Dating Contract
CHAPTER 103: HUG
Unable to see Johan sitting in a wheelchair with an infusion in his hand, Lala's heart throbbed even more, "Jo, I have a special gift for you."
Lala's hand to the table, reaching for a book wrapped - a dried rose and waxed liquid.
Johan raised his eleven eyebrows, "Gift?"
Lala saw the entanglement, the excitement, all condensed into one look
"A-I'm going to be a father of two daughters? what's he like? is he going to work with me? will I teach him to do something, will he look at me, will I be a better father than I feel?"
"They welcome you, hold on, Jo."Lala carved out a smile, her hand grabbed Johan's hand and placed it on her stomach.
Johan felt the babies kicking, a few days ago, holding them so painfully. But this time it felt like a rocket out of the arms of the earth and it was the best feeling he had ever felt. Organs and tissues are being assembled into a small package that will one day look up to him and say, 'I love you, Dad.'
Johan was crying again, it was hard to describe him, because of the overwhelming emotion. 'I really want to be a good father. I want to raise girls who are involved with the world, who care about others, who dream and believe that they can achieve anything.
I want them to love their mother, have friends, and never have a hard day.
But I knew they would. I knew that they would be hurt, bruised, damaged. They will suffer a broken heart. They will make mistakes and they won't want to tell me about it. I can only hope that they will feel as they can. Or that they'll be able to talk to someone who cares for him like I do.
I have so many hopes and dreams, and yet, it has just begun. Sometime in the next month the time will come when they are no longer inside their mother, they will become real. I'll be able to hold it. I wish everything I feel now was just a pale shadow of the future as they run around, as they smile at me, or tell me I was wrong, or show me something I never knew about the world.
To be honest, I don't think I can explain how it feels. It feels like life itself. The ups and downs and the depth of the emotions that really gripped me and shook me like I had never felt. It made me feel small and helpless. So much love.' Johan's mind was mixed as his little babies kicked stronger as if they knew where he was.
"Are you happy Jo?
"You still asking that? thank you, I'm happy, feeling great" Johan said gently and a red streak spread between his cries.
"Johan's spirit, they can't wait to meet and hold you."
Johan wiped his face with his two hands excitedly, "I want to get involved ... will you guys allow me?"
In the corner of the room Kevin punched the wall, making his hand bleed. Richie who saw it approaching Kevin, he followed the direction of Kevin's eyes.Lala and Johan look so close. Richie stroked Johan's back. "You're amazing boy, how can you hide this. You have to be more straightforward so your wife knows. He's not a machine that can scan your dislike."
"What's it like to be so happy?"
"Why do you ask a virgin like me? weird."
"Come to them, you don't want to burn to death because of your fire, right" Richie said again.
"No, they need time."
"You're not afraid of Lala being lulled? Be a gentleman, go to him," said Richie, he sighed feeling the stupidity of the young man in front of him. "Are you facilitating their relationship getting closer? ck! she's your wife, bro. Acting like a husband," said Richie annoyed and encouraged Kevin, until Lala and Johan saw the arrival of Kevin. Richie passed irresponsible, lazy to take care of their affairs, let alone this at his headquarters.
Johan released a hand from Lala's stomach, the smile on her face instantly disappearing.
While Lala stared blankly at the husband who was walking towards her, thinking about what her husband was as happy as Johan, with Bella's pregnancy, her heart was so throbbing especially when looking at Kevin's expression that it increasingly disturbed her mind.
"What is my arrival bothering?"
"No," Lala and Johan answered almost simultaneously, making Kevin clench his mouth even more.
"Happy Johan."
Kevin flat speech. However, implied nicks wounds from his words.
Lala's mind branched, she thought .. If Kevin said that just because he tried to cover up Bella's pregnancy, Lala's heart was torn again. His determination up and down when faced with the look of Kevin's face that looks dark.
"Thank you Kevin, I owe you a lot."
'Ck! God fucking. I didn't do it for you. Thank me? ck!he meant he was laughing at me, right? Did being listened to take Lala's virginity that you meant? ck! madcap. How can until now I continue to do silliness.' Inner Kevin, the hand beside his thigh was firmly clenched.
"Friends of friends should help right," said Kevin softly with a slight laugh, placing his hand gently on Johan's shoulder. The desire of his heart said another, he was eager to hit Johan. Kevin continued to fight with his heart, when he saw the results of the usg photos that Johan saw, saw the unyu little fairies who linked their pinkies and gave each other strength. Kevin took a deep breath, the presence of those little elves made him weak. He could not even hate the twins, the more he loved them, the babies completely drained his heart and mind. On the one hand he was happy to have it, on the other it was so painful.
"I'll prepare lunch, it's too late," said Lala breaking the silence in the room, she looked at 3pm. "Jo, wait, come lunch with us. You must miss my cooking, right.."
"What!?" jolt Kevin, make Johan turn and catch the dislike.
"I'll just rest, I'm still too full" Johan said, feeling bad for Kevin, knowing that Kevin was giving up a lot.
"Taste my cooking even a little, you guys haven't talked about it in a long time?! you guys should have a chat. Is it okay with my husband?" lala asked, looking at her fluttering husband.
"Oh yes, we have to talk. So make us good food for my wife" Kevin said in a soft voice and smiled sweetly at Lala. In her heart she was inexhaustible with Lala, 'which wife told her husband to chat with the man who had raped his wife? sucks!'
In the stillness of the two of them, Johan glanced at Kevin who was busy with the book on the large oval table, "After so long can you forgive me."
"You ask something you already know the answer to" said Kevin coldly without turning his head from his book.
"Is there anything that can make you forgive him?"
"You know, I wouldn't do that, even if I wanted to. Maybe I'd be happy if you were never again in our lives, but surely Lala and the twins would have a hard time. Lala needs the happiness of her daughters. While that twin needs his father, without me can defeat the will of nature."
"What do you mean, meaning I can be involved in a sikembar life?"
"You fool, that's obvious."
"Can it be clearer?"
"Well! fuck you, you jerk Johan, you're still asking. You intentionally lured me, right?or you're mocking me! stupid, however, you're more entitled to your daughters. So don't go around in circles, do as you please as long as Lala agrees."
"Are they not your daughters?"
"Stop your bullshit."
"They'll love you, too, just as they love their mother."
"Ck!" kevin was upset, 'I hope so, 'in Kevin, his heart was so overcrowded with uncertain expectations, what if the twins didn't think of him.
"So how can we re-establish a relationship between us that has been destroyed?" johan asked quietly with a lot of hope, hope it could catch Kevin.
"It's not wrong to try. I can easily finish you off at any time."
Johan chuckled, Kevin's attitude was re-recognized, after a long time no intimacy between himself and Kevin.
"That's funny, huh? damn you, I really want to kill you, then get all your brains out, '" Kevin grumbled.
"Hug me Kevin, please."
"You have to make them share his love, if need be bigger than you fucking."
Johan laughed until he saw Kevin kick a chair and then hugged his helpless self in a wheelchair, "I will, bro! I know you're jealous. A thousand times, I'll apologize until you give her."
They held each other for so long and cursed each other, and the curse of affection, whether they did not understand, all this just happened.
