
- POV LALA
I was brought in a large chamber with many stenless bulkheads. The light flashed brighter as I came, I was inserted into one of the bulkheads that was opened with an electric lock.
“What is this?” I said as I was pushed into the bulkhead, and I looked down because the room was narrow and short, to stand alone could not, and they closed the door making it instantly dark, the sound of their shoes drifting away and the minimal light was less like the light from a lantern.
I cried, filled my life.
“Lala? Is that you?”ask for a voice that feels not far away.
My cry stopped for a moment not believing my hearing.
“Babe it's you? It's me BABE!” shouted again.
“KEVIN? THAT YOU? ARE YOU OKAY?”
“Yes I'm fine, don't shout, your energy will quickly run out.”
“Why are you going to kill him, you know who he is, good thing you are safe dear.”
“He dared to touch you, screw you up. Which husband will just be quiet, Babe.”
We were silent for a moment, I leaned against the wall on the right side, as long as Kevin's voice came.
“Where are the kids?” ask him with a trembling voice.
“They just came back from Antarctica, and have already returned to college. I haven't heard from Parker and Alen's dad, by the way, honey. Where are they going?”
Kevin was silent for a long time without answering me.
“Darling it's all because of me, right, you and Richie being like this. Let's part, I'm tired as this continues,”my words with a choked voice, with tears in their eyes.
“YOU SPEAK WHAT? DON'T SAY THAT AGAIN. Don't you love me anymore, BABE?” he answered with a trembling voice.
“I WANT TO SPLIT POINT!” I scream in tears.
“WHY? Is it because I'm going to see Bella? Don't you take it because I'm going to see my son? Don't you accept what my life is, BABE? YOU DON'T LOVE ME!”
My heart is throbbing I hate this situation, My mind is too tired. Richie's men nearly kill Kevin when Richie is declared medically dead. It was getting dark in my world, I couldn't imagine Kevin's death. I wish there was a miracle Richie could come back to life. And that's when I pledge, if Richie lives again, I'll let Kevin go. I don't want to be the reason Kevin's in danger anymore. I promise to stay away from Kevin's life. I'm more unprepared to see Kevin lose his life just because of me. I'mtired.
“WHY DIDN'T YOU ANSWER, SO THIS IS BECAUSE OF BELLA? AND YOU DON'T LOVE ME.”
“YA I NEVER LOVED YOU. I JUST PRETENDED –PURA DURING THIS_”
I cried withholding my cry, my tears continued, I could no longer continue my sentence. I wiped my snot that kept flowing so Kevin wouldn't hear as much as I wanted to.
“DON'T SAY THAT AGAIN I BEG,BABE HHUHHHHHHH,” he said in his loud cry.
I never even heard him cry. Kevin's cry that seemed to not believe my words, his cry was so shrill that it made me sick. I was confused why I asked to split? But I don't want to get him in trouble again because of me.
“KEVIN ! REALIZE, I WANT TO MARRY YOU FOR BEING FORCED, BECAUSE YOU FORCED ME, BECAUSE YOU ALSO FORCED MY FATHER TO SIGN A CONTRACT SO THAT DAD WOULD MARRY ME TO YOU. THEN I ASKED WHERE CAN I LOVE YOU?”
“NHH FROM WHERE DO YOU KNOW THE AGREEMENT? OH DAD-IN-LAW THAT STORY? LET ME TELL YOU, I DID IT TO KEEP ALEN FROM GOING ANYWHERE. DO YOU KNOW WHY? ONLY THEN WILL I LIMIT HIS MOVEMENTS, EVEN THE PEOPLE WHO ARE AFTER ALEN CANNOT BOTHER HIM.”
I was so tired, my heart was so tired, I never thought the debate would be this painful. My body that sat leaning back seemed to have no more strength. “I can't believe your words, bullshit! my father has no enemies. From the beginning I was so stupid I believed you, I just wanted to marry you because of the lure of father's security, even though you were twisting my father right?” my story cornered Kevin.
I don't even believe what comes out of my mouth, so evil are my words to the man who always protected me and my father. I hate myself. I couldn't hurt him any further. No ! I need to get away from him! This is the best now!
“AS MUCH AS YOU BABE, YOU'RE JUST LOOKING FOR EXCUSES. I DON'T WANT TO TAKE OFF. EVEN TO DEATHPUN,” his screams in a stifled sob. "Even we will have another baby, you may say so, BABE.." - Kevin shrieked in a choked voice.
“I HAVE KISSED JOHAN'S LIPS, I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO FEELINGS FOR YOU. SO, END IT RIGHT NOW, I'M SICK OF OUR RELATIONSHIP_”
“I DON'T CARE BABE!!!! I DON'T GIVE A SHIT! QUIET!!!!” kevin snapped in a voice full of vibrations, it sounded very scary, I knew he was already very angry. “I don't care how much you hurt me. I don’t care, Babe HUHHH Hah!!”
BUGH!!! BUGH!!!! BUGH!!!
“WHY CAN'T YOU LOVE ME? WHY CAN'T I GET YOUR LOVE! EVEN FOR ALL THIS TIME BABE!”
BUGH!BUGH!
That fist sound was so scary and echoed in my room, I'm sure Kevin was in the next room. My back attached to the stenlel felt the vibration of Kevin's punch.
‘Don't be so dear! You're gonna hurt your hand! Why don't you make it easy!’ my mind was so angry and angry at myself. I've almost gone crazy because of this situation I hate the most. I don't want this, I really don't want this.’WHY DID I HURT KEVIN! I CAN'T! I CAN'T!’
I shook my head, ‘I MUST BE ABLE! I SHOULD BE ABLE TO!’ I hit my head not feeling the pain in my head. My head was so dizzy, the room around me was spinning.
“babe.. Babe...” the voice drifted more and more inaudible as I began to feel dazed.
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