Devotion of Love

City Parks That Night

"Doctor Hanna!"

"You, what are you doing here? I guess a CEO has no interest in this place!" hanna said coldly to Hafidz.

Hanna stood up leaving Hafidz. Continue the work he has done since. Hafidz smiled looking at Hanna. The tenderness of Hanna's heart could no longer be covered. The harder Hanna shut her heart, the harder Hafidz wanted to open it.

"He came with me!" sahut Arkan, Hanna turned her head while pursing her lips. Hanna is upset to see Arkan bring Hafidz. But he could not get angry at Arkan. Hanna appreciates Arkan and Aura very much.

"Sir Arkan is not fun!" sahut Hanna relaxed, then passed away from Arkan. Leaving the smiling Arkan looking at Hanna's annoyance. Aura patted Arkan's shoulder gently, hoping Arkan would not tease Hanna again.

Hanna walked further and further into the city park. A park not far from his house. Sometimes Hanna comes on foot. But more often use the car. The park is located in the middle between his house and Tika. A place that made him feel close to his parents. Without having to choose one of them.

Hanna carries a basket of cat food.Hanna to the safest place to put the manakan. Almost every day Hanna would come to this place. Feed the wild cats. Even Hanna deliberately asked someone to feed her every day. If he can't come visit them.

Meow Meow Meow

One by one the cats approached Hanna. Realizing the arrival of Hanna who was carrying food. Hafidz followed in Hanna's footsteps without asking much. Arkan deliberately invited Hafidz. In order for Hafidz to know the soft nature, as well as the wound that Hanna covered. Although the two will not be together. Arkan wants to make the two make friends. It was time for Hanna to open up, not continue to hide behind fifteen-year-old wounds.

"Sir Arkan, why is Hanna so cold to every man? I saw that Hanna never felt comfortable being next to those who loved her. If you don't mind, I want to know the reason. I want to get to know my sister Hanna from her tears, not just her smile!" aura said softly, while leaning on Arkan's shoulder.

The two stared at Hanna and Hafidz who were in the middle of the garden. Hanna who kept ignoring Hafidz's attention. Instead Hafidz kept trying to convince Hanna of what it was like. I heard Arkan's long breath. Marking the reason he said was not easy. Aura tightly grasped Arkan. Gave encouragement to her beloved husband.

"Hanna, lost her cheerfulness because of me and mama. Hanna felt betrayed by our departure, fifteen years ago. Hanna feels lonely without mom's affection. Papa educates Hanna with treasure. Hope Hanna won't be sad. If he does everything he wants. But papa's guess was wrong. Hanna's getting cold and lonely. The wound grew even more, when Hanna had to live with papa's second wife!"

"What is it that makes Hanna not believe in love?"

"You were right, Hanna was afraid of being betrayed again. He feels comfortable without love. He doesn't want any other Hanna in his life. A child who has to choose between two parents?" arkan said softly, Aura he stared fixedly at Arkan. The wound he accidentally opened.

"Sorry!"

"No need, you should know all that. A wife is like a book to her husband. The place devotes all grievances. A place to share joy and sorrow. I should be the one to thank. You have accepted my family, good and bad!"

"I not only accept them, I love and love them. Because the real brother and them are one. I cannot love half of my heart. My surrogate brother now, they're heaven and everything to my brother. I will try to be a good son-in-law and brother-in-law. Lead me and remind me if I'm ever inattentive. So that I can forever be a part of your life!" aura said soft and warm. Arkan nodded as he rubbed Aura's head covered in hijab.

Cup

"I'm not wrong to judge you, thank you for being born safe. Your ribs will strengthen my every weak move!" sahut Arkan, shortly after peeping the friendly Aura.

Aura nodded while leaning on Arkan's shoulder. The warmth of Arkan leaves a great joy in the heart of Aura. Simple but full of sincerity and honesty of heart. Happiness that was never planned, but became the most beautiful memories.

"Is there a special reason, brother deliberately brought Kak Hafidz closer to Hanna!" aura said, Arkan shook his head weakly.

"I just want to find a friend for Hanna. He needs a friend who knows his wounds. Hafidz saw the dark side, but Hafidz was still convinced of the taste. Hanna's needed companion is more than a priest!" sahut Arkan, Aura nods affirming Arkan's words. The two stared straight at Hanna and Hafidz stood up.

"If you love me, like you love those little cats. It feels so complete my life!" hafidz said, right next to Hanna.

Hanna did not flinch from hearing Hafidz's words. Hanna pretended not to hear Hafidz. Hanna was busy feeding the cats that were in front of her. It was as if Hafidz was not beside him. An indifferent attitude that makes Hafidz more interested in getting to know Hanna. Makes Hanna complement her missing ribs.

