Devotion of Love

Determination Day

Ever since my mother came, my heart has been a little calm. My anxiety disappeared with Nissa's mother's affection. The mother I have always longed for, in my every pain. Mother Nissa, the mother who always loved me sincerely. For the sake of my health and the fruits of my heart, my mother asked for the help of her friends. Even mom called Steven, a surgeon who lives abroad.

To be honest I can clearly see the anxiety in your eyes. But the mother does not want to see me restless, so the mother covers her anxiety by always smiling at me. Simply by looking at her smile, I can already be very calm.

Mother called all her friends to help me deliver. This morning, Dr. Rina will be monitoring my condition. He will be working with doctor Fia. Every step that will be taken will be coordinated with the mother. Only one priority is my mother's safety and health and my baby's.

"Nissa, I have something to say to you and Agam! We can talk in the room doctor Fia." said doctor Rina, mother nodded slowly. He looked at me, then blinked those two beautiful eyes that always looked at me full of shoes dear. A gesture that says, all will be well.

"Mas Dimas, I'm tipping Tika. I need to talk to Rina and Fia about Tika's condition. Don't leave him alone." said Mother, papa nodded. Papa always follows the words of mother. Not afraid of, but more appreciative of all his decisions. For in every decision of the mother, always think of our goodness not her.

"Darling, do your best for our daughter. Tika always believed in you. I'm sure your affection can make him excited."

"Mas Dimas don't worry, I'll do my best for him. I'll try my hardest, I won't let anything happen to Tika. We must try, for the end result we can only surrender and surrender."

"Darling, everything will be fine. Your faith as a mother, will make our Tika excited. The sincerity of Agam's love for Tika, will always strengthen her."

"All right, I'll go first. Mas Dimas take care of Tika, maybe Steven will come soon. He will be monitoring the operation!" pamit mama, papa nodded slowly.

"Mother!" call me weak.

"Dear, we'll fight together. Mother will fight to save you. You will fight for both of your hearts. Believe in the love of a mother, who will be willing to fight anything for the happiness of her son. Mother will do anything for you, beautiful girl mother. Tika will survive for the sake of, the two tiny babies who will be born. Dear spirit, there is a mother beside you!" said mother softly, she gently stroked my hair. Then kissing my forehead for long, I felt warm and calm. The heartfelt kiss of a mother, who has always been my role model.

I stared at my mother's back and mas Agam came out of my room. In their hands a great decision will be made. Decision for a new life both my children. Deliberately papa did not join the mother, because the mother always told papa. That I need his sturdy hand, as a handle when I'm sick. Growing up papa, I need as a backrest when tired of lying down.

"Papa, thank you for being there at the hardest time. Papa's presence made me realize, that forever I need your support. My mother and father are facing this test!"

"Tika, if we are your strength. Why are you covering up this big matter from us? If Doctor Fia hadn't asked your condition to Dr. Rina. Until whenever papa and mom won't know the truth?"

"I'm sorry Tika, papa! I deliberately cover this reality, because I do not want to see papa and mother worried. I'm sure I can get through this on my own. It turns out I was wrong, I was weak and needed support from my mother!"

"Darling, do you know? If you faint, when Dr. Rina tells you about your condition. Mother came here in a weak condition, but papa was surprised to see your mother now! She looks so healthy, for the sake of wanting to help her beautiful girl!"

"Papa, what's sick? Why keep forcing me to come here?" i'm anxious.

"Your mother was just shocked, hearing your condition. But after my father invited him here. Your mother is instantly healthy, you can see for yourself."

"Papa's right, you're strong for me. I also have to be strong for my two sons. Mommy is able to give birth and care for Dalfa and Dalfi, without the help of anyone? I also have to be able to survive, with my mother's cold hands!"

In the room of doctor Fia, already gathered mother and some friends. Dr. Rina as an obstetrician, Dr. Steven as a surgical specialist, and Fia doctor who has been caring for and caring for me.

"Nissa, I won't say much! Tonight too, we will have Tika's labor surgery. I've seen the worst risk, if we keep waiting for another week."

"Doctor Rina, is that harmless to both babies Tika? If the birth is before the day, to my knowledge the condition of baby Tika is also not stable!"

"Nissa, Tika's two babies are fine. If we do the surgery immediately. Because Tika's amniotic fluid is starting to dry up and blue. It can cause poisoning for both babies. But accelerated surgery, poses another risk!"

"Another risk, what do you mean?"

"Nissa, the surgery is done later tonight. Will cause damage to Tika's uterus. The damage can be fatal death, at least Tika will be difficult to have a baby again!" steven said, Agam looked down his body felt weak. The dreaded day was in sight. The day she had to choose Tika or the baby.

"Steven, you're losing your mind. Asking me to agree to an operation that might be fatal to Tika. Is there no other way? , which is much better than this" said Nissa.

"Nissa, this operation is likely to succeed there. Because the physical condition and metal Tika very good. You have to remember, healing will be faster if the patient is sure of his recovery." said Steven, I nodded to confirm Steven's words.

"Girl, it's up to you. If you agree with their beliefs. Now you decide whether or not to operate tonight."

"Mother, do whatever is best for Tika. Since the beginning of pregnancy, Tika is ready with all the risks that may occur. Our struggle has gone so far, it is impossible for us to give up. We are confident after the effort we have made. There will be the best results. Perform the operation as soon as possible. All the results we've submitted to his terms."

"Alright Agam, if you are sure. Mommy will ask them to have surgery later tonight. I hope everything will be okay!"

"Doctor Rina, do as you advise! Save my daughter and my two grandchildren!"

"I'll try as I can!"

"Thank you all!" I said politely, the team of doctors who will handle Tika nodded slowly. Tonight will be the night of determination for me and my two babies. My role model mother will be my greatest strength.

"Dear, fight for both of our children!" inner Agam.

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