Devotion of Love

Midnight

"Welcome back, beautiful doctor!" Saoa Savira was friendly, Hanna blinked both eyes.

His body felt weak and powerless. His long sleep made his bones stiff. Plus his physical condition has not fully recovered. Hanna woke up just at midnight. Arkan and Savira decide to stop giving Hanna tranquilizers. When they felt, Hanna was stable.

"I should call you a pretty doctor or a pretty mummy!" Savira teases Hanna. Again and again just the blink of an eye Hanna showed. But this time a smile appeared on Hanna's face. It was as if Savira's words were implying happiness in Hanna's heart.

"Where is he?" Hanna was soft and weak.

Savira smiled at Hanna's question. There is a sense of happiness, as well as jealousy in Savira's heart. When Hanna asked others, it was not her who was always beside her.

"She just came out, probably buying some coffee. Ever since he found out about your condition, there was no smile implied on his face. At first glance I saw the clear drops of her tears. Its crumbling toughness is replaced by fragile and weak. Condemn his stupidity that doesn't know your condition!"

"What about mom?"

"He was out of the hospital. But he had to control and do therapy. To get the strength of both his legs back quickly!"

"I hope he's okay!"

"He'll be fine, as long as you're okay. Don't think about anyone else. Your son needs a strong mother. Don't lose to your weakness, you must fight for her to be born safe!" Said Savira firmly, Hanna confirmed Savira's words with eye signals. His weak body was still very much felt. The sedative still brushed his consciousness.

Before long, Hanna asks Savira for help to sit down. Savira quickly lifted Hanna's bed. So that Hanna can rest in a sitting position. Hanna felt her back ache. A few days in a sleeping position. It made him even more sick and tired.

"You know, how's the condition? Does brother Hafidz know about him?"

"He's been fine until now. You are a great doctor and mother. I believe you can take care of her more than me or any other doctor. Regarding Hafidz, no one said the good news. He deserves to hear it from you!"

"Thank you for keeping the news. At least until Hafidz calms down. I don't want to see him agitated. Right now you need a lot more Hafidz!" Said Hanna weakly, Savira looked at Hanna's nano. There are many things Savira doesn't understand. Savira thought to himself, The Hanna in front of him is stupid.

"You're stupid or innocent. Aunt Sinta needs Hafidz, but you need Hafidz more. The son in your womb is there because of your love. So it's appropriate that Mr. Hafidz be held responsible. Moreover, you have difficulties during pregnancy. It will even be fatal, if you take the wrong care of yourself!" Said Savira loudly and emotionally.

"Savira, maybe I'm stupid to have given up on Sinta's mother. Maybe I was innocent too, thinking there would be a day when Mother Sinta accepted me. But one thing is certain, I am a mother-to-be who feels the struggle while pregnant. Every pain, every drop of sweat that falls. It feels so heavy and not easy. Not for a month or two, nine months more a mother endured the pain. So it's appropriate that I succumb, if juxtaposed with filial piety to his mother!"

"Hanna, you're different!" Said Savira in disbelief, Hanna was silent as she stared at Savira.

"I've never been different, I'm still the same Hanna. Selfish and do not want to give up, feel capable without anyone? But in fact I feel weak without Hafidz. I'm fragile without the handle. My life revolves around Brother Hafidz!" Hanna said softly, Savira smiled. There is a sense of happiness, hearing the honesty of the heart of a Hanna Santika Ramaniya. See the real big love of a cold Hanna. Savira is happy when Hanna is happy.

"If Brother Hafidz is everything, why did you stay away from him? Covering up the happy news that he had always been waiting for. It is a sad and lonely store that can only be treated by its presence. If you say this is proof of love. I'm honestly afraid to fall in love. Resisting the pain alone, I won't be able to!" Savira relaxed, Hanna shook her head weakly.

Many new things he understood after pregnant fruit love with Hafidz. Understanding is the answer to his disappointment so far. A simple understanding of a mother's sacrifice. Hanna felt pain and happiness at the same time.

"Your brother will be ready to hold all that. When you understand the meaning of true love. There is no need for courage to endure the pain, because the strength exists by itself. When the heart can no longer turn to another!"

"You're too dramatizing, but I'm happy to see the current Hanna. Full of passion and affection. I will pray for your happiness!"

"Thank you Savira, always there in my fragile moments!"

"Together pretty, you're not just my best friend. Your smile and laughter became the sun of my life. We will be together because nothing can separate us. But I'm mad at you!" Said Savira, Hanna glared not understanding Savira's words.

"Why are you angry?" Sahut Hanna doesn't understand.