"Cat, willing not to switch places with me. I also want to feel the caress of that delicate hand!" said Hafidz loudly, Hanna bowed with laughter. Hafidz's words sounded strange in Hanna's ears.

"I can finally make you laugh!"

"I don't laugh, when do I laugh?" sahut Hanna was upset and sniffed.

Hafidz crouched right beside Hanna. He stroked the gray-colored cat in front of him. Hanna glanced at Hafidz. He saw Hafidz stroking the head of the sweet cat beside him. Hanna slightly moved away, so that the cat's fur would not smell her nose. But it's too late for Hanna. The wind carried the delicate fur of the fallen cat touching his nose.

Haaaaciiimmmm

"Are you okay?" said Hafidz anxiously, he was about to touch Hanna's face.

Haaaaccccciiimmmm Haaaacciiimmm

"Hanna you!"

"Stop, stay away from me. I'm allergic to cat dander!" hanna said as she closed her nose.

"Who said I can't do it? All this time I've been fine. You're the one who stroked the cat's head too hard. So that the feathers fly!" hanna said annoyed, Hafidz shook his head in disbelief.

"Why do you love them? If you knew it would hurt!"

"Because they accidentally hurt me. It's different when I love humans. They hurt me consciously, because they have a perfect heart and sense. They have always been loyal to me. They won't leave me for someone else!"

"Hanna, you love them, you love me so much. They are animals that will be loyal to their masters. While the taste between us, the love of two human beings. Your principles aren't wrong, but the doubts you're saying are unfair!"

"It's not fair, who am I doing unfair to?" hanna said in wonder.

"My face!"

"Why should I be fair to you? I didn't say anything bad about you. I felt you were weird for a long time. A CEO like you should be firm and wise. Why do I feel you are weak?"

"You ignore my race, because the past is not necessarily going to happen in our future. You ignored even doubted the loyalty I promised. Just because you feel those cats are so much more loyal than me!"

"You don't know me, you'll never know me. My past, not only makes me doubt your race. But it scared me of pain!"

"At least once you look at me. I will not promise, but I will do so with all my heart. Happy is the reason for my life!" hafidz said firmly, Hanna looked up at the dark sky. As cold and as heart.

"Sister Hafidz, I'm too cold. Don't come near me again. Otherwise your body will freeze and stiff feel the coldness of my heart!" hanna lirih.

"But really want to know you!"

"Thank you, but I'm afraid to know you. The rejection you received, you never wanted me to feel. Bitter separated from loved ones, like a papa away from mama. Never wanted me to experience. You have to choose between mom or dad. I never wanted to feel for my son. Maybe your love is sincere, but my fear is real!"

"Hanna, the past exists as memories and experiences. Not a barrier to our future. It would be unfair if you would judge me the same as Mr. Agam. Or my parents, same as your grandparents. You should be able to look into the future, not keep looking at the past!" sahut Hafidz sage, Hanna looked down at the ground where he stood.

Huuufff

"Why do you keep forcing me?"

"Because I'm sure of you!" sahut Hafidz, Hanna shook her head weakly.

"Well, I want to know how much you believe in me!" hanna said, Hafidz nodded without hesitation. Arkan and Aura kept watch over Hanna and Hafidz. Both are curious about the end of the Hanna and Hafidz debate.

"If I don't love you, would you still want to marry me!"

"I will marry you, even if your love is not for me or you don't love me. As long as you are willing to marry me!"

"Why?"

"The love and warmth of my love, which will overcome the coldness and stiffness of your heart!" sahut Hafidz.

"If I refuse to have children? Will you marry me!"

"I'm marrying you not just to have offspring. You are my wife and my ribs. Not a tool to print my family's successor!"

"If your parents reject my presence, will you marry me!"

"I'm not going to marry you!" sahut Hafidz while looking down. Hafidz's voice sounded muffled, as if Hanna's question had made her sad.

"Why?"

"Because I don't want to make you, an unappreciated daughter-in-law. I married you to make you happy. Not to hurt you and cry. I won't be able to see you insulted by my parents. I'd rather be ruined than see you hurt by the people closest to me!" said Hafidz Pilu, Hanna nodded with a smile. As if his one doubt would be Hafidz extinct one.

"If you had to...?" hanna was cut off when Hafidz placed her index finger right in the middle of Hanna's lips. Hafidz shook his head slowly. Hope Hanna doesn't say what she wants.

"Just Hanna, I can't hear it anymore. Don't ever ask me to choose between you and my parents. I really can't choose!"

"Then take me to see your parents. We'll prove, your trust or my doubt will happen!"