
"What is the prayer of a devout person always granted by Allah SWT?" Hanna surprised Hafidz. Hanna came without permission, making Hafidz shocked at her soft voice.
Hafidz, who was busy with his smartphone, looked up at Hanna. He didn't realize Hanna was already standing in front of him. Hanna brought a tray of drinks and snacks. Hafidz was so focused on his phone that he was unaware of Hanna's arrival.
It was also possible that Hanna had come without a sound, so Hafidz was unaware of her arrival. One thing is certain, Hanna's arrival made Hafidz amazed. Shadow beauty Hanna wearing mukena. It still clearly flashed in his mind. Happiness when I became a priest Hanna. As if it could never be forgotten. There is a great hope in Hafidz. To be Hanna's priest forever. Not just tonight.
"Unlike that, Allah SWT is always with His servant. He is always there for His servant. No distinction, but it is true that the obedient servant is closer to HIM!" Hafidz said firmly, Hanna nodded slowly. He sat down next to Hafidz.
Hanna looked straight ahead. There was no anxiety in his heart now. Avoiding encounters with Hafidz. He can no longer do it. The more Hanna tried, the more the meeting happened. Hanna no longer wished to stay away from Hafidz. Whatever happens, Hanna will face it bravely. Hanna won't run away like a coward. Hanna will prove it to the world. If he deserves to be loved.
"Just pray not to be granted. Perhaps your prayers were granted, so tonight I sit beside you!" Hanna said relax.
Hafidz shook his head in disagreement, although it was true what Hanna said. If they meet, all because of the will of Allah SWT. But Hanna did not realize, their meeting was only because it was the best. Although it was clear Hafidz heard Hanna's disappointment. But not one bit angry at Hafidz. His love for Hanna may be selfish. So that made him have to force Hanna to sit next to him.
Without feeling awkward Hanna sat next to Hafidz. Only the sofa cushions limit them. Hanna sat down while playing her cell phone. Hafidz sat very close to Hanna. Either the love or the napsu that Hafidz now feels? One thing is for sure, Hafidz's heartbeat is beating so hard. His body was very close to Hanna.
"Why are you quiet? It prevented my departure, he said he wanted to talk!" Said Hanna loudly, while still playing with her smart phone. Hafidz could only fall silent awkwardly. Their position too close, made Hafidz's heart unsettled. Her lips were tightly shut, defeated by Hanna's charm that was able to render her unfocused.
"Hmmm!"
"Speak or I'll go!" Hanna said firmly, she stood away.
Sontak Hafidz held Hanna's hand. Hafidz's hands were suddenly holding his body. Makes Hanna stagger and fall into Hafidz's lap. Hafidz was so close to Hanna. But all back to their original position. As Hanna's voice falls, Hafidz's admiration for Hanna.
Buuukkk
"Sorry!" Said Hafidz.
"No need, I can't keep my body in balance. After all you have to hold my heavy body. So I'm the one who should apologize!" Hanna said, then sat down next to Hafidz.
Hanna was sitting right next to Hafidz. I don't know why Hanna was able to act so calm? Unlike Hafidz who is unable to control his desires. Honestly, her love for Hanna is so great. Makes Hafidz unable to think clearly. Together with Hanna became Hafidz's hope.
"I don't mind, as long as you're willing!"
"You sure want to hold me. It seems like it's heavier than you!" Hanna said, Hafidz nodded without looking at Hanna.
Hafidz nodded not looking for an opportunity. It's just that individuals like Hanna always need proof. For Hafidz just by convincing Hanna. Then his love will be avenged. Hanna is still and always hesitant about her love. Still must be assured with patience. Hafidz couldn't bear to lose Hanna. Quite once he heard Hanna was going far away. No longer could Hafidz see Hanna away.
Buuukk
Without warning Hanna sat on Hafidz's lap. Hanna's body looks perfectly seated on Hafidz's body. Hafidz can only stroke the chest. Resisting increasingly passionate desires. Not long after, Hanna sat back in her place. Along with a sigh of relief from Hafidz.
"Hanna, I don't mind you sitting on my lap. Even carry you anywhere? God willing I can, but let me justify you first!" Hafidz said, Hanna turned sharply towards Hafidz.
