Devotion of Love

Inpatient

Without feeling the age of my pregnancy entered the last month. The nearly nine-month struggle is nearing its end. Mas Agam was getting possessive after hearing of my troubled pregnancy. Mas Agam asked Asih and Zahro to stay at home. They were assigned to watch over and take care of me as long as Agam was not home.

Mas Agam has not told my true condition to his parents. I haven't called papa or mama either. We both agreed, keeping this matter to ourselves. We want to face this problem ourselves. Our marriage was a test, but it was all a process of self-maternity.

Approaching the day of labor, I increasingly checked my womb to the hospital. Doctor Fia always stood at bay taking care of me. Rizal once came to ask my condition to doctor Fia. Everyone tried to save me and my baby. I feel happy because there are always people who love me.

I began to feel frequent stomach cramps False contractions often I experienced. Mas Agam hired a 24-hour nurse to take care of me. I don't know why these few days? My heart is getting restless. Bright words mother, when I used to hate mama Siska. Words that have astonished me. Evil-evil mama Siska, mother still defend mama Siska.

Today it is real I know the meaning of the words of the mother at that time. A mother's struggle is not easy. During pregnancy I was able to feel right, hard and painful mama Siska pregnant and gave birth to me. A mother not only raises, but also gives birth by betting her life.

For the last week or so I always dreamed of meeting my mother. I miss Nissa's warm embrace. A sincere woman loves me, without distinguishing myself who is not her daughter. But for the sake of the deal that I and I have agreed. I have to soak away the longing for my mother.

According to doctor Fia, my delivery day is less than a week. Today I came to the hospital to see how far I am. Agam and I arrived at the hospital at about 09.00 wib. I went straight to Fia's doctor's office. Because before leaving for the hospital, mas Agam had contacted doctor Fia.

"Good morning doctor Fia!" my bro, doctor Fia nodded slowly.

"Please enter Tika, I'm waiting for you. We'll check your condition. If it is not possible, you should be hospitalized. While waiting for the delivery!"

"Do whatever it takes for the health of Tika and my two babies. Make the best decision, I'll be surprised!"

"Sir Agam, I will do my best for Tika and your two babies. We'll try together! When my patient is passionate, I don't want to lose to Tika. Her spirit led me to believe that everything would be fine!"

"Thank you doctor, you've made it this far. Not enough words of thanks, in exchange for every help you." I said, doctor Fia nodded with a smile.

"You're the most stubborn patient. But you also made me believe and believe. That I can only predict medically, without me realizing there is a power far greater than science!"

"We've fought so far, there'll never be a word of success. If we don't support and trust each other. That everything will be fine!"

Finally after doing the ultrasound on my womb, another week is likely HPL. Mas Agam decided I would stay in, so that my condition was always monitored. I agree, so that mas Agam can be relieved.

Mas Agam asked Asih and Zahro to take care of me. Mas Agam will take care of me at night. It may be a coincidence or it may be a written path. We didn't realize it from the beginning of my arrival at the hospital. Two eyes were staring at us both.

"Abdillah Abqari Agam!" greet someone who just entered my room. He turned to the source of the voice. I can't see anyone saying hello to Agam. My sight was blocked by the body of Mas Agam. But I feel very familiar with the voice that greeted mas Agam.

"Mother!" my words are almost inaudible. I can't believe it, if it is the mother who is behind Mas Agam.

"Mother!" mas Agam was shocked. A very hard slap landed perfectly on Agam's cheek. The mother's anger can not be held back anymore. both eyes Nissa mother's eyes look red, holding the anger. Anger I never saw, as long as I knew Nissa's mother.

"What are you thinking? Until your heart keeps a secret this big. You followed Tika's words. He I put on you, so he'll be happy. I realize that she's your wife, it's entirely your responsibility. But don't forget, Tika is forever my little girl. I deserve to know his condition."

"Mother, I'm sorry if I was wrong to keep a secret this big. Tika's forcing me to shut up. He didn't want to see you worried. Forgive me for losing by Tika's determination. Mother knows well, if I always lose against hard heart Tika."

"It's all just a justification for your mistakes. You don't think of my existence as Tika's parents. Now I know everything. I'll change what happened. As long as I'm around, I won't let Tika suffer. Tonight doctor Rina's best friend is coming. Steven will also come to monitor Tika's labor process. Mommy hope this time you follow your mother's words!" mother Nissa was angry. Mas Agam nodded slowly, I saw the guilty look of Mas Agam on Nissa's mother.

"Mother!" my broom was weak, my pregnancy condition started to restrict my movement. My body began to feel weak, so my voice weakened. When I called my mother, she only realized that she had not greeted me.

"Dear, you're here! Why are you keeping such a big secret? You forgot your mother!" mother said, she hugged me tightly. Mother Nissa kissed me gently all over my face. He gave up all his longing for me.

"Mother, forgive Tika for taking all this from you. But besides all that, Tika really misses Nissa's mother. Only you want Tika to hug. Decapan mother who Tika always expected."

"When, you don't come alone. Mother came with papa, but she still met the hospital leader. Papa asked permission, to enter the doctor from outside this pain rash. But you will still ask, doctor Fia involved in your birth surgery. Because she knows the real condition of my pregnancy!"

"Thank you mom was there when Tika fell. Tika's spirit is getting bigger, the belief will be all right. Mother role model all my life, I feel strong when I see your smile. Don't leave Tika. I beg you to accompany Tika, until both of your grandchildren are born. They want to feel the warm embrace of your hand. Hands that once cared for their mothers. The sincerity you once gave Tika."

"Darling, my mother didn't come to go. Mother will accompany you, until mother sees the daughter and granddaughter of the mother survived. You won't stay away from you!"

"Mother, thank you mother!" I said, I hugged the body of a mother who gave her affection to me.

Mother has great friends. Now I will fight with my mother. I will give my life to the love of my mother and her friends. I saw Mas Agam standing by the door.

"Mas Agam!" my bro, he looked at me. Mas Agam came closer to me, he held my belly which was bulging.

"Darling, now we're a little quiet. Mother is among us, her affection will take care of you and our children." he said, I nodded slowly.

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