Taint

Dad, wake up, Dad!

I don't care about the sun's stinging rays, I don't mind blasphemous eyes. I ran to the door, I wanted to know what happened to my father.

I stepped in and stopped in front of the table, in the middle of the room. There, I saw a figure stretched out rigidly behind a dark brown array.

"It can't be Dad" I said in my heart.

The tail of my eyes glanced there and there, looking for an old figure who usually looks at me with affection. A few seconds passed, and I didn't see Dad's face, where was he?

"Patience to you, Ra. Save your heart in passing this test."

I was stunned when I heard the words of Vera, she is a neighbor beside the house whose age is not far from me.

I didn't answer her words, but my hand reflexively brushed the line covering the corpse's head.

"No, this is impossible! Dad, wake up Dad! Dad, wake up, Dad!"

I don't know how hard I screamed, my body seemed to lose control. I hugged Dad's snow-cold body, I clasped his arm tightly, and I shook his body. I wish you would open your eyes and look at me with a smile.

"Patience, son, this is fate."

"Take him, son."

"Give up your heart, son."

One by one the voices turned to strengthen the heart, but still all this was painful and painful. I couldn't help but cry, I shed tears on Dad's chest. Sincerely, is the one thing I can't do right now. I need Dad, I need him so much, I can't afford to lose him.

I kept roaring. If only these tears had a limit, I would no longer be able to cry. On the sidelines of the sobbing, I kept apologizing to Dad's body. I hope his tribe is still standing next to me, and hearing my apologies.

While I was still shackled in the dust, suddenly something pulled my body firmly. I haven't seen anyone yet, my body has been pushed violently. I lost my balance until I fell on the floor.

"Based on a bad boy! Not know yourself! Because of you, Dad's heart relapsed and was not helped! You killed Dad, Kirana! You're disobedient!" Mas Bayu cursed me violently.

"I'm sorry, Mom," I whispered with a whim.

"I don't need your apologies! You ungrateful child!"

Mas Bayu again snapped, and this time while slapping a hard slap on my cheek. The pain and heat began to spread, but I did not have the courage to fight back. In this case, I was wrong.

"Woodu, stop! Son, she's your sister!" Mom screamed while guiding me.

I kept my head down, hiding my face behind the messy hair.

"It's fate, it's been outlined by God, son." Mother said while embracing my body.

"If she's not pregnant, Dad won't be disappointed. Dad won't be surprised, and his heart won't recur. I'm definitely alive, Mom! Mom and Dad have been taking care of her, financing her needs like a child. But what's the payoff! He thinks your hard work is just a toy. Don't make me admit to him, Mom. He's not my brother!"

I gasped at Mas Bayu's words. Like this child himself, what does that mean? Is there a family secret I don't know about?

"Mas, relax. Redam your anger, you are not ashamed to be a spectacle of people," said Miss Diana, wife of Mas Bayu.

"Let's go in, son." Mother held her embrace, and led me into the room. In Mother's arms, I still hear vague shouts and rude swearing from Mas Bayu.

My mother helped me sit on the edge of the bed, so she took a bottle of water and poured it into a glass.

"Drink!" said Mother.

"No." I'm shaking.

"Little bit, so that your mind is calmer," said Mother.

Not wanting to disappoint Mom, I finally grabbed the glass and gulped the contents. Although it feels very tasteless and uncomfortable, but the water was swallowed up the toilet.

Mother took the empty glass in my hand, and placed it on the table. I saw his every move, and my heart grew slashed when I saw his pair of neutrals not stop gnawing. For my sake, I'm trying to look tough. So great was the sacrifice of my parents, but I returned it with wounds. Somehow the way I improved things, everything was already shattered and scattered.

"Mother," called me, when the mood was quiet again.

"Yes, son."

"What ... what does Mas Bayu mean?" askaku.

"Nothing to mean, son. You're just getting carried away by emotions for a moment, don't think too much, yeah." Mom rubbed my hair gently.

In my heart, I doubt my words. Although his lips were reviewing a smile, but the look in his eyes was implying another look. I haven't had time to ask any further, Mother has moved on and is preparing to leave.

"Pacify yourself, Kirana. Don't think no." Mom said as she walked away from me. Mom kept walking, even though I called her many times.

"What Mom is hiding" I said in my heart.

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