Dating Contract

CHAPTER 110: HUH !

- POV Lala

After Inem got ready, he took me downstairs, meeting all of them who had gathered in the living room. Father-in-law, Luca, Kevin and Fabio. They were laughing because of the reallity show. It makes me really jealous of their togetherness. Even though I am now part of their family. Iri, I also miss Mom, miss the embrace of mother, mother who is now happy in heaven.

“It's done, Babe?” kevin asked as he walked up to me and rested, he kissed the back of my hand with tenderness. “I love you.”

‘Can you say I believe it? It was like a lie, my inner’. I'm probing trying to figure out the truth of what he said to the deep blue netra-that.

“I'm off to campus by noon, but I have to get to Guskov's. Sorry, can't keep you company,” said Kevin.

I nodded slowly, fretting began to come to me. My heart was getting uncomfortable and my mind kept thinking, and then always thinking badly of him.  I didn't expect a wedding like this.

My husband's attitude looks normal, his phone is also always lying around without being hidden. He looks like he has no secrets. However, the facts behind it are still hard for me to accept.  My mouth kept locked in front of Kevin. What my heart has died for, I am not ready for all this.

Kevin's warm embrace covers me, am I wrong if I want to be with Kevin to find baby gear. Or did Kevin do it with Bella. He was very attentive to Bella.

She wiped my tears.”why? I don't understand what's wrong with me, you keep quiet, Babe,”lirih he is. I couldn't accept why he was speaking so in front of them. They could have listened to this. I don't want it until they think our relationship is in trouble. I'm ashamed, I feel unworthy, I feel so shameful in front of them.

“Yes already, I have to go now, do you want to drop something?” ask her with her gentle look. She's too perfect for me, and again I feel unworthy of her. I shook my head and he kept looking at the watch, as if someone was waiting for him.

A gentle kiss landed on my lips, her warm breath sweeping my cheeks. He was so brave to play my tongue in front of them. I just stared blankly, until when was my husband patient with my condition. Will the patience run out and leave me, then choose to live with Bella.

It's been three months, he hasn't shown any signs of desire, or he's with Bella. He just held me in his sleep, didn't he want me. Or because I looked so crazy in her eyes, that she didn't want me anymore.

“Don't daydream a lot, we'll be parents, spirit yes, yes already ..I walk, see you,” said Kevin, his two hands holding my face and peeling a lot in my face, until I had trouble breathing. Then he left followed by Parker and four other bodyguards.

Sheril gets up from the leather couch, removing Papa's head and Luca's leaning on Sheril's shoulder. She was so ayu, her fair complexion, wavy hair, wavy eyelashes, her clothes were always fashionable and polite. He kissed Anton's father, just before pulling Luca's hand.

“I don't want to come,” whine Luca to Sheril, I saw the unusual sight. Luca always looks childish in front of Sheril, but so is the henchman in front of Anton.

“One day you will have children, so let's learn first. Help mama find supplies for your niece. You're the one driving,” Sheril said.

“Listen mamahmu, do not keep the office that you take care of. Quickly find a wife, or papa will find her?” reflect Anton, his eyes can not be separated from the TV.

“No need to papah! Nevermind! I'd rather go mamah than dengerin kultum papah, huh!”

Sheril turned the wheelchair around, I realized I was too weak for the doctors to let me walk so much, and I had to use a wheelchair all the time. My body began to feel uncomfortable, sore all, especially the legs, and waist. Even more difficult to sleep, I often can not sleep at night and can only sleep in the morning.

“Mah, just me,” said Luca, he finally pushed my wheelchair.

“Awhile, something is missing. You guys just wait in the car,” Sheril said she pulled away, and Luca started pushing my seat.

“Lala until when do you want to keep quiet? I'm not here long. So I was hoping to hear your voice before returning to New York.”

We went through the door and the guards, to the car that was ready. Luca led me to the front seat, helped me with the safety belt, he was too close, until the perfume that Luca was wearing immediately greeted my nose.

Seen in the left rearview mirror, the guard wheelchairs into another car.

Luca laughed, what he thought was funny, his hands then tuned the music, we waited for Sheril who had not yet entered.

“I miss your voice Lala. I want to know the problem or the sadness or whatever is in your mind and heart. If I can be honest, you look in pain, what do I think is wrong?” ask him while taking my hand. “We can not bury our own Lala, we will not be strong, because we are social creatures, do not burden yourself too much, you just need to share your problems.”

“Shut!!!” my screams couldn't hold him back, it felt so cornering to me.

“How do we know your problem, if you just silence ha!” snarl Luca, for the first time. No, it's not Luca's fault, I'm just uncomfortable. I'm getting dazed squeezing my fingers.

“I care about you! It's not you I know. If you're not happy with your marriage, tell me ! I'll take you and we live in New York!”

I held my sick forehead.

“Lala, why are you silent!?”ask him to pull my left hand so I don't hide my face.

“You have a problem with Kevin right? You hid it without Kevin knowing, right? Tell me what is it??”

“Let go of my hand!”my shout.

“No, before you answer it, what makes you so messed up? Look at your hand, you really, yeah, why hurt yourself? You didn't know? I love you, I let you with Kevin so you can get your happiness, but what is this? You even want to jump off the balcony are you crazy? You want to leave this world, then what about me??!!

“I accept you never want to see me, but I won't let you live like this.”

I couldn't digest what Luca said, too much stuff filled my head.

“The problem was looking for the solution instead of Lala, what is as difficult as it is just to open,” said Luca began to lower his voice and release the grip.

Black sling bag I carried into the lap, then twisted the silver hook plus shape . Chequek. I reached for hp between inserts, “It's not that simple as Luca mas, let me finish myself.”

“Kevin doesn't mess with you, does he?”

“Mas Luca knows for himself, Kevin doesn't like it.”

“What is he cheating on?”

DEG. I pegged and my body felt more limp instantly, “Ti-no.”

“Good, if not for that. If he cheats, I'll take you straight away.”

“Enough, I'll be forever with him! my heart is only for him. Don't corner me anymore!”

“HAh!” Luca sighed harshly, whereas I did not understand the direction of his thought path.

The HP with the pink casing was lit up after the sensor recognized its owner's index finger. TUT. I took a picture of myself with Kevin on my wedding day. Where it looks I can really smile loosely, emanating an aura full of happiness there. As if, no sadness came after it.

I wish I was as strong as Richie suggested.