
- POV Lala
"Daughter?" Johan growled, "I don't care, I'll get you."
I pulled the body to get away from Johan's embrace, I still don't trust him. How could he be in this town. So, I danced with her last night? It makes sense why everything feels familiar.
I lowered my eyes to blue sneakers, denim jeans, tight, short-sleeved shirts. Johan's body changes were perfectly formed. For two years what training did you do? the further up I found the warm eyes, which I longed for, "Johan Orion Abhimanyu."
Deep down in my soul was struck by despair. I started shaking violently. Fear replaces the attacks of anger and despair. I'm shaking when I'm just putting on my teeth."I hate seeing you. You remind me of Kevin-Kein
"But I'm not Kevin. I'm Johan, I won't be double, I won't do like him."
I let out a heavy sigh, the soul felt foggy and squeaky. "AAA-AAA!"I cried out a heart-rending quiver of despair, for at least a moment relieving the tearing pain from within, which was not regretful, not regretful, but fed on suffering and sorrow.
Like the breaking of a hard coconut shell, that was my heart all along. All that is restrained, what is hidden forced out of the inside, where else to expose the wound, yes to whom else, but Johan might be able to. The man always stood up for me.
Johan looked at me, standing in the background of the night, to the far left of the yellow lights of the restaurant compartments.
The wind blew away my hair, partly clinging to my wet cheeks that were united in sobs. I cried childishly.
"Remove all that binds you. Move your tiredness on me." Johan said with a pointed chest.
"I'm hard, it keeps haunting" that feeling of betrayal remains hard to get rid of, keeps coming uninvited.
Only with Johan can I open up without maintaining prestige. I can scold Johan as much as possible, he is ready to accept it even if it is not his fault. I can scream no matter if anyone hears it.
We were only one metre away and Johan seemed to have no intention of approaching.
Big tears broke and flowed down my cheeks. "KEVIN ASSHOLE!" The pain pinches, pulling somewhere under the ribs. My shoulders were trembling with heartbreaking sobs.
"I'm here! I'm here to come to me, Clarissa!!"
I saw Johan looking at me deeply as if sucking all the wounds from inside me, helping to bring out everything that was entangling me.
"Cleanup. Throw away anyone who weighs. And I'm here" he said, able to calm me down.
"Now, look at me without the frills of the past. Come hither. We-to the beginning, don't know each other." Johan opened both hands, "the hug of friendship," Johan's voice raspy.
"Do you want to walk with me down the night beach? Give me, Princess." Johan opened both hands for so long, until the waves alternated "Come over ... Princess, or the King of the beach will pick you up."
A lifeless languid smile, twitching at the corner of my lips. I wiped the tears, comforted Johan's smile, he was like a brother.If he was not a brother, and instead the father of my children.
"Be careful there are snakes around you." Johan murmured like on purpose, I shudder looking back, goosebumps swarming all over my nerves.
"Where!? a snake?" I looked back at him who was grinning. Shit, he pranked me.
"So? you don't want to hug me?" bargain he's still opening his hands. I walked past him, ignoring his hand.
We climbed the shore with our mouths locked, under the white light of the moon, my wet cheeks tickled by the sweep of the wind.
I looked up, covering Lara with my favorite view. Is there a thousand?Very Beautiful
BUKS!Johan bumped into me making me almost fall forward but Johan held it back, so I didn't fall.
"It's amazing." I look at the night sky. Look at the brightest stars. I promise I will forget this pain. I pledge.
Johan touched my shoulder "You can count the numbers?"
"No."
"There's two thousand."
"How do you know?"
He threw the fingers into my fingers while another hand was coiled around my back.
"Joe!" My body slammed backwards, he held my back.
"I don't know, I'm just guessing. Seems like much. But I believe that more stars are hiding in your eyes."
"Shameful don't tease me"
Johan's voice was hoarse, making me nervous, my face warmed up. "Don't overdo it."
Clutching Johan's arm, I didn't want to fall into the sand.
"How Long have you been strong to stay like this? Is your backbone strong?"ask her.
"My legs aren't that strong, help me stand up." My heart is like a drum, as well as Johan a handsome and charming man, I was afraid to fall into it.
"I'll make it strong. Let's get your hands off, let's get out."
My eyebrows are anchored slowly, "for what?"
"Trust me."
Taking off the handle, I held my hand in front of my chest, and Johan still held back with his left hand. "Close your eyes and relax" Johan tapped on the end of my shoulder."Take care of yourself."
For a long time I closed my eyes, relaxed my back, released all the weight and felt the warm circle of Johan's hands resting on my back. I was like on a swing. It's soothing.
"Lala," Johan rasped but was very outspoken.
Cheeks burned as Johan stroked my face with an attentive gaze. Dark eyes illuminated by billions of fireworks. Johan's smile is driving me crazy.
"Johan, please let go" I realized, as he leaned lower, I grabbed the edge of Johan's shirt, and Johan's other hand covered my lips.
"Stop. Wait for. Let me do it." Johan's voice was low, soft and hoarse.
I shook my head slowly and lowered my eyes to the sand so as not to meet Johan's eyes. He didn't stop, the burly hand grabbed my chin.
"Don't" said I choked her wild eyes.
Johan did not miss the opportunity to stroke my lips, the hard thumb pressed the lips, the position locked until I could do nothing.
From the touch of his thumb, I melted, and goosebumps ran through the body. Feeling Johan's heat. I tried to restore my sanity.
My glare and tears slid back as Johan closed his eyes, the hanging eyebrows were beautiful, the moonlight was obstructed by the head with the features of a hard jaw, the moonlight penetrated slightly at the end of his hair.
The wide lips began to open slightly, even the heat of the lips was coming out.
Johan's gusts burst into my face as the hot nose stuck and made my lips vibrate by an electric shock piercing and creeping all over my nerves, activating everything sensitive.
My face warmed up, my body reacted another way, "Richie," I said as my breath began to gasp with the nasal discharge, as our breaths continued to be swapped.
Johan's eyes, open sharply. I was able to catch a drastic change, like there were embers burning in his eyes.
The man clucked, his gaze turned sharp as if to gouge my eyes making my body tremble even more.
Johan licked and bit his own lips, pulled my waist roughly, he growled "Richie?"
Johan shakes my shoulder until it shakes, "Richie???" asked Johan once more, holding his voice that seemed like it was about to explode. Johan's nose twitched and he growled.
"Yes, Richie, we're close now." I squeezed my dress, it was a fact, I confirmed there would be Richie in my heart, maybe it hurt Johan, but the important thing now is that I am free without having to kiss. I was still trying to regulate my breath that had been held where my heart was still pounding fast I could not control.
While Johan turned cold as polar ice, the man furrowed his brows as if he did not believe my words. He pulled my wrist. And I didn't sound like I was following in his footsteps.
At the restaurant I saw him eating, he had ordered his favorite food. While Sasha left me both with Johan, reasoned to the bathroom but has not returned.
"Eat," he said flatly as he pushed the grilled fish comotan to the front of my mouth.
"But, I'm full-on Jo."
Johan's eyes were very cold, and it was scary to look him in the eye."Hm,"
Before, Johan had never acted like this, I did not dare to fight him, he was not the old Johan. I hurriedly devoured it.
It's just my feeling he touched my tongue. I looked down, my face warmed up, chewing softly, Johan's aura was now strong, he was very different...
Sipping crab claws, licking her lips full of orange sauce, she was very good looking.
I'm goosebumps. When Johan caught my gaze and looked back at 'different' while licking sensual thumbs covered with spices in a sharp view like a tiger. "Kitty, come with me to the hotel."