There is an unanswered sense of wonder. Hanna felt the principles of the two were far different. Although truthfully Hanna was aware of Hafidz's sincerity. But his heart could not be lied to, there was a faint distance but felt in the middle of their relationship. The difference in faith made Hanna pessimistic towards Hafidz.
"Why should I get married? You are afraid of sin!" Hanna said coldly, Hafidz shook his head weakly.
Hafidz shook his head not to admit that his attitude was wrong. But being near Hanna, makes him have to resist desires that do not want to be controlled. Every breath of Hanna's, was enough to bring her mind deep into the wild. Hafidz's greatest fear in his love. The destruction of love caused by mere naps.
"Everyone is afraid of sin, and so are you. I was more afraid of not being able to hold the desire in my heart. I don't want to hurt you, my heartfelt love isn't just a momentary lust. I want to be with you with true purity!" Hafidz said, Hanna was silent. Hanna gives her phone to Hafidz.
Hanna wanted to see how much trust Hafidz had in her. Usually someone who is in love. It will be overprotective and paranoid. They will get jealous for no reason. For the same reason, Hanna wanted to test Hafidz. Will he care about the phone he gives. Hanna wanted to know the sincerity that never seemed real.
"If you want to know me. Please check my phone, maybe you want to know something. For example, who are the male friends I know?" Hanna said, Hafidz brushed Hanna's hand off. He didn't receive Hanna's phone.
Hafidz brushed off Hanna's hand slowly. He refused Hanna's request. Hafidz did not receive Hanna's phone. Her heart truly loves Hanna. Without any disbelief. Her love is honest and will be loyal to a Hanna.
"I never doubted this love, because I trusted you completely. There's no need for me to find out anything about you. Because of Hanna Santika Ramaniya with a weak and more whom I love!" Sahut Hafidz loud and firm. Hanna nodded in confidence. He saw the earnestness of Hafidz, a love Hanna never ignored. It's there for him right now.
"You love me or are you obsessed with me? I'm not that perfect, there's a lot of unseen loopholes in my life!" Hanna said in disbelief. Hanna was really happy though. When he knew there was a man who loved him so sincerely. Happiness is getting true and perfect love.
"I know, but your honesty made me realize. Your heart is sincere without falsehood!" Hafidz said again, Hanna silently looked at Hafidz.
"Then I want to check your phone. I want to see the contents of my future priest's cell phone!" Hanna said casually, while sticking her hand out in front of Hafidz.
"Obviously you wouldn't agree if I saw your phone. I just want to see how much you believe and believe in this relationship!" Inner Hanna while sticking out her hand in front of Hafidz.
Hafidz silently looked at Hanna, Hanna's words stirred Hafidz's heart. But Hanna's request made Hafidz worried. Hanna's spontaneous and forthright attitude made Hafidz slightly doubtful. Long Hafidz and Hanna kept quiet, until Hanna lowered her hand.
"Wait for Hanna, I'm silent not hesitating to give it to you. Whatever I have. Your right to check, I'm afraid you misunderstood!" Hafidz said, holding Hanna's hand.
"Then there's no need!" Said Hanna relaxed, while releasing Hafidz's hand slowly. But unexpectedly, Hafidz put two smart phones in the hands of Hanna.
Hanna was stunned to see two smart phones in her hands. Even Hafidz gave his wallet to Hanna. To Hanna's astonishment, she received Hafidz's phone and wallet. Hanna just wanted to test the seriousness of Hafidz. Even now Hanna was confused when Hafidz took Hanna's words seriously.
"One cell phone and one personal phone. The password both stands for the name in your letter to me. That's my personal wallet. My entire income is in it. The entire ATM is yours, I'll just ask you!" Hafidz said firmly, Hanna blinked her eyes many times. He couldn't believe Hafidz was taking his words seriously.
"I'm not interested anymore!" Hanna said coldly. There was an unusual taste tucked in his heart. Hanna saw the earnestness of Hafidz's heart. Something Hanna never believed in.
Hanna tried to cover up her confusion. Hanna never intended to check Hafidz's phone. Hanna has always been a private person who values the privacy of others. Hanna put Hafidz's phone next to her. Hafidz turned his head, as if he was completely disappointed by Hanna's reply.
