Devotion of Love

Tears and Decisions

"Aura, may mama come in!" Sapa Tika, Aura immediately turned her head. He saw Tika standing right in front of his room.

Tika accidentally meets Aura, after Arkan says everything that happened in the hospital. Arkan felt the need to tell Tika everything that happened. Arkan was anxious to see Aura's unease. Only women can understand the wounds of a woman's heart. Therefore, Arkan believes only Tika can understand Aura. The fear that was in Aura's heart. Only Tika was able to heal, even eliminate it.

"Please ma!"

"Mom can talk to you, but if you're busy. Mama can come back later!" Tika said, Aura nodded weakly. The thoughts in his mind messed up his life. The aura is alive, but lifeless. Time just goes by as if it were gone.

The aura felt lonely in many worlds. A thought that fills his mind. It made his life anxious and anxious. Doubt and the eyes of those around him. Weakening his true love for Arkan. Arkan never demanded his love. As a fragile hearted woman. The aura felt low and imperfect. Although Aura never demanded to Allah SWT will be weak and indecent. But sometimes Aura felt unfair in her life. A gift that becomes the happiness of a woman. She is the perfect mother and wife for her family.

"Maura!" Sapa Tika wavily, while patting Aura's hand gently. Tika felt a chill, when she touched the back of Aura's hand.

Had Arkan not said the reason for Aura's agitation. Perhaps Tika would never realize Aura's cold heart and attitude. As cold as the hand he was holding. Loneliness makes Aura feel alone. Even if no one has set it aside. Tika nodded slowly, tightly grasping the hand of her most beautiful daughter-in-law Aura. A daughter-in-law he never asked her where she was. Only trust in the sincerity of his son Arkan's love. A belief that made him unhesitatingly accept Aura as a part of his son's life.

Both of them were silent, silent without any sound. A real Aura breath was heard in Tika's ears. The deepest complaint or perhaps the screams of a woman's heart. The wife who is excluded from the opinion of the community. Though weak and imperfect. It is not Aura's right to choose, but His resolution that cannot be denied.

"Maura!" Sapa Tika affectionately, Aura looked up at the two beautiful eyeballs of Tika. With a loving look, Tika looked at her daughter-in-law Aura. Two veiled women who love each other without boundaries. Tika never considered Aura a daughter-in-law. With all her heart, Tika considers Aura like her own daughter.

"Darling, there will be no problem that finishes with silence. Tell others if your heart is no longer able to hold it. There are limits to storytelling, but silence will only break you. Sometimes we need to change our minds. Not to indulge in disgrace, but simply to pour out the restless heart!"

"Mama!" Sahut Aura, the shrill voice of Aura shook Tika's deepest heart. A call that seemed to need her hand.

A clear drop of tears Aura fell. Tika saw clearly the sacred details of the two beautiful eyes of Aura. The expression of pain and uneasiness that tormented Aura. Tika briskly wiped Aura's tears. Tika's two warm hands, wiped the tears that had fallen. Tika cupped Aura's face, staring warmly and in love.

"Mama's here, don't cry. Tell me the wounds you've been saving!" Tika said warmly, her hands cupped Aura's face. Tears are getting bigger and harder. Along with the lowered head of Aura. Aura was crying right in front of Tika. The woman who made him strong, but now became the woman who saw his weakness.

"Aura, look at mama. Tell everything to mom. Don't keep anything, mama's got Aura!" Tika said, Aura shook her head while staying down. Aura felt unworthy to say her heart to Tika. There was no reason that made her properly tell Tika the household matter.

"Aura, look at mama!" Tika said firmly, Aura looked up. Both of his eyes were red, tears were soaking his veil. His hand slapped his chest.

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"Mama, sick!" Said Aura softly, while pressing her chest slowly. The aura showed pain that made him tight.

Tika pulled Aura's body into her arms. Tika kissed the top of Aura's head. Tika's tears were dripping without excuse. The pain Aura felt. Real felt by his deepest heart. Tika's warm decapitation is getting tighter. When Aura's body began to tremble violently. The pain clearly felt Aura.

"Mama, Aura's heart hurts!" Aura said softly in Tika's decapitation. Tika clenched Aura's head deeper and deeper.

"Honey, mama's there for Aura!"

"It hurts!" Aura's moaning voice pierced right into Tika's deepest heart.

"Aura, mama and Arkan are there to heal your pain!" Tika said, Aura shook her head weakly.

"Aura isn't perfect, it's inappropriate for Aura to accompany Arkan!"

"Who said that? You're not perfect, but Arkan is perfect with you!" Sahut Tika strengthened Aura's heart.

"Mama, it doesn't matter who said that? But the fact is I'm not perfect. Can't be stopped, I can never be happy Arkan!"

"Arkan is happy with you!"

"Right now maybe Arkan's brother is happy. At the time of our marriage we were still corn-age. But one day when lonely began to greet our lives. The longing for the sound of baby crying. The joy that brought our little family to life. Hope from a marriage. The fruit of love binds the sanctity of our love!"

"Aura, Arkan isn't that weak. He will not forget your love. Mama believes your love is strong!" Tika said, Aura shook her head weakly. There was no longer any confidence Aura stepped in with Arkan. His confidence wavers without a grip. Arkan's laughter was clearly visible in both of his eyes. It undermines fragile beliefs from the beginning.

