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Recently Lala, made plans to be with Bella, and to her it seemed that nothing could stop her and nothing could separate her.
The coffin was restrained and carefully lowered into the desolate cold hole. Loneliness ... Lala wants to know if Bella might not be lonely at all? Silly thinking.
Sarah's mother, Mas Aris, Edrick, Johan, Luca stood nearby, where Lala could barely hold back her tears and stood on her feet, sobbing and, with Richie's help, she said, approaching a deep hole, but at the same time not.
Bending down, Lala picked up a handful of soil and took a trembling breath.
"Rest in peace, my friend," whispered Lala, and threw the earth into the coffin.
Still, unable to hold back her emotions, Lala turned around and immersed herself in the chest of her future husband, and the man smiled warmly but sadly at her.
Lala couldn't take a step. Lala did not feel like breathing anymore. He could no longer live even exist as an inanimate object. Lala felt like she was dead inside.
"Come, baby, go."
Richie's voice rang out right above his ears, then Richie helped him step up.
Another step and he almost fell in the hole itself. Holding Richie's hand to shore up, Lala crouched down and picked up the cold ground. Dry and black, like his heart.
He stretched out his hand and opened his fingers so that the ground fell on the lid of the wine-red coffin. Lala needs to say something, but she can't.
Lala still can't believe, that, Bella isn't there anymore.
It seems like, it's kind of a nightmare and Lala will wake up .. or she will have to wake up, because she misses Bella's hand that always hugs and warms her up.
Bella's voice tells a different story and some kind of nonsense.
Lala wanted to get up and run away from this place that smelled of death and pain, but Lala couldn't ... The woman had no power to wake up. Wanted to cry or fight hysterically, but to no avail, as she left all the tears in which Bella stopped breathing.
The pregnant woman felt like a doll. Damaged and thrown into the trash. It seemed, he no longer had the strength to live.
"Honey, don't sit on the ground, you can't" Richie said, helping Lala stand up.
However, it seemed like Lala's body was against him, her head was swimming sharply, and Lala's eyes were darkened. The solid ground was left from underfoot and reality was lost in silence. But before she actually plunged into the darkness, Lala swore, that she heard the voice of her lover.
"Rise Lala, Bella must not want to see you like this."
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"Honey, it's been a week and Bella's been quiet there. Didn't you see me here? don't keep drowning, baby." Richie put Lala's hair behind her ears. But the woman continued to be pensive, in front - a flamingtv - leaning against the wall of the bedroom, as if it had no support bones and looked lackluster.
"Even you don't want to go to my house, our house, just to see it, until when are you going to lock yourself up in this little house? the neighbors came, you didn't answer their questions, did I need to take you to Cambridge?"
Lala shook her head reluctantly, a skirt that Richie could barely catch. He looked at Vino who was playing on the floor covered with a cork carpet. To just visit the waterboom office which is very near its location, Lala felt unable because it was as if she was trapped in a dark vacuum.
Even before Bella's death, she was very excited to know the development of her business. However, now, by sitting in the living room, staring back and forth the bus group that must have gone to the waterboom already represents his curiosity.
Apparently, Kevin also had no intention of visiting Bella's grave, even though her ex-husband shot Bella in the shoulder. He was told by Ivy via video call that his papa kept him confined to a room in Cambridge with the occasional doctor coming to visit.
And during that time anyway, Kevin who is usually eager to make video calls with Vino until this moment has not been contacted.
Though Vino kept calling her papa, it seemed that her son was longing for the papah. Lala's calls and messages were not responded to, even though Kevin's phone was active, including Parker and the butler did not respond. He doesn't know what Kevin is going through so much about dealing with doctors.
Lala felt Richie's hesitant voice. "I'm not alone, Amber and Lydia come every night.
"Mas, don't worry, huh? there's Sasha, Ella, Johan and Luca. I'll stay here waiting for Edric, I promised him I'd visit some places with Edric, after he's from his grandmother's place."
"Honey, if you want, come with me for a few days, or at least stay in the big house next to the hospital, it's safer there. Or let Jefri send Edric back to Cambridge."
"Mas, this is my home, I'm comfortable here for now." Lala throws her head over Richie's shoulder. "I want to restore my strength, so another month can already focus on our wedding day."
"Do you need to, I set your healing schedule to do it at home?" Despite trying to heal trauma for the lover, but Richie still felt anxious. Moreover, Lala continues to blame herself for the death of her best friend.
The man did not want if later it would be a prolonged trauma that torments the psychic of his future wife. Moreover, Lala does not want to be open to what is thought and felt.
"I'll be a consul's session in the hospital, ma'am." Comfortable with the embrace of Riche's left hand encircling her chest
"Remember our baby, Risaa. Please don't torture yourself just because of everything around. We have to keep moving forward and focus more on our home life. Can I dream of having a happy family?" Richie stroked his arm and kissed Lala's hair. "And I love you."
"We're building it." Lala turned to face Richie, with her hands rubbing the bride's cheeks. "I love you too, mom." Replying to the man's warm smile with two gentle kisses on Richie's chin.
Lala's heart began to warm up and look better after welcoming the lover's lighthearted kiss even it became the longest ciu.man literally ten minutes, and just a little..man and the embrace of affection that Lala felt strengthened her heart and restored her consciousness that from yesterday seemed blurred.
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The days after Richie left for Moscow. Lala with a fickle emotion cried, laughed bitterly, angry when alone, not getting rid of the fact that her soul was completely shaken.
A call came from Kevin as the phone vibrated on the park table. Now Lala was so afraid to connect, that she just stared blankly, occasionally bitterly reading a chat from Kevin who suddenly came to berondongi and Lala did not intend to answer it.
"God!!!!"
"Johan?" Lala frowned, looking at the tall someone who had appeared from the door of the house. The new house, two floors of Johan's, from last night he stayed here rooming with Lydia and Amber.
"What did you bring?" Lala could not help but smile and suddenly her smile faded as she regained consciousness Johan tipped the cat basket. "Whose's it?"
"Lydia decided to buy this, we'll see if your daughter can take care of this." Johan placed the basket on the garden table and sat down to observe the fat-looking gray cat.
"Look," pulled the cat basket and peeked, "yes, God is so cute, it's nervous, and where's Lydia?"
Lala looked at the male companion who was looking intensely. "Johan?"
"Lydia was picking up the package at the shipping agency. He took it for you, La."
"Take what?"
"Your daughter designed a red cocktail dress, and it made her debut at London fashion Week, when you kidnapped Ars."
"Yes, he's telling me." Lala opened the white box door, as the man raised his eyebrows and smiled sweetly.
"My company attended the wedding invitation, huh? and put on that dress."
"When?" Lala took the cat into her lap. "Yes, the spoiled empus banged." He found the cat's neck supported on his elbow like a baby.
Johan leaned over to stroke the cat's soft fur and accidentally touched Lala's hand and made her heart flutter, smiling more, "later night."