Devotion of Love

The Truth Revealed

Since coming home from the hospital. Mas Agam's attitude changed to be very cold and more reserved. It was a closed private mas Agam, but his silence this time changed. I feel something is being cheered on from him.

Usually mas Agam always pamper me, every time I come home from work. But today is different, after work mas Agam directly entered his study. It seemed to ignore my existence. His coldness made me feel strange.

Apparently, without my knowledge, mas Agam met with doctor Fia. His encounter with doctor Fia, made his heart uneasy a little. Mas Agam wants to blame me, but where is my fault? Mas Agam wanted to be happy with my decision, but thought about losing myself. It made him feel frustrated as if his world had been destroyed. A meeting that unlocks a secret that I deliberately covered up. The beginning of the grief and guilt of an Abdillah Abqari Agam.

FLASHBACKS

"Doctor Fia, can I interrupt your time!" said Agam, doctor Fia looked up shocked to see Agam standing in front of him. Instantly doctor Fia nodded. Coincidentally this afternoon, doctor Fia was in the hospital cafeteria.

"Please Mr Agam, how can I help you? Tika's condition is fine, isn't it?" doctor Fia said worriedly, Agam shook his head.

"Doctor Fia, please tell me Tika's true condition. Why do I feel like there's something that you guys care about?, I deserve to know the truth. Whatever happens to Tika, it's my responsibility. The decision about our baby is not just in Tika's hands. I also have the right to decide!" agam lirih. If she could cry, her tears would have fallen. Agam seemed weak and afraid, when thinking about the worst possibility experienced by Tika.

"Sir Agam, I'm sorry. There is a promise I must keep. A doctor's promise to his patient. Promise of a friend I can't possibly break!"

"Doctor Fia, if that's an appointment. Why did Rizal know everything?, while I was the father of both babies. Not knowing anything?, where is your conscience as a doctor!" say Agam. Doctor Fia is shocked to hear that Agam knows, if Rizal knows Tika's true condition.

"Sorry Mr Agam, I am confused what to explain to you? Give me one reason so I can defend myself. When Tika gets mad at me!"

"With my wife, whom she bears, it is our fruit. Whatever happens to them?, will be my responsibility. Like it or not like all the decisions in my field, not only Tika can decide!" said Agam firmly.

"Alright Mr. Agam, I will explain everything! But before I hope you are steadfast and appreciate the decision made by Tika. All the decisions he made, for your happiness and the two sons he bore!"

"Say, I've prepared myself. Ever since I saw Tika's pain that night. My heart's broken, I won't let her feel pain again."

"Tika's pregnancy is problematic, there are problems that will occur at the birth of the twins."

"What problem do you mean?, say it clearly. Don't worry me!"

"Maybe when Tika gives birth, we have to choose one of the two. Tika asked me to choose your baby, if indeed we have to choose. Actually I've asked Tika to drop the contents. But Tika refuses, she does not want to be a killer for her children. Trust that was entrusted in her womb." said Fia doctor, Agam shocked to hear the explanation of Fia doctor. She was confused what to behave like?, Tika was not a person who would be easily changed.

"What is Tika thinking?, until her heart bears and keeps a problem of this magnitude." said Agam Lirih, looking down. He himself has lost. The wife who always wanted him to be happy. Rela took a decision of this magnitude, just for the sake of the ego of both his parents.

"So calm down, we'll find the best way. As a doctor, I learned something about Tika. He believes everything is uncertain. Tika's conviction convinced me, there is another way besides the choice. So I beg of you, be strong and strong. For Tika's belief. Be a backrest for Tika, do not doubt her decision which will make Tika weak." said doctor Fia, Agam nodded weakly. Agam stood up and left doctor Fia, without a word. He walked away from the harsh reality he had just heard.

"Hubby, can we talk!" I said, just after I entered his study. I couldn't stand to see his cold attitude.

"Hmmm, comein!"

"Hubby, did I have anything wrong with you? I feel like you're being cold to me. We are husband and wife, there should be nothing to worship. Tell me what's my fault?, so I can fix myself."

"If you feel I'm your husband, do you deserve to keep a secret of this magnitude to me. You made your decision, without asking me!"

"What exactly do you want to say? Hubby, say it clearly. What is my mistake exactly?."

"You know clearly your mistake. So no need to ask me, I have to ask you. What was my fault with you?, until you wanted to see me feel guilty for life"

"Hubby enough, tell me what's on your mind? Don't make me worry any more."

"You're the one who worries me. You tortured my mind with the decision to maintain your pregnancy. It will clearly endanger your life. You're cruel, thinking you want to leave me for good. You who are heartless wish me happiness with deep wounds. The wound will be gone! Now tell me, who's guilty?" lirih said, while looking down. Both of my eyes saw clearly the guilt in the eyes of the dour Agam.

My husband fell in front of me. There is no more authority for a Agam before me. Her tears were dripping, lamenting the great decision I had taken. My priest is now devastated, blaming himself for my decision. Instead my body trembled violently, there was fear of seeing my husband's destruction. Never imagined, if this secret had to be revealed so quickly. The happiness I gave, in an instant was destroyed by the reality of my condition.

"Hubby, I'm sorry if I made a mistake. But please, don't be like this. Your tears are like knives sticking right in my heart. Don't be ruined just because of me. Hubby my priest, my leader. I'm sorry if you're disappointed, please get up!" I said softly, just after I was in front of him. I hug Mas Agam, I lean his head on my slightly bent stomach. Keelus gently curls his hair, I hold his head tightly. I wish he could hear the beating of our hearts.

"Hubby, listen to their heart. Our hearts grow in my weak womb. It's not their fault, if this womb is where they live. Don't take away their happiness, let them see the beauty of this world. Hubby, it's all written down without us avoiding it. Make me the perfect woman, a mother to your children. Let this weak Tika, keep the greatest trust of my life. I'm sure they'll grow up well, with or without me!"

"Don't leave me!" she said very softly, she kissed my stomach softly. The womb in which our heart grows. I felt his tight grip.

"Hubby, I'll always be with you. They're part of me. If I die, they will remind you of our love. But I believe, with a do'a and a hope. I can get through everything well. I will live with a belief that we will not be easily separated. Set your heart, that HE the owner of life will not test us beyond our ability. For the sake of our children, explain what happened? Everything will be fine." I said, he nodded slowly.

"Thank you for trusting me!" I said, I lowered my head I kissed my husband's head gently. He's my protector, I won't let him be ruined. Everything's gonna be fine.

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