Devotion of Love

Devotion of Love
Candour



"Had Agam hoped for this relationship. There's no need for me to wait for 2 years for his firm attitude. Maybe making Hana and Hanif grow away from the wrong Agam mas. But letting them see and hear me was insulted and trivialized. That's much more wrong. Survive when I continue to be hurt I can, but persevere by continuing to hear them insult you. Honestly, I can't. Not those who raised me, not those in my grief and pain. It would be very inappropriate if I were to quietly accept their attitude!" tika said, Nissa was silent to the anger that Tika was trying to hold back.


"Although for Hana and Hanif!" dirga said coldly, Tika and Nissa immediately turned their heads. Tika and Hana saw Dirga standing not far from their seats.


I don't know since when Dirga was next to them? Maybe when Tika and Nissa were focusing on looking towards Agam and Zalwa. But the truth is now. He heard the conversation of the two of them. Dirga may have been wrong to steal Tika and Nissa's talk. But it looks from the way Dirga talks. He seemed to be the one who agreed when Tika returned to Agam. Dirga did not want to take advantage of the estrangement of relations between Tika and Agam.


"Sir Dirga!" said Tika lirih, Dirga nodded slowly while putting on a smile. He nodded towards Tika and Nissa alternately.


Deliberately Dirga came to say goodbye. He will be back in his country a little longer. Dirga came to keep his promise to Hana. Instead Hanif saw Dirga's arrival. Smiling at sumringah. There was a deep sense of happiness in Hanif's heart. A clear sense of happiness is seen from the look on Hanif's face. I don't know what kind of charm Dirga has? So that Hanif so craved the arrival of Dirga.


"Om Dirga!" hanif said weakly. Both of his hands extended towards Dirga. As if asking Dirga to carry it. Sontak Dirga lifts up Hanif's tiny body. The prince who captivated Dirga since the first time they met.


Nissa was astonished to see Hanif's warm attitude towards Dirga. The closeness that is established without anyone asking. Nissa looked towards the back of Dirga. Seen one of Dirga's assistants holding a Teddy Bear-sized jumbo doll. Nissa gave a smile as she nodded. Now he understood the reason for Dirga's arrival to the hospital. Dirga's sincerity clearly seemed real to Hana and Hanif.


"Hanif is handsome, it's better!" dirga said, Hanif nodded slowly in Dirga's sling. Both of his hands were tightly wrapped around Dirga's neck. Hanif leaned his head on Dirga's shoulder. Hanif seemed comfortable taking refuge in Dirga's arms.


Tika and Nissa fell silent at the unexpected closeness. Tika's cold attitude declined on Hanif. So it was highly unlikely that Hanif would rely on Dirga. But all is undisputed, when both Tika and Nissa eyes see Hanif's spoiled attitude towards Dirga. Dirga was able to melt Hanif's heart with his sincerity. A heart that Agam, Hanif's own father, could never have.


Not far from them, Agam stopped his footsteps. He saw Hanif's spoiled attitude towards Dirga. The attitude that Agam misses so much as a father. Zalwa was amazed to see Dirga who was so cold and heartless. Looks warm while carrying Hanif. The invisible anger that always emanated was real on his face. While Agam's mother, being the only person who felt happy with the presence of Dirga. Because he has reason to destroy Tika.


"When you haven't answered my question. If only you had survived for Hanif and Hana's happiness!" dirga said firmly, Tika fell silent and then shook her head. The sound of Dirga's breath. Nissa observed the change in Dirga's facial features.


But Dirga was sincere with his words. Nissa couldn't say that Dirga was insincere. But the reality of Dirga has no intention whatsoever on Tika. Although he already knew, how big and strong Dirga's love for Tika. But the look in Dirga's eyes showed. Dirga does not want to have Tika, but the happiness of Tika completely.


