Taint

Taint
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On a cold night, I woke up and could not close my eyes. The pain in my back caused me to lose a lot of energy. Repeatedly I still have pain, even more severe. Slowly, I remembered a few years ago, when I was about to give birth to Dara. Is the time now coming?


Currently, my gestational age is nine months. According to the doctor's estimate, my baby will be born in ten days. However, it does not seem. I think he'll be born sooner than expected.


During pregnancy, many good things happened in my life, including about sustenance. Sandya Permai project managed by Kak Darren and Fahri managed to reach the target. The advantages are huge and can be used to pioneer new projects. In addition, Darren's situation is near normal. The doctor said, with two or three months of therapy, he will be fertile like a man in general. It is not difficult for us to have a second or third child.


"Ah," I groaned slowly.


Now, not only the back is painful, but the lower abdomen is also wrapped around. Having no choice, I shook Darren's arm and woke him up. The tired look on his face I didn't care about because I needed help right now.


"Sister! Brother Darren! Sis!" call me over and over again.


Today he brought a lot of work from the office and just finished about two hours ago. He said it was needed in a meeting tomorrow morning, so it could not be postponed again.


"Sister! Brother Darren!" I screamed because he hadn't opened his eyes.


"Ah, Brother!" I clutched his arm tightly.


"Darling, what's wrong?" I heard his voice still hoarse and slow.


"Sister, sick," I said.


"Dear, what's wrong with you? What's that sick? Here, here, how am I supposed to do this?" Darren got up and looked panicked.


"My stomach hurts, brother, it looks like he's about to be born." I answered while holding onto my already bloated stomach.


"But the doctor said it's ten days away, honey."


"It hurts now, brother!" I cried as the pain grew stronger.


"L-yes, let's go to the hospital, honey. Hold on a second, yeah." Darren got out of bed and called Ms. Fatimah, who was in her room. Then came back to me and helped me get up.


"Ah." I turned back to the ground when I got out of bed. My stomach hurts too much and I can't stand up straight.


"Be quiet, honey, let me take you." Brother Darren raised my body quickly and took me out of the room.


I curled up in his arms, seeking comfort while enduring the pain that continued to whack.


"Darren, let's get to the car! Let the Mother drive," cried Ms. Fatimah as we arrived in the living room.


Since I was pregnant, Darren and I moved rooms downstairs. Ms. Fatimah could not bear to stay upstairs and go up and down the stairs every day.


Tonight, Ms. Fatimah is holding the wheel, while Kak Darren is accompanying me on the back bench. She clasped my hands tightly, occasionally rubbing my sweaty forehead. Words of love and encouragement continued to come from his lips, making me feel better even in pain.


Shortly after, the car we were riding in arrived at the hospital courtyard. Ms. Fatimah came out and called the nurse, while Kak Darren came back to carry me. A few seconds later, the nurse came while pushing the gurney. Brother Darren laid me down slowly. Then followed me without taking off my grip.


"Take it in!" dr. Airin told the two nurses.


While still on the way, Brother Darren has contacted him and informed me of my situation. Because all this time, he was the doctor who always checked me out. In addition to contacting Dr. Airin, Kak Darren also contacted Mama Renata and Mom. Maybe they will arrive soon.


"Sir, Mom, please wait outside!" doker Airin said as we arrived in front of the delivery room.


"Sister, don't leave me!" before Miss Fatimah and Kak Darren answered the doctor's words.


Darren was wrong because the doctor forbade him. However, I insist on being accompanied. She was my encouragement, her presence made me feel better. So, I want to fight with him.


Because I kept pleading, Dr. Airin relented and approved my wish. It felt very relieved, finally Brother Darren was allowed to enter and accompany me.


"You can do it, honey. I'm here, I won't leave you" whispered Brother Darren, then landed a friendly kiss on my forehead.


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At exactly 05:00 a.m., my son was born safely. His face was handsome and his skin was red, very healthy. After going through a long struggle, I heard her cries echoing in the room. Just then, Brother Darren smiled widely while shedding tears. He said nothing, but hugged me tightly.


"I'm sorry I gave you this much pain, honey. For the sake of my son you risked your life, ah. If only I could take your place" whispered Brother Darren.


"She's my son too, it's my duty as a woman" I replied in a whisper.


"I'm fine, brother."


My tears just escaped, deeply moved by Kak Darren's attitude and speech. How sincerely she loved me, to the point of not seeing me give birth. In fact, the labor process this time is smoother than last timeβ€”when giving birth to Dara. Love, it turns out it's so beautiful.


