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Fatimah and Darren repeatedly called, but I was indifferent. I got up and left them. Nah! There's no way I'm sick!

I ran towards the room while calming the mind. My mother died at a very young age, will I follow in her footsteps?

Please don't, even though death is certain and I even had time to expect it to come sooner, but not for now. I love Darren, love Mom, love Fatimah, and I still dream of having a baby. Will it all run aground and remain mere wishful thinking? Will in no time my name be on the tombstone.

"No! Nah! I'm healthy and not sick, I can certainly age with Brother Darren." I screamed at the sidelines of the crying that started to spill.

Perhaps this is sin, resisting death because of the immense love for the world. However, that was the reality and I couldn't help myself. I'm sure God knows exactly what I think. Slowly but surely, my body relaxed and finally fell on the floor, fusing with the cold marble that seemed to whisper that I was indeed unwell.

"O Allah, if Your destiny does not allow me to age, at least.Give me the opportunity to give birth to Your care" my heart ached.

"Dear, what's wrong with you? Don't be like this, Mommy doesn't mean__"

"I'm scared, Brother." I rushed into Kak Darren's arms without giving a chance to continue his words.

"All will be well, believe me! There I am, honey, you don't worry." Brother Darren calmed me down while hugging tightly.

When I was still crying, Fatimah came. He apologized for what he said a few minutes ago. I don't blame, I'm just afraid if the breakup actually happens.

After my crying stopped, Brother Darren told me to get ready. He didn't force me to go to the hospital, instead sticking to the original plan, which was to see the project in Batu City. Fatimah did not forbid it. Whether sincere or not, he obviously let me go.

"Kirana, be careful there. Take care of yourself, do not think too much about Mother's words," said Ms. Fatimah when I say goodbye.

"Yes, Mother. Sorry for my attitude."

"It's all right, Mother understand, son." Fatimah turned to look at Darren. "Ren, take good care of your wife! Take a break when she's tired!"

"Yes, Mother."

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A magnificent archway stands firmly and memamirkan inscription 'SANDYA PERMAI'. At the top, in Stone Town, Kak Darren's project looked like an elite villa. In addition to the luxurious building, along the road to get there, pine trees lined up neatly with almost the same size, as well as small green-shaded hills. So riveting.

"The afternoon at this place is beautiful, dear. You can enjoy the sun sinking. That's why Fahri and I named her Sandya Permai" Darren said.

Actually, he had already explained, but I just responded with a slow mutter. I don't know, Mrs Fatimah's words are still ringing and it makes my mood very bad.

"If we had taken a straight path, we would have arrived at the apple orchard. I'll take you there sometime, it's beautiful, you'll like." Darren spoke again.

"Yes," I answered briefly and quietly.

"You wanna go out for a second? Look around here, before you get around there." Brother Darren spoke while pointing towards the project.

"Can" I replied.

Then I got out of the car and looked around. Not far from where I stand, there is a large supermarket and restaurant, also a mosque and church, and a clinic near the Sandya Permai gate.

When I looked straight west, I was treated to an amazing view of the city. The green expanse mingles with towering buildings, plus cool air without pollution. This place is perfect for calming down.

"If it's night, the atmosphere here is more beautiful, dear, because there are lights that adorn every corner."

Kak Darren's words seemed to float in my mind, I could hear, but it was difficult for me to understand. I was about to say it, but my lips were hard to move. Slowly, this body felt light and also weak. I was about to reach out to Brother Darren's hand, but it failed because my world was suddenly dark.

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