"Son Arkan will never be weak, but my heart will no longer survive. People's gazes and questions about the perfection of our marriage. Torturing my heart slowly, to the extent of the pain that I can no longer bear!"

"Why do you care what other people say? Arkan never asked me all that. He is sure to be happy with you. Even without a baby!"

"Mama, thank you for comforting me. But my weakness is not the reason I locked Arkan's brother in my love. Arkan deserves to be happy. She deserves to be happy, even without me!" Aura said firmly, shortly after releasing Tika's embrace.

"Aura, you don't deserve to talk like that. Arkam is happy just to be with you!"

"Mama, I can't bear this pain. I'd better step back, when my steps have been deadlocked. There is no more happiness in my life. I'm not perfect!"

"You're going, then Arkan how? Are you sure he's happy without you?" Tika said out loud, Aura shook her head weakly.

"No happiness when we're together. On the contrary, the separation made us even more hurt!"

"Sir Arkan deserves to be happy. He deserves to be a good father. Holding the tiny hand of a child. Carrying full of the warmth of the offspring that his heart misses. I love Arkan, but I miss his happy smile even more!" Said Aura weakly, Tika stared at the floating Aura nanar.

Aura was standing right at the window of her room. Only the back was visible to Tika. The tears that Aura tried to save. Her little hand patted her chest slowly. Chest that hurts and stifles it. The other hand holds the window trellis. Supported his weak body that was no longer able to stand.

"Aura, don't deny your heart. You are hurt by your words. Why talk so much? If you add to your heartache!"

"My heart hurts, it hurts. But it didn't hurt, when I realized my love was shackling Arkan's feet. The prison of love that keeps Arkan's brother from true happiness!" Said Aura coldly, Tika was silent in silence.

Aura's assertiveness was nothing more than her wound as a woman. Tika tried to be patient and calm. The obvious clutter shown by Aura could not be rushed into. Only calmness could make Aura aware of her erroneous thinking.

"Aura, think back calmly. Mama will leave you. Whatever your decision is, don't ever think we set you aside. Because it's not true, you're part of this family. No one wants to be away from their family!"

"Mama!" Call Aura, when you see Tika walking away from her room.

"What's wrong?" Tika is calm.

"If mom doesn't want to take me away. Then ask Arkan's brother to make me second!"

"Aura, shut up!" Tika shouted full of emotions.

"That's just how Arkan's happy. Have a perfect family!"

"Aura enough!" Tika said softly while shaking her head slowly. There was no word of agreeing to Aura's stupid decision.

"If I get married, will you be happy? Will you laugh with your honey? Can you sit at the same table as the mother of my son? Can you be alone without me, seeing me with another woman?"

"Sir Arkan!" Aura was weak, Tika was silent.

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"If you can do all that. On the contrary, I am incapable. There was no happiness when I realized your tears were dripping!" Said Arkan coldly, right in front of Aura.

"But you deserve to be happy!"

"If happiness is there when the presence of the baby. Why did I become a child without complete affection? I've been away from papa for a dozen years. Crying awaits the meeting with the father I have always missed. Tell me do I deserve to be born only to be separated from my father and brother?"

"Sir Arkan!"

"Jawab Aura, don't just shut up. Raise your head, answer my question as long as you want me to marry again!" Shouting Arkan emotion.

"Arkan, hold your emotions!"

"Look at Aura, she asked me to get married. Thinking I was happy, she forgot, I was devastated to see her tears!" Shouted Arkan loudly.

"You deserve to be happy!"

"I deserve to be happy. I deserve to be happy, but how am I happy? It's not you who decides. I have been happy with this marriage all along. But all is lost with your stupid thoughts!"

"I am a fool. I'm not a perfect woman!" Said Aura coldly, Arkan shook his head in disbelief. He rubbed his face rough, his emotions and disappointment peaked. Arkan was feeling ill with Aura's stupid desire.

"Enough Aura, enough you talk. Your words only hurt me. If you really want me to get married. I'll marry you as you wish, but on condition. If I'm the one who proved weak and imperfect. You left me then too. Don't look at me or pity me!"

"Sir Arkan!" Sahut Aura while shaking weakly.

"Why are you surprised? We don't know all this time, who isn't perfect? If I could marry someone else and be happy with her. Then you deserve to be happy too, if I'm not perfect!" Arkan said coldly, Aura looked at Arkan's nano.

"No, I'm not leaving you!"

"Why not? If I have to hurt you, why can't you hurt me?"

"I'm not leaving, I'll be with you forever!" Sahut Aura.

"Aura, marriage is not just for the sake of offspring. But there is something much more important. You are not born to be insulted, because every woman is born perfect. Not with the opinions of others. Think back to your stupid requests. You should not doubt His decree. Each soul exists on its own path. The sustenance we get is not to be sued, but to be grateful and enjoyed. Clear your mind, do not be a servant who forgets the word thankfulness. Drifting in limitless ambition. Allah SWT gives the best for us. Even if it's not what we expected!" Arkan said coldly, stepping away from Aura.

"Sir Arkan!"

"I'll stay in the apartment, until you feel comfortable beside me!" Arkan said coldly, without looking at Aura.