Devotion of Love

My protector

The night sky looks so beautiful, as beautiful as my night today. The sound of the night animal sounded melodious, like the sound of my happy heart. Lovely alloy beautiful night, make my heart even happier. Tonight is the end of all my struggles. The answer to every prayer in my every bow.

Sincerity in my marriage, finally answered already. It all ended in happiness, with sincere prayers in my marriage. The birth of two of my heart, the spirit in every breath of my life. The miracle of a mother's prayer and hope.

Tonight, my baby and I are in one room. Mother faithfully accompanied me, mas Agam standby to take care of me. Papa Dimas faithfully accompanied the mother, but tomorrow morning papa and mother will go home. Because there is a problem in the company of papa that requires him to return immediately.

I woke up to the sound of baby Hanif and baby Hanna crying. They cry very hard. Mas Agam swiftly woke up, he saw the condition of my two little babies. He's confused what to do?

"Mas Agam!" my broom, it looks like he's walking closer to me.

"Darling, they woke you up. I'm confused how? Mommy is asleep, I'm afraid to wake you up!"

" Mad Agam, if you're afraid to carry them. You make milk, give it to them. Maybe they're crying, because of thirst!"

"Darling, how to make milk? I was confused, afraid of being wrong." he said confusedly, I smiled at the confusion. I tried to sit down, and Agam ran to me.

"Honey, where are you going? You don't have to come down, let me make it. You just give the order, I'll do as you say."

"I just want to sit down, so I can help you make milk" I said, mas Agam nodded. He helped me sit very hard.

"Mas Agam, give me the bottle of milk, milk, and, uh, hot water. I'll make it, later you can make it yourself. If only they would cry again!" I said, mas Agam nodded.

Mas Agam gave me all the equipment I asked for. I saw that Mas Agam deftly helped me make milk. He took care of both my children.

After the milk I made was ready, mas Agam gave milk to both of our children. Her right hand gives milk to baby Hanif, her left hand gives milk to baby Hanna. I saw mas Agam confused, giving milk to our two children. What a heartwarming sight, I saw the affection of such a sincere father. Although he did not know how to make milk, he was determined to help make milk.

After the milk ran out, my two babies fell asleep again. Mas Agam mamandang stick to our two hearts. I saw mas Agam gently rubbing their puffed cheeks. Then kiss their cheeks gently. The affection of Mas Agam was clearly visible in my gaze.

"Darling, they can finally fall asleep. I'm afraid they can't go back to sleep. Luckily they weren't fussy. They found out that her papa couldn't take good care of them!"

"Mas Agam, it's all my fault. My ASI has not been able to come out, maybe my ASI can not for them. I'm sorry if they have to drink formula. You also have to bother making milk!"

"Darling, enough of your sacrifice is enough for us. Although they do not drink breast milk, but our affection will raise them. We will not allow them to lack compassion. If they can drink ASI, it's already their fortune."

"They should be able to drink breast milk, so that they can grow well. But it seems, my treatment will interfere with the smooth running of my ASI. Fearful that the drugs I'm taking will interfere with their development."

"Darling, I was happy to see them born perfect. Everything feels more complete, with the presence of you in our midst. So there will be no more regrets, all is more than enough for us. They will grow with our complete and perfect affection."

"Mas Agam will have a new job. Wake up in the middle of the night to make our baby's second milk. Surely mas Agam will be less rest. Is Agam willing to do it?" I said, mas Agam shook his head while smiling.

"It's a lot heavier on you than I would have done. For nine months you were pregnant with them, enduring every pain. Enough of your sacrifice, now replace me for it!"

"Mas Agam, there will never be enough of our affection. They are the ones we have to take care of and protect from today. Our love union!"

"Mas Agam made me the perfect wife. Your patience with my powerful and stubborn nature. So that our marriage can survive to this day!"

"Honey, it's late at night you're going to bed. I will take care of them, so as not to disturb your sleep!" she said softly, I nodded. Mas Agam kissed my forehead softly. The warm kiss that once disappeared from me.

Mas Agam accidentally slept near my baby box. Mas Agam didn't want them to cry anymore, then woke up my sleep. I saw the other side of Abdillah Abqari Agam. The man who married me for two years. The imam of my prayers is a role model in every step of my way.

A soul mate is never wrong, I met and married the right man. I married by faith, I was with him for the perfection of faith. As much as the trials that hit our domestic life. And so we stayed united. I won't let our story end so easily.

A man who can knock on the door of my heart by faith. A husband who accepted my weakness as a wife. A father who will be on standby for my children. The sincerity of his affection, not expecting a reply.

Tonight I saw how sincere he loved me. I felt like I wanted to stop all the pain. Just for the sake of a smile and the calmness of my face. He became a protector and guard for me and my baby.

Drowsiness began to ambush me, what time did I start falling asleep again? The drugs I was taking had a sedative reaction. So it would easily put me to sleep. At about 03:00, I woke up thirsty. I looked towards the baby box. I saw Mas Agam falling asleep while sitting next to them. It turns out that Mas Agam really takes care of them.

"Mas Agam, I'm sorry if I haven't been able to help you take care of them. Even for my convenience, you have to sleep sitting down. You have to be in trouble just so I feel comfortable. I'm lucky to be married to a man like you. You can balance my powerful attitude. You made me a meaningful woman in your life. May our love and sincerity endure! May there be no more trials in our marriage." My inner.

"Aika!" greet mom, I looked at her.

"Mother!" I'm surprised to see you haven't slept. He's approaching me.

"When you need something, let you take it!" he said, I nodded slowly.

"When thirsty!" I said, mother get a glass of water to drink. After I drank it, my mother took back the glass I was holding.

"Mother why wake up? Does tika make you surprised?"

"Mother has been awake since the twins cried, but mother accidentally did not wake up to see Agam taking care of you and your two babies. Mother can calmly leave you tomorrow, Agam proved to mother. That he not only loves you, but he is capable of being the right protector for you and your two children. Mommy hopes, what did you see earlier? Won't change until anytime? Keep the sincerity of your marriage, don't let anything destroy it."

"Mother will leave Tika!"

"Honey, your obligation and papa's done to you. Now your life and your children will be the responsibility of Agam. He is more worthy of you. Mother advised you, be a wife who prioritizes the interests of the husband. So that you will always receive blessings from him!"

"When you remember the mother's message!" sahutku.

"Darling, you're an adult. Mother loves you. The right man for you. Keep the honor as you keep the honor of both your parents." said the mother briefly, then hugged me tightly. I nodded in his warm embrace.

" Go to sleep, you'll take care of you!" he said, I nodded slowly. I closed both my eyes. My night is full of love. I get a lot of love, from the two most important people in my life.

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