Devotion of Love

Bloods

"It is not appropriate that you give up. You should have stayed and fought for Arkan's trust. Perhaps you will never be able to break through the walls of Arkan's angry heart. He was no longer the boy who would cry if he was hurt. But he will fight for my smile. Without Agam realizing he was the most injured. But trust me Arkan will come back to you!" tika lirih.

"When?" sahut Agam said, Tika smiled behind her veil. Abdillah Abqari Agam. A man who was once in his heart and may still have a little taste left.

"When his heart no longer holds anger for you!" tika Sahut.

"The heart that holds a sense of disappointment, will not be easy to forgive. I hurt Arkan and Hanna. They were separated only because of my weakness as a father. I lost you without a word. You go a dozen years, hide without me wanting to find. Now you're in front of me, meeting me when this body is helpless!" agam said, Agam's voice sounded very heavy.

Tika shook her head weakly. He never expected to see Agam slump. His departure wasn't to destroy anyone? Especially Agam and Hanna, but Tika left carrying hope. So that the wound does not scratch continuously. Maybe Tika is selfish, she goes wanting to get some peace. Without Tika thinking, her disappearance breaks the hearts of those who love her.

"At least you can survive this situation. I shouldn't have tortured myself. Arkan won't forgive you so easily. But did not Agam think. Look at your current weakness. Arkan is more convinced, if his papa never changes. He was always weak and defeated by circumstances. Surrender without wanting to fight which finally resigned to the circumstances!" tika said, Agam looked down weakly.

"Tell me, what should I do? I was tired of guessing, but in the end I was always wrong and disappointing. One by one, the people I love go away. There's nothing left of me. I sacrificed everything to be a good son, husband and father. But I'm nothing more than an unappreciated and unappreciated fool!" said Agam lirih, Tika shook her head weakly.

He never thought of forgetting Agam. Tika still appreciates Agam. Therefore Tika chose to go, rather than be a thorn in the family of Agam. Tika never wanted to see Agam choose, between herself and Salma. Tika does not want to make Agam an ungodly child. It was not Agam who had been giving up all this time, but Tika who sacrificed endured the pain. Just so as not to see the weak Agam. The priest who knocks at the door of his heart.

"Mas Agam, the answer is in your heart. Learn to listen with a clear mind. Follow your deepest heart voice. Decide in calmness, so that you see the good and bad sides. If you are unable to choose, then submit to the written path. Face everything with confidence. That everything that has happened. No other choice among the good. Believe that everything exists with wisdom. We are always thankful and far from complaining!" said Tika warmly, Agam silently looked at Tika.

Agam's maturity is not a little bit of the way Tika thinks. For fifteen years, Agam lived in guilt and regret. I spend my time working. Agam lined the position that once separated himself from Tika. Agam achieved status and wealth on par with the Tika family. Just so he can be with Tika. Until Agam forgets, Hanna is forgotten and neglected. Half the life Tika left behind. He was hurt without anyone feeling sorry.

"Why should we unite? If reality were now we'd be apart. I crumbled without a remnant, while you stood upright staring at the cruel world. When it used to be treasure that made us part. Now it's your way of thinking that makes the distance between us. When is there a word between us? I was tired of waiting for that time. Fifteen years I'm expecting your love. I have not suffered enough, so today you and Arkan are away from me!" said Agam, then closed both eyes tightly. I no longer want to look at a world that seems cruel to him.

"I can't change the way you think. One thing is for sure, now everything is no longer the same. Fifteen years I'm gone. Fifteen years you wait. Fifteen years Zalwa has been loyal to you. Without us knowing for fifteen years. Three hearts go their way. Only one is different, the way the three hearts live it. I stayed and fought against disappointment. You give up and live with the regrets in your life. Zalwa is sincere and faithful beside you. Not considered even appreciated by you!" said Tika coldly, Agam looked up at Tika.

I didn't expect Tika to be able to say that far. Little hope of seeing Tika's warmth perish. Agam did not see the love left in Tika's heart for her. It's like Tika's not coming back to be with him. But back Tika just wanted to assert the distance between them.

"Cruel, you're not heartless. My fifteen years without you are not as easy as you say. Fifteen years without seeing or hearing your voice. Not as light as your thoughts on my life. If I could choose, I would have wanted to die by then. But you left Hanna. An innocent little girl for your selfishness. Our hearts are born as proof that love exists. You are arrogant and keep away. Feel yourself hurt, even though you hurt!" agam said emotionally, violently Agam pulled the infusion hose in his hand.

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Fresh blood dripping gives the hospital floor color. The nurse who tried to help Agam. Unable to get close to Agam, Agam forcefully pushed the nurse's body away from him. Tika silently stared at the fresh blood Agam kept dripping.

"It is still less the red of my blood, until your heart is untouched. I can shed all the blood in my body. As long as it can shake your heart. But everything seems meaningless, you're not the Tika I know. Your heart is frozen, you can see my wounds. You're mean!" said Agam with a voice that was getting weaker.

Fresh blood continued to drip, Agam's breath began to look hunting and difficulty breathing. Little by little, Agam began to lose consciousness. Tika was silent, not a step closer. There is no longer any right for Tika to take care of Agam. All disappeared right after knocking on the judge's hammer.

"Mas Agam!" zalwa shouted hysterically, he immediately approached Agam.

Zalwa held Agam's hand. Zalwa took off the hijab he was wearing. He held back the blood that kept dripping with his hijab. It was obvious that he was indifferent to Zalwa's warm attitude. Zalwa worries as if there is no price in front of Agam.

Tika walked slowly out of Agam's room. But his footsteps stopped, when he heard Agam's laughter. A voice that insults him. Tika kept waiting for Agam to say the intent in his laughter.

"I've been wrong to love you. For fifteen years, I waited for you to return. I feel guilty for hurting you. But in reality, you are heartless. You are still staring at me taking my life!" said Agam cynically, Tika smiled faintly at the words of Agam.

Zalwa continued to hold Agam's blood, he did not care about Tika's whereabouts. Zalwa did not want to interfere in the Agam and Tika debate. He only cared about the blood that kept flowing from Agam's arm.

"Reserve me as you please, there is no right for me to forbid you. From then on until now, I was always wrong and wrong. If today I'm silent, don't mean I don't care. Because I'm sure there's gonna be a woman looking after you and it's not me!" tika said, Agam laughed very loudly hearing Tika's words.

"I can't take care of you, there's a real distance between us. Zalwa the woman who is ready to sacrifice her pride for you. He took off the hijab for you. Hijab became his identity and honor. Zalwa sacrificed everything for the sake of his love for you!" tika lirih.

"When you keep your mouth shut, come out of Agam's room. You are a heartless woman!" bentak Salma Agam's.

"I'm sorry!" tika said, then turned her body walking towards the door of Agam's room.

"Mama, stay here!" greet Arkan kindly, while holding Tika's hand. Arkan kissed the back of Tika's hand. Then warmly, Arkan embraces Tika's body.

"Mr Abdillah Abqari Agam, not a selfish mama. Your attitude always makes you to blame. Makes you not want to be part of a family that never appreciates. You've been watching your mom get blamed. There is no defense that you give, but rather an excuses without reason that you always show. All this time mama was silent, she endured insults and insults. But you remain silent not to fight. You think after everything happens, you move when everything has been destroyed!" arkan said, then took Tika out of the room Agam.

"Not only are you ruined, mama is much more broken!"