Devotion of Love

Maaf

"Mama!"

"Hi Davin baby!" sahut Hanna was friendly, stretching out her hands.

Davin ran over to Hanna who had just arrived at the Anggara family home. Tonight there is a big banquet in the magnificent house of the Anggara family. A wedding anniversary party between Dimas and Nissa. Two people who contributed to the life of a Kartika Putri Anggara. Luxurious banquets were held only for some of the closest relatives.

"Davin misses mom!"

"Mama missed Davin too!" hanna said loudly, then hugged Davin tightly.

The laughter of Hanna and Davin sounded so loud in the courtyard where the banquet was. A warmth rarely seen, but able to prove an inseparable strong bond. The bond between the child and the biological mother will continue to be strong. Time and distance try to separate one from the other. A warmth that from the beginning stole the attention of a pair of eyes. Two eyes that seemed to be hoping to be part of that warmth.

"You hurt Hafidz!" sapa Arkan disperse the reverie of Hafidz. Seen by a nod of the head, Hafidz's gesture confirmed Arkan's words.

"I was so hurt, it hurt so much. Thousands of knives stuck in my heart. The happiness I should feel. Now I can only look at him. I'll never be a part of Hanna's life again!" Hafidz.

"Maybe it's a wound, but isn't it what makes you aware. Hanna or Qaila that makes you comfortable!"

"What did I feel for Qaila? It was nothing more than a mistake and I admit it. But this love and heart belongs only to Hanna. No other name, just Hanna!" said Hafidz in a tinge of emotion, Arkan silently stared fixedly at Hanna.

"Then, what are you going to do with Hanna? Force it back, taste the bitterness of a marriage that finds no peace. Hafidz, everything that happens is not because of your weak love. But the blessing is not there, the reason your relationship is always at a point of cracking!"

"Maybe!" sahut Hafidz.

"Come on Hafidz, forget for a moment the trouble between you. Friendship offered by Hanna. It was better, than being away from her!" arkan said and left Hafidz alone.

Hafidz was silent at the warmth of Hanna and Davin. There was a bit of pain in his heart, when he realized he was not in the happiness of Hanna and Davin. But the friendship Hanna offers. It is now the happiest thing in Hafidz's life today. Especially seeing Davin's laughter with Hanna. It makes Hafidz happy.

"Sister!"

"How are you doing, Qaila?" greet Hanna kindly, Qaila smiled knotfully. Qaila came with Agam and Tika.

"I'm good, brother news?"

"Alhamdulillah, brother is fine. Congratulations Qaila on your success. Big brother is happy to hear you're the head of papa's hospital!"

"Why don't you work at the hospital?"

"Sister isn't as good as you. Brother is happier serving society!" hanna said firmly, Qaila nodded slowly.

"I'm sorry Qaila!"

"For!" sahut Hanna.

"My presence made my brother have to be away from the family. My relationship with Hafidz is deteriorating. I'm sorry, sorry for being present in my sister's life!"

"No need to apologize, you are entitled to the position. Over the years you have lost your love. Whatever did you get today? That's all the rights I once had. It's time you got close to papa!" hanna said, Qaila lowered her head. Agam saw Hanna talking to Qaila. Somehow did Agam feel that Hanna was starting to get away from him? Since Hanna came out of her house. I rarely meet Hanna.

"But my presence destroys your happiness!"

"Qaila, I'm happy now. I am now alone, far from Hafidz and Davin. But myself is much better than my family. It will only make everyone more hurt!"

"Qaila, the relationship I left behind. Take care of the relationship, take care of your mom and dad. Always make them happy, if possible make them forget to have a daughter named Hanna!"

"Why are you talking like that? Should you stay away from papa? Tell papa if you're wrong!" sahut Agam, Hanna and Qaila turned. Agam walked up to them. Hanna took a few steps back. Qaila sensed the distance that Hanna had deliberately created.

"Hanna, don't shy away from papa!"

"I'm sorry, Hanna, there's a lot of guests waiting for you. Hanna has to meet Nissa's grandmother. Hanna hasn't had a chance to say congratulations!" hanna said dodgingly, Agam shook his head.

"Sister, let Papa talk to you!"

"Darling!" greeting Agam lirih, Hanna turned to look towards Agam.

"I'm sorry papa, don't stay away from papa!" agam said, Hanna looked down at the ground where she stood.

"Hanna wasn't ready, a lot of things stuck in Hanna's mind. Later Hanna will come to see papa, when things improve and much better!"

"But!"

"Pa, Hanna is fine now. Forgive Hanna, if in happy and quiet Hanna there are no you as a family. Hanna wants to study independently, stop depending on papa's treasure!"

"But it's all your right, baby!"

"No pa, all that belongs to Qaila. The princess who now fills and gives happiness to papa!"

"Pardon dear papa, papa's guilt makes Qaila present. Don't ever blame Qaila, all of this is purely papa's fault!" agam said, Qaila lowered her head as if her presence was not expected.

"Mas Agam, stop this conversation now. Don't keep pushing Hanna, let her fly free. Hanna has the right to decide the path!" tika said, Agam shook his head slowly.

"But baby!"

"Mas Agam!" tika stopped the debate.

"Hanna, mama won't force you. But family relationships, it is not worth just forgetting!"

"Mama!" hanna said, Tika nodded slowly. Then, pull Hanna's body in her arms.

"Hanna, it's not easy to run from a wound. But it would be wise, if Hanna learned to open up. Your relationship with Hafidz, it might feel comfortable. But deep down in Hafidz's heart, this relationship was torturous. I believe your love is still there for Hafidz. Don't keep closing yourself, if in fact your heart hurts!"

"Mama, Hanna's happy now!"

"But without Hanna noticing, your calmness and happiness. Making those who love you hurt. The independence you showed, as if the distance you were creating. Come back to us your family, make us part of your happiness!" tika said warmly, Hanna was silent in Tika's warm embrace.

"Goiskah Hanna, if the happiness that is now there must be paid by away from you. Honestly, Hanna was angry and jealous. When Qaila came in, it became part of our family. Qaila easily became a connecting mother for Davin. Qaila was once in the heart of Hafidz. Even Qaila's closeness to the mother, was like a hard slap in Hanna's marriage. Is it Hanna's fault, if you stay away from those of you who have received Qaila completely!"

"You're still my mother's daughter!"

"The distance that exists, becomes Hanna's way of being grateful. So that Hanna does not become a person who complains. Realize, how great a pleasure Hanna had ever felt. Just the time Hanna needs!"

"Mom understand baby, mama will be quietly waiting for you back!" sahut Tika, while continuing to hold warm Hanna.