"Why are you covering up your pregnancy news from me? I should have been the first to know. He's not just your son, but he's my beloved niece!" Savira was upset, smiling. Hanna stared at Haru Savira. Savira's love is clearly visible to her. Full of warmth and sincerity, without any engineering or coercion.

"Because I just realized it too. But when I realized, my physique began to weaken. I had an easy first trimester. Moreover, I have some complaints. Until finally I can no longer stand up straight and fall down!"

"What do I know is just a theory? What I experience is infinite grace. It is not easy for us to know the fortune that is deliberately stored by Him. When do we realize or know that the windfall exists? Only when HE allows, provisions that we cannot bargain or disturb!"

"How wise are you, Hanna? But why do I feel that your policy is only for yourself? It's not for me the one who should be happy with your current condition!" Hafidz said coldly, Savira immediately covered her mouth with her hands. He was shocked and could not believe that Hafidz was standing against the door.

"Hanna, I went to the cafeteria. My eyes are getting sleepy, I need a cup of coffee!" Pamit Savira, Hanna winked. Hanna realizes, Savira accidentally leaves so she has time with Hafidz.

"Why stand there? Brother Hafidz doesn't miss me!" Hanna said kindly, Hafidz was silent staring fixedly at Hanna.

Hafidz felt Hanna was very selfish with her attitude. Covering up a pregnancy is the happiest news of her life. But Hafidz's disappointment was greatest. As Hanna keeps her own pain. Stay away from it for thoughts that are not entirely true.

"Ask your heart, do I deserve to be beside you. After all this time you've been away from me. Make me a stranger in your life!" Hafidz was coldly filled with disappointment. Hanna was silent, clearly she felt Hafidz's anger.

"Aaaawwwwsss!" Shouted Hanna softly, her hands squeezing her stomach slowly.

Hanna's moaning voice hinted at extreme pain. Hafidz ran, and Hafidz clasped Hanna's hand. Hafidz rubbed Hanna's stomach softly, Hafidz's facial features anxious. Hanna's moaning instantly made Hafidz panic.

"Darling, you're fine. I'll call the doctor!" Said Hafidz anxiously. Hafidz gently rubbed Hanna's flat stomach. Hanna held Hafidz's hand. Slowly Hanna nodded Hafidz's hand. Put Hafidz's hand right on his chest. Shortly after Hanna kissed Hafidz's friendly hand.

"My heart hurts, not my stomach. If Brother Hafidz thinks I'm happy away from you. Big brother is wrong? Just like you are sick, my heart hurts so much more to hold on to missing you. Moreover, your son is very much expecting the caress of your hand. The yearning that torments my mind and soul. I'm fragile without your smile, but I'm much weaker without your hand. After all this time we were separated. Should we blame each other now!"

"Hanna isn't funny, your health isn't a game. I don't like it if you play with your life. I'd rather be sick than see you lying helpless!"

"Sister Hafidz, forgive me for torturing your heart. But believe me, my decision is the best for us right now. I may need you, but you need your son a lot more!"

"Why are you sacrificing so much?"

"Because I want to pay my sins to a mother. The sincerity of a mother's love that I once doubted. The hatred I have in my heart. It's the biggest mistake; when I realize how great a mother's sacrifice is!" Hanna said softly, then closed her eyes slowly. Hafidz saw a clear drop of Hanna's tears.

MUDDLED

"Mama never blamed you!" Hafidz said shortly after kissing Hanna's friendly forehead. Her hand rubbed Hanna's dripping tears. Hanna's hand grips, clearly hinting at an unusual wound.

"Maybe my mom never blamed me. But my disappointment was wrong, when I felt for myself, how hard and painful it was far from the people we loved!"

"Darling, thank you for understanding me!" Hafidz said softly, Hanna nodded slowly.

"Darling, never keep your own sorrows. I may be a son, but I'm a husband and father-to-be. I won't set you aside for Mother's sake. Instead I will never stay away from you for your sake. As much energy as I will embrace you together. Believe me, baby, I can bear this burden. Without having to sacrifice this big!"

"I've always believed in you!" Sahut Hanna loud and firm.

"Your belief is everything, we can get through all this together. There will be no gap we're apart. Never leave me again. My breath stopped without your presence. You and your future baby my spirit and my life purpose!" Hafidz said warmly, Hanna winked. His signal confirmed Hafidz's words.

"I love you, I miss you!" Hanna said loudly, with a body that was still weak.

Cup

"I love you so much, being away from you can kill me!" Hafidz's whisper was right in Hanna's ear. Hafidz blew on Hanna's earlobe slit. Instantly a warm sigh flowed in Hanna's pulse.

"Sister Hafidz, I'm ticklish!" Hanna shouted loudly, while pushing Hafidz's body away. Hanna tried to get away from Hafidz's body. So that his longing does not become more.