care of me, he wished he was the first person I saw. The two old men did not dare to say anything? Seeing the risk that finally takes responsibility. A little bit makes them feel guilty. Never imagined by them. If for the sake of both breeds they wanted. I have to sacrifice my life.

"Girl, go to the cafeteria for coffee! Papa will keep Tika here. It's just that you punish yourself like this. If Tika finds out, she'll get hurt. You have to remember, both my grandchildren need your affection!"

"But pa? Mother will separate me from them. If anything happens to Tika. Mother won't let me see them. Mother is angry at Agam!"

"Game, you're just getting carried away by emotions! Believe me, you will never separate you from your sons. Mother won't be that hard. Now you have to be strong for them. We still have hope of seeing Tika get well. Don't give up!"

"It's been almost ten hours Tika hasn't been sober yet. In two hours all hope will be dashed, Agam does not want to leave Tika. Agam wants to be with Tika."

"Girl, drink this. Mother doesn't want Tika to get hurt seeing you sick. We will fight, to the limit we hope."

"Mother, don't be mad at Agam."

"I don't have the right to be angry with you. All the decisions you have made together. Households can only walk, if the husband and wife are always together. Now get some rest, let your papa take care of Tika. Anyone you saw first? Not being the most important. Tika's healing is more important." said Mother Nissa, mas Agam nodded slowly.

Mas Agam walked gontai to the hospital canteen. Only my mom and dad were waiting for me outside the ICU. Mother stood looking straight at my weak body. Mother's tears trickled down looking at my body full of medical devices.

Mother resuscitated the fist on the glass wall. His hand was clinging, as if stroking my cheek gently. If you can, you want to run around holding me.

"Dear, sweet girl. Come back for both of your hearts. They need you. Just your warm cuddle they need. The warmth they had felt for nine months. Just the caress of your hand, which they miss. Hand caresses that accompany their days for 270 more days in your womb. The sweet voice of your sholawat, which they want to listen to. A voice that accompanies every hour of their growth. Do not ignore the hopes of your two hearts. Do not destroy their simple desires. Let stand up for their longing for your figure. Tika dear, defend against all this pain. If you lose, you are still the winner in this battle. We're the greatest mothers, your sincerity makes you proud. A mother will never be replaced. Honey, thank you for teaching me. A mother is happy only when she sees her child happy. Thank you dear!" inner mother Nissa. Tears fell without her being able to stand anymore. Nissa's mother's heart, no longer able to be covered.

"Honey, Tika doesn't want to see us weak. He'll be strong, if you see him strong. Steady for Tika, she needs your spirit." said papa Dimas, hugging the body of Nissa's mother.

"Mother!" I said very weakly, wanting me to hug you. Let go of my longing, but my body feels stiff. My voice seemed to be stuck in my throat, unable to make a sound. I saw you crying in your arms, Papa Dimas. My tears are dripping without me being able to stand. The greatest woman in my life, crying at my wounds.

"Mother!"

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