"If only it had survived after the sacrifice. It's as easy as Dirga's sister asking me. Of course I'll hold on for Hana and Hanif. Although the relationship that I live, like a boat tossed in a storm. A relationship filled with doubt, without ever any defense and sense of understanding!" tika said firmly, Dirga stared fixedly at the woman who filled his heart.


Although his love is great for Tika. But not as small as Dirga wants to be with Tika. All for the sake of Hana and Hanif in order to live in a whole family. But hearing hard Tika. Like it's never gonna happen.


"In love there will always be sacrifice. Even though love expects happiness. Maybe surviving in a bad relationship is very difficult. But try to stay together for the two pieces of love you have. I think I can make you strong against that doubt. Why don't you fight all of that once? A storm hit your boat. Make your boats in charge of the storm!" dirga said wisely, Nissa nodded in understanding.


"The doubt that Dirga asked. There is no doubt of the great love between us. Or doubt about the struggle for happiness. But the doubts I said, no other doubt about my parents who were never wrong. The horror I spoke of, not the simple and easy to deal with. But the horror of my husband's attitude that chose to stand up for me or remain a devoted child to his parents!" said Tika, Dirga was silent.


Now Dirga realized how deep the wound of Tika's heart. If only surviving was hurt for the sake of love that there would be happy. Maybe Tika will do it without saying much, but survive when there is no more understanding. All as if hoping for rain to fall in the heat of the sun. Maybe it will happen, but won't know when it's all happening? It means to survive without knowing the time limit, but the existing wounds will be more festering and painful.


"Instead of Tika, if I had asked Mr. Dirga about my dilemma. Will he be able to answer. When one side wants to hang with his beloved wife, but hurt the heart of the parents. On the other hand not together, but not being a devoted child to parents. Like me who continues to be in the middle of the abyss created between your mother and you!" said Agam lirih, Sontak Tika and Dirga turned at the same time.


Nissa immediately stood up, she asked Hana from Agam's sling. Nissa also led Hanif away from the increasingly serious talks. Agam's mother isn't willing to go with Nissa. He wanted to stay beside Agam. Even Zalwa was held back by him. To stay near Agam. Tika just smiled cynically at the attitude of Agam's mother.


"This is the joy I said. Now brother Dirga heard himself from the mouth of the mas Agam. Ask your heart, should I stick with a husband who can't take firmness. If only he had stayed away from me, but made his parents happy. Maybe I can wait for him. But he remained at his comfort point. Thinking he was right with his attitude, not choosing and hurting any of us!" said Tika, Agam looked surprised at Tika.


Agam finally understood the mistake that Tika would never forgive. With her indecisive attitude, Tika could no longer hope for a good relationship between them. What a reality Agam never imagined.


"Sir Dirga, answer the question mas Agam. At least I want to hear, a husband's thought. When in the position of mas Agam!" tika said, Dirga nodded slowly.


"I don't deserve to answer. For I have never been in the position of Agam. One more thing I'm not married, but I'm going to vote as a man!" dirga said, then took a deep breath.


"Say!" said Agam cold.


"I'll hang out with Tika, without me hurting my parents. If indeed my parents feel insulted by the property owned by the Tika family. Then firmly, I will cut off Tika's relationship with her family. I will not cooperate with the Anggara family company. If I had to be poor, I would have gotten through it. For the best treasure is not wealth, but the wholeness of a family filled with love. At least that way, my parents won't look for Tika's fault. Because no Anggara family property touches my little family!" said Dirga firmly, Tika turned to Agam.


"He fought for his pride by not making me hear your mother's insults to my family. Instead you are silent, as if your mother was right in her thinking. If you had cut off my relationship with my family. You are fully entitled to me, but now I will not choose you and leave my family. For it is not you who have supported me in my slump!" said Tika coldly, then walked past Agam. Dirga followed Tika's footsteps. He walked far behind Tika.


"When you don't think about it, you better marry Zalwa!" said Agam's mother, Tika smiled cynically at the words of Agam's mother.


"I will not marry Zalwa!" sahut Agam's.