"Then throw it away!" Sahut Hafidz relax.
"Why?" Hanna said in disbelief. Hanna felt Hafidz was angry with her attitude. Hanna saw clearly Hafidz's unusual disappointment.
"I won't use a cell phone, if you doubt me!" Sahut Hafidz. Hanna shook her head in disbelief. He saw Hafidz who had no hesitation in doing anything for him.
"Sir Hafidz, I was really joking. Don't be like this, I can't check your phone. Cell phones are very personal. I never doubted you. Please don't be too hard!" Hanna said softly, Hafidz looked down at the floor of Hanna's house.
"You're never sure of my race!" Hafidz said softly, Hanna pensively heard the words of Hafidz.
Why does every word that is said feel piercing the heart of Hanna? There was a great sense of pain, Hafidz's soft voice rang out in Hanna's ears. Hafidz's disappointment was clearly visible from her two beautiful eyes. Hafidz's cold voice showed how hurt Hafidz was.
"Sorry!" Hanna said, Hafidz shook his head weakly. As if Hanna's apology no longer meant anything to her.
"No need!"
"All right, give me the phone. I'll see the contents of your phone. But honestly I never intended to see the contents!" hanna said, then took Hafidz's phone.
"Hanna, can't you soften. Give me a chance to touch your deepest heart. If you feel that love. Why are you so resolutely rejecting it? What am I supposed to do? So you can believe I can fight for you!" Hafidz said softly, Hanna was silent.
Hanna didn't see the contents of Hafidz's phone. Hafidz's words made him uneasy. The words he feared were now spoken from the lips of Hafidz. A loud noise rang out in Hanna's ears, shaking Hanna's cold, empty heart. An answer he could never give.
"Sister Hafidz!" Hanna said softly, Hafidz turned to Hanna. A pair of two eyeballs, staring at each other lovingly. A look that seems inappropriate. A passionate look that has not found her love.
Hanna's hand held Hafidz's. Jemari Hanna and Hafidz are interlocked, complementing each other's gaps. Forming a powerful fist that will fight the world. The hearts of the two are racing against each other. Hinted at such great love in the hearts of both.
"I think Hafidz can feel the love in my heart. Shaking my body is a real answer, a restlessness of my heart that is afraid of losing you. My heart was so great, I really wanted to tell you how much I wanted to be with you. My cold hands are suddenly warm, when I hold your hands. Proof I'm expecting your body warm embrace. Warming my heart and soul. There's nothing I can deny anymore. Love is real in my life now. But there's a difference between us that can't be the same!"
"Whatis that? If that's faith you think is perfect. I'll prove to you, I'm just a weak creature full of lust. Nothing is perfect in me!" Hafidz said firmly, then hugged Hanna tightly.
"Sister Hafidz!"
"Now I'm not perfect, I lost to my naps. There is no perfect reason that sets us apart. Allow me to justify you, so that my heart may be sure you are made for me!" Whisper Hafidz, Hanna nodded slowly. Hafidz immediately let go of his embrace. Staring happily at Hanna.
"Don't be too happy, Hafidz's parents haven't agreed. I have to go to college too!"
"Can't you go to college here. I can't stand being away from you. If it's about mom, I'll make sure she agrees!" Hafidz said, Hanna shrugged her shoulders indifferently.
"Look at it later!" Hanna said, then stood up to leave Hafidz.
"Hanna!"
"We have to have dinner, then go home and sleep. It's enough today that you're teasing me!" Hanna Langtang said, Hafidz nodded in understanding. He followed Hanna into the house. Agam and Tika watched the two from afar. The two surrendered completely to Hafidz and Hanna. Since then, the two have just watched without thinking about meddling.
"Darling, why did you just shut up to see Hafidz hugging Hanna?"
"Because Hafidz has asked me for permission. He will erase the differences between them. If Hanna doesn't want to know her, then she'll be the one to follow Hanna's style!" Sahut Tika relax.
"You're allowing!" Agam said, Tika nodded without hesitation.
"Why?"
"Because he's the priest who will lead our Hanna patiently!"