Devotion of Love

Lying helplessly

"Coffee!" Said Arkan while thrusting a cup of coffee towards Hafidz.

Instantly Hafidz looked up, looking at the astonished Arkan who suddenly stood beside him. Hafidz receives a cup of coffee from Arkan. But clearly there is no desire Hafidz drink it. With a deep sense of uneasiness. Hafidz held the coffee in his hand.

"Hanna won't be that bad to you. Same with you. Hanna was also tormented by this farewell. It's not easy for him to believe in your love. It's much easier for him to forget the faith you instilled in his heart!"

"Sir Arkan!"

"Hanna called me last night. He asked about the condition of your mother. After hearing my explanation. Hanna proposes one doctor to her college friend. A much better neurologist than Hanna!"

"He forgot me!"

"Hanna never forgot you. He's always by your side. Watching all your moves. Pray for your health and the strength of your heart in the face of this separation. All he did for the sake of your mother's healing. Hanna believed the pain she felt would be an eternal happiness!"

"Hanna never cared about me. What was my fault until he got away? I'm her husband, but like a stranger. He made his decision without asking me. He thinks he's right with his choice. Hanna considered her choice the best. But unknowingly he has taken away the most beautiful thing in my life!"

"Hafidz, Hanna is all around you. He came back two days ago. Hanna's watching over your bundles care. She was worried when I told her about the complications your mother had. That's why Hanna's coming back!" Arkan said, Hafidz turned his head.

His hand shook violently, the coffee cup he was holding swayed. Hafidz stared in anger. When she found out Hanna had returned. But not once did Hanna want to see him. Hanna completely set herself aside. Hafidz was angry and disappointed. Hanna's getting incomprehensible. Not giving in to getting close to Sinta. Hanna felt right about her decision.

"Sir Arkan, why is Hanna this bad? Where's she? Hate him for me!" Hafidz emotion.

Praaaayyyrrr

"Prophe Hafidz, calm yourself down!" Arkan said softly, while patting Hafidz's shoulder slowly.

Hafidz threw in the cup of coffee he was holding. Anger controlled his heart, disappointment filled his mind. Hafidz was hurt by Hanna's attitude. The same selfishness always rendered Hafidz helpless. Hanna who always felt right and strong with her decision.

"Hanna's gone too far!" Hafidz said weakly, shaking his head.

"Hanna wasn't that bad, but meeting this moment wasn't the right decision. His presence will only add to your mother's hatred. Adding to Hanna's heartache, opens the dark sheets of her estranged mother's past!"

"I'm not papa, Hanna's not mama. Why would he make the past a point? This is my family, not where you mix it up!"

"But your mother is the responsibility you must bear!"

"Lantas Hanna what? He is also my responsibility. I'm her husband, Hanna the woman I chose as my mother. I'm not gonna let anyone hurt her? But it seems like Hanna never believed me. He believes more in his dark past!" Hafidz said with emotion.

"Hafidz calm down, your emotions won't make things better. Do you know who Hanna is? You clearly understand the reason for his silence!"

"I do understand the reason for his attitude, but I don't deserve to convince him. Without her sacrifice, I can make things better. From the beginning I promised. Won't make Hanna remember Tika's bitter mama's piece. I won't be as weak as Papa Agam, I'll make our little family happy. Without me hurting the mother who gave birth to me!"

"Hafidz, Hanna's not that strong!"

"Hanna should be strong, because she should accompany me against all this. Destroying my mom's shallow thoughts about her. Proving to the world, we're happy and won't let you down. I'm weak without him, I need Hanna's presence!"

"I'm sorry, Hafidz, I promised Hanna!"

"Promise to hide her from her husband. Obviously Arkan knows, I am the one who has the most right to him. Why am I the one who is the farthest away from him right now!"

"Hafidez!"

"Sister, Hanna's my wife!" Said Hafidz weakly, Arkan silently looked up at the sky.

"I'll take you to see him, but on one condition!"

"Whatis that? Say whatever the terms are. As long as I can look him in the face!"

"Don't meet Hanna, look at Hanna from afar. Don't go near her, whatever Hanna's current condition is. You just met her, after your bunda was healthy and went home!"

"What happened to Hanna? Why did you forbid me to see him? She's my wife, I'm the first person to go with her!"

Tap Tap Tap

"Doctor Arkan, patient VVIP 1!"

"Is with him?"

"Doctor Arkan should see it for himself!"

"Where's doctor Savira who I assigned to look after him!"

"Doctor Savira is already there. He asked me to call a doctor!" Said one of the nurses, Arkan nodded slowly.

"Hanna!" Inner Hafidz.

"Hafidz, I have to go. There was an emergency. Tell me your decision later, I will wait patiently!" Arkan said in a hurry. Arkan was about to walk away, but his hand was restrained by Hafidz.

"What happened to Hanna? Where's Hanna now? If anything happens to Hanna. I'll sue you on charges of keeping your husband away from his wife!"

"Hafidz, let go of my hand. I have to leave before it's too late!"

"Say where is Hanna? I feel VVIP 1 is Hanna, what's wrong with Hanna? Why is Hanna in this hospital?"

"Hafidz I beg you, let go of my hand!"

"Son Arkan is enough, tell me what happened to Hanna?" Shouted an angry Hafidz, Arkan silently mutely. Her lips can't say anything?

"Doctor Arkan, we have to hurry!" The nurse said, Arkan nodded slowly. Arkan nodded slowly, agreeing to the nurse's invitation. Arkan stared at Hafidz. With both of his palms Arkan groans at Hafidz.

"Hafidz, I'm begging you. Let me go now. I don't want anything worse than this to happen. It was with both hands that I handed Hanna to you. Now with the same hand. Let a brother help his sister's life!"

"What happened to Hanna?" Hafidz said softly, his body staggered backwards. Hafidz's world seemed to collapse, when his guess was correct. Hanna's having something bad.

"I'm sorry Hafidz!" Arkan then ran towards the VVIP 1 room.

Arkan's wide steps echoed in the hospital hallway. Arkan ran like a doldrums, the long passage through which he did not feel long. Worry rules his mind. Arkan ran as fast as he could towards the VVIP 1 aisle. A special room that is heavily guarded by several hospital guards. Only people with special permits are allowed in. A special room that Arkan provided for his nuclear family.

"Hannnnaaaaaaaa!" Hafidz shouted loudly, shortly after Arkan left.

Duuukkk

"What happened to you? Why are they hiding it from me? Where are you Hanna? Missed you!" Hafidz sat on the hospital floor. The sound of his knees hitting the floor. It doesn't make him feel sick. His heart, now in pain, was very sick.

"Hafidz, you must be strong!"

"Ziva!" Hafidz said in disbelief, when he saw Ziva standing beside him.

"Hanna's in this hospital. I saw him get off the ambulance two days ago. I'm trying to figure out Hanna from Savira's condition. But in vain, Savira said nothing to me? Hanna's room is in VVIP 1, a very tight-guarded room. Only the Anggara family can enter it!"

"You know all that, but why have you been silent all this time?"

"Because I'm not sure what I saw. But I'm more convinced that Savira and Dr. Arkan are treating one patient together. Suspicion grew, as Savira retreated to take care of her. He never came out of that room!"

"Where's the room?"

"The room is right next to the hospital's headroom. Big room between IGD and ICU!"

"Thank you!" Hafidz said softly, Ziva nodded slowly. With nanar he stared at Hafidz's back away.

"I may have expected you, but seeing your sorrow I couldn't bear it. Hanna alaaaan is happy and sad. Meet him Hafidz, be the spirit of Hanna's life!" Inner Ziva.