Dating Contract

CHAPTER 83: THE ANXIETY

My eyes opened, I wiped my tears, after a good dream.

Mom smiled at me in a dream, but I don't remember my face.

Must be the Mother of Heaven happy because of my marriage. Lala kangen mom. Lala wants to see Mom once. If you're alive, you'll hug me longer than Aunt Rumi. Why aunt Rumi's hug is so soothing. My heart hurts so much to endure this miss Mother. Dad also looks missed Mom, every time I mention Mom must be the father immediately silent.

Buck. I was shocked because Kevin's hand grabbed me. I turned. I see Kevin's still asleep. I put Kevin's hand in front of his stomach. I pressed Kevin's biceps repeatedly.

"It's so hard. I want to have muscles like this."

I remember what Richie said.

There's no way Kevin's out for the night to meet a girl. I really wanted to cry just by imagining it.

"No! I'm sure you won't be like that."

But the artists of yesterday were very beautiful and her body was very sexy. It is impossible for men not to be tempted by his shyness, it could be ...

It sucks because of Richie I think no.

Everyone likes Kevin. It used to be in Indonesia, Kevin's college friends were so brave to sway Kevin in public.

"God protect my husband from all bullies."

The clock shows half six in the morning. Usually I'm cold but this time I'm not, with Kevin he always gives me warmth.

But my body hurts all, especially my core.

"Flat."

It hurt so much last night. It only goes in half. Once inside all, my stomach is very linu. I tried to hide it, but she knew she didn't end up putting it all in. I'm so embarrassed.

Are all men that big, are women not in pain?

But why don't I know when Johan stained me. Is it because I take flu medicine up to two tablets? then I didn't realize? or because I just slept for a while?

Why am I so much of a mind !!

I got rid of the hair boy covering Kevin's eyes, I played his nose. He looks very peaceful in his sleep.

Kevin's cheeks were so soft and bright, I touched his lips and he bit me.

"Aghhh!"

I grimaced, and she smiled and opened her blue-ocean eyes.

"Sweet one," I said. Kevin tickled my finger with his hot, sticky tongue.

"Wake up from when?" I asked, and then he took a bite out.

"When you praise my biceps, do you admire this body so much, Babe?" kevin asked, he smiled mischievously.

"Hm," I looked up, my face warmed up,

"Have you heard all my words?" I'm so embarrassed.

Kevin made his muscular arms as my neck pads, "Too much do you think of huh!?" kevin's corner was ripping through my hair.

"Any Kevin!" I tidied up my disheveled hair.

"Lala .." call Kevin with my eyes.

"Hm?"

"Am I a special place in your heart?" kevin asked, his face turned dark.

"Kevin, do you doubt me?"

"Because you have Johan's daughters. Did you ever think you'd live with her for your daughters?"

"See what you think, that far? isn't it clear I've been living with you, do you think I'm messing with this marriage Kevin."

He was putting on a dark face. What exactly was he thinking?

"You don't know, when you first met you, you were looking deeply at me, I never dated, so I thought that look was a sign of your interest" I said.

I'm laughing a little.

"-miris, I was overconfident, in the end I knew the origin of that gaze because of your broken heart. I still remember it. That look can never be lost from my memory. Although, every time we meet ..always all the topics about your story with Samantha, but it can not eliminate the strange vibe in my heart, although at that time I was a little jealous and wondered why I was not the one who became Samantha, surely I would be happy," I said.

"But fate said something else back then, I guess you had a little bit of pity because our friendship was never a problem, I had no meaning in your eyes," I said.

"Until you were so determined to send me to a demon, the pain still came to haunt me, the disappointment continued to haunt my sleep.

"But Kevin, I can't lie .. I realize I think I'm more afraid when you stay away .." I replied with eyes that had already condensed.

"I'm ashamed of what I've done" Kevin said.

"Don't hide hate and love. Tell me everything you feel. I'm going to try to change all my behavior" Kevin said, which sounds very deep to me.

"But if one day I make a big mistake. Can you forgive him?" ask Kevin.

I was silent, what did your question mean Kevin, as if you made a mistake I can't forgive.

Is it about illegal things you do or worse, why this question of yours adds to my anxiety.

"Depends .." I answered while looking at Kevin and he looked disappointed at my answer.

He held me for a long time and then lifted me into the bathroom. I'm so ashamed, because there's not a piece of cloth in our way, it's still foreign.

An hour later, I walked on foot to the dresser.

"Do you need a wheelchair, Babe?"

"No, it's a shame .. what later they think..."

"What do they think?"

"Ah they know it's our first night, so what else do they think, other than seeing me exhausted from you beating me."

Kevin laughed and pissed me off instead of playing. My energy, which had recovered when I woke up, was drained Kevin when we took a shower, and it stopped because I started to stagger.

I looked at the clock, it turned out we were two hours in the bathroom. It's insanity.

"Let's go, baby, we're late" I said, putting on my morning cream, hair toner, and thin lipstick. My face looks so bright .. like a royal princess, is this beauty because s*x is what people say?

I helped Kevin put on his shirt and tie. Geez he looks so radiant. Kevin's lips are getting pink.

The waiter opened the dining room door, after saluting.

I strengthened my grip on Kevin's hand.

Alen's father, Om Anton, Mama Sheril, they smiled at us.

I could see the eyes of Mas Luca who looked so sad, what was wrong with him, why he showed his jealousy so clearly.

I walk.

"The newlyweds .." said Fabio making me blush, Mama Sheril patted Fabio on the cheek because of his words.

The butler pulled Kevin's chair. He's sitting on the edge, Kevin looks very lux.

But the aura of Luca on my left feels so strong.

Alen's father sits on Luca's left side. Why doesn't Father Alen just sit on my left! I was so awkward because Luca seemed to be watching me.

We ate warmly that morning, unlike before marriage. Now the atmosphere is more melted, we chat a few things, fabio is good at melting the atmosphere. Alen's father also seemed familiar with Luca's mas.

Luca's hand was holding me under the table. I'm jumped. I let go but Luca clasped tightly. Rigid face.

"Are you okay, my wife?" kevin looked at me sharply. But a second later he turned to look at Luca.

"I'm fine" I said with a slight smile.

"Susu, my wife," said Kevin softly.

"Okay, I'll pour it. I slightly slanted left, glaring sharply at Luca, and he let go of his grasp.

" Does Alen's dad want some more milk?" my many.

"Can, son ..."

I went and poured Kevin milk and then for Dad. And when I'm gonna put it down.

"Sister-in-law, me too," said Luca immediately gave his empty glass. I glanced at Kevin, he was silent, I couldn't guess, but I knew for sure Kevin was watching me. I poured on Luca's glass quickly.

"Thank you sister-in-law."

Parker whispered to Kevin.

"There's an urgent matter, please continue your breakfast."

I put a pot of milk on the table. Kevin kissed my forehead, then he passed. I looked at his virginity. That important, huh?

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