A little while later, the doctor told Darren to go for the punishment. While holding the baby, I saw the corner of his eyes wet again. Without feeling it, I also cried. It still feels like a dream to be in this position. Loved sincerely by a man and given the trust to keep his care. O God, thank You for all the favors You have given.


"Kaivan Diratama Alsaki, a handsome man, patient, and generous," I said when Kak Darren after the persecution.


Since the beginning of pregnancy, we've made an agreement about the name of the child. If she's a girl, then Darren's right to give her a name. However, if he's a man, I'm the one with the rights.


"A beautiful name, as beautiful as her face," replied Brother Darren. Highlight his eyes did not switch for a second, still looking at the small figure that was still in his trunk.


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The hour hand shows at 08.00 pm, the atmosphere at home is still very crowded. Today is the first day Kaivan looks at the world. Because Baby Kai and I were in good health, the doctor let us go home. At 04:00 pm we arrived home.


Tonight, all the families gathered at the house of Ms. Fatimah. Mama and Papa-in-law, Mother, Mbak Laras, Ms Diana, Mas Bayu, Mas Denis, even Reza and her parents were also present here. They roll out the carpet in front of the room, then sit together there while talking. Joking and laughter sounded boisterous, describing a happy atmosphere.


A few minutes ago, Mama and Mama Renata walked into the room. Seeing how I and Kai are. Then, they came out and told me to rest because Kai was slumbering on Kak Darren's lap.


Now, it's me, Kai, and Brother Darren in the room. Although my body was very tired and my joints were broken, but I could not close my eyes. It feels very reluctant to leave the scenery very beautifulβ€”Kak Darren holds Kai and hums for him.


"Very different from the atmosphere I used to be," my inner self.


When Dara got pregnant, I was alone. In fact, until giving birth was only Bu Fatimah who accompanied. No word of spoiled. All the pain I took on myself.


However, pregnant Kai, I'm like the most special woman. Every day Darren offers me food, whether it's fruit, side dishes, or just a snack. Every night, he would scold me, not stopping before I fell asleep. Every morning, he greeted our son. Ask to talk and then kiss him affectionately. Every weekend, he's never been anywhere, always at home and with me. He'll come out if I take him for a walk.


When giving birth, the atmosphere is also full of love. He clasped me tightly and whispered encouraging words. In fact, until this moment he still amazes me. I wasn't allowed to go to the bathroom by myself, he was quick to help and carry me. Before picking Kai up, he was incessantly twitching my hands and feet. His eyes are always loving, even with his words and touch.


"God, thank You for bringing him into my life." I sat there while still looking at him.


"Darling, why?" Brother Darren turned his head and looked at me while frowning. Maybe, I was surprised because I was looking at it.


"I love you, Brother." I hold his arm tightly. Of the many words, only love is best suited to describe my current feelings.


Brother Darren smiled, then shuffled and tightened his body towards me.


"I love you too, dear. Thank you for being here in my life, being my wife, and for giving birth to my son" Darren said with a sweet smile.


After a few seconds of looking at each other, we brought our faces closer together. Actually, I was hoping he'd kiss my lips, but no, Brother Darren came back to kiss me on the forehead. Well, just this morning I gave birth, it might be too weird to kiss my lips now.


However, Brother Darren did not immediately release his kiss. Maybe he knows I'm enjoying it. As the touch of her lips warmed up, I closed, trying to imbue the love she channeled through a forehead kiss. However, unsatisfied I enjoyed it all of a sudden the scream in the doorway shocked me.


"So soon to be nikung!"


I looked over and found Reza standing there. His hands were folded in his chest and his eyes were staring at us both. I turned and hid a smile, a little embarrassed to be found out being friendly. While Brother Darren murmured and cursed, very jealous even though Reza's speech was just a joke.


EXPIRE


Thank you to everyone who is still loyal until the ending. Sorry, some time ago very selow up and had to wait a long time.


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In this story, the main cast is Kirana and Daniel (not Darren). However, they are not united because they are firm with their respective beliefs. Although in passing the test never faltered (Kirana ever intended to commit suicide, Daniel never intended to change beliefs), but they managed to survive and get closer to his Lord.


In this story, I describe them as two tough people (even if initially a sinner). They did not forsake God for His creation, and they did not sacrifice faith for love. They know that belief is not a toy. They still behave this way even though the situation drops it at the lowest point.


Until finally, God gave us a way out. Then, send other favors and happiness to them.


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Oh yeah, I'll give you 1 extra part, yeah. I hope I can wait, I try not long. Thank you πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—