Devotion of Love

Patient

"Doctor Arkan, this mother is the last patient!" said one of the nurse assistants. Arkan nodded without touching his face. Both of Arkan's hands were still busy writing the patient's previous data.

"Thank you, you can go!" sahut Arkan firmly, the nurse nodded in understanding. Arkan himself did not see it. Not Arkan doesn't care, but Arkan is a very meticulous type of doctor. That's why he copied the medical records of his patients. There is no error during diagnosis.

"Please sit down, I'll continue!" arkan said kindly, without looking at the patient in front of him.

About five minutes the patient waited. Finally Arkan finished copying his patient's medical records. Arkan raised his face slowly. Instantly both Arkan's eyeballs were perfectly rounded. The shock caused the bolpoint he was holding to fall. Arkan's heart was filled with all sorts of feelings. Anger and disappointment filled his heart.

"Haniff!" greet Zalwa, Arkan shook his head weakly. Since childhood Arkan has not wanted to use the name Hanif.

Courteously Arkan pointed to the name stuck to his chest. Zalwa followed Arkan's hand. In his heart he read Arkan's name. Then Zalwa nodded in understanding. If Arkan doesn't want to be called using Hanif's name.

"I'm doctor Arkan, there's something I can help you with!" arkan said kindly with a grin.

There was no anger shown by Arkan. As a doctor there is a responsibility that Arkan cannot just forget. The obligation to care for any patients who come to him? Putting his personal interests first, for the benefit of others. Responsibilities and burdens that make him unable to vent his anger. The pain and disappointment of a dozen years, will not be able to unfold for now.

"Sorry Doctor Arkan, it's not me who needs your treatment!" zalwa said softly, Arkan scrunched his forehead did not understand.

Zalwa looked at Arkan expectantly. It was as if Zalwa had asked Arkan to help him. Although actually Zalwa has not said the purpose of his arrival. Instead Arkan grew more indifferent, when Zalwa said he was not the one who was sick.

"Why did you come here? If nothing is complained. You better get out of my room. There is still a lot of work to do!" arkan said politely, as his hands cleared his desk.

"Mas Agam, he needs you!" zalwa said firmly, Arkan shook his head weakly.

"He's a doctor patient Bayu. I have no right to take care of him. Please go out and see Dr. Bayu. He will take care of Lord Agam!" arkan said, Zalwa stared fixedly at Arkan.

Zalwa did not believe Arkan's words. Cold attitude without compassion. Real shown Arkan to Zalwa. At least Zalwa did not see Arkan's warm attitude. There was no sense of caring for Arkan when he heard the agony of Agam. A man who was none other than Arkan's own biological father.

"It is not enough that fifteen years have he suffered. So that mas Agam must continue to suffer far from his son. Believe me Arkan did not for a second das Agam forget you. He missed you so much!" zalwa said, Arkan shook his head while smiling cynically.

"Fifteen years old too, she keeps mama away from her family. She was suffering away from me, then how was mama far away from her daughter and family? Now you come to me, asking for affection for her. Fifteen years ago. You and Grandma Salma the reason I buried her affection for her!" arkan said coldly, Zalwa lowered his head in silence.

Zalwa felt cornered by Arkan's words. Arkan's words seemed to blame his existence beside Agam. Zalwa is nothing more than a woman of destruction to Arkan. All the mistakes are like Zalwa being held accountable. Zalwa does not deserve to be blamed. Because of Agam's worry and flaccid attitude. So Zalwa is trapped in a relationship without status.

"Arkan, you know the truth. Your mother went of her own accord. I never asked him to leave. If only Mas Agam had known of Tika's departure. I'm sure Mas Agam will forbid Tika from leaving. It's not her fault if Tika is far from the family and also Hanna. Tika decided to stay away from the relationship. Tika seeks tranquility for her own happiness!" sahut Zalwa did not lose.

Arkan smiled cynically, he heard Zalwa's defense of his papa. Arkan was more convinced, Zalwa was nothing more than a shadow that became a barrier between him and Agam. Zalwa blamed Tika. Angry fishing that Arkan wants to hold back. Zalwa tried to protect Agam. Although he realized, Zalwa's words were indeed true. Tika's gone, but it's not purely her decision. But the heartless request of Agam's parents.

"Why are you coming to me now? I left on my own will. So there is no need for you to wait, let alone hope that I will return to Mr. Agam. He is my biological father. But by heart, I never knew him!" arkan said, Zalwa was silent.

Arkan said like a sharp dagger. There is no mercy from that word. Only real hatred was shown Arkan. Although Zalwa kissed Arkan's feet. It won't be easy for Arkan to forgive him.

"Let me realize that your anger and disappointment are right. Though you have no right to blame me. You were never in my position. If I could, I wanted to get away from this relationship. Tika and I were both victims. So I shouldn't be the one to blame. Tika was also wrong to have made a reproach. So there's a way I get into their relationship!" said Zalwa, Arkan began to get inflamed. He felt angry when Zalwa blamed Tika for the destruction.

"So, don't talk to you, my mama's wrong. It is not your right to decide. Be aware of you who have been a shadow papa. You never expected this relationship. But real looks, you are comfortable in the middle of this relationship. I never wanted to go back to my family. Where was my mother never considered and always doubted? Tell Mr. Agam, I won't come to him until you get away from him!" arkan said coldly not hearted.

"You mean!" zalwa said he did not understand.

"If Salma's grandmother had asked Mama to stay away and leave me with papa. For your happiness and peace of heart. Today I ask papa, choose me or leave his family!" arkan said coldly, Zalwa was surprised to hear Arkan's request. Something Agam could not possibly choose.

Zalwa lowered his head while shaking his head slowly. Arkan saw Zalwa's uneasiness after hearing his words. Arkan smiled faintly. He was very sure, Agam would never be able to choose. Fifteen years ago or this year.

"Alright, there's nothing more to talk about. I told you my choice. A choice that was once put to my mother. But without guilt, you doubt and continue to blame mama!" arkan said and stood up.

"One more thing, forever in one plate there will never be two spoons!" said Arkan coldly.