Taint

Taint
Arsenic Regret



"Nadhea!" call Arsen.


"Hm."


"Have you ever thought about taste, which may be present in our marriage?" asked Arsen doubtfully.


Nadhea was surprised, "You mean?"


Arsen did not reply and simply stared fixedly at Nadhea. Within seconds Nadhea was silent. He tried to understand the meaning implied in the eyes of Arsen—ada a speck of meaning that is hard to believe.


"Forget over! You love Kaivan!" arsen said suddenly.


"Don't__"


"No need to give up, I know you loved Kaivan for a long time!" concluded Arsen with high intonation.


Nadhea bit her lips, "With awe, it happened because someone did not want my feelings for her."


"What do you mean?"


"If you want to know, I've almost loved you. But, that feeling I suppressed far away because I realized in your heart there was only Liora. I am not very comparable to him. And repeatedly you told me to fall in love with someone else. So, I had no choice but to forget the feeling. But, I also appreciate our marriage even though it is based on an agreement. I have never approached other men, let alone been in a relationship with them. In fact, when I met Kaivan, I just admired him in silence." Nadhea paused her sentence.


"Mas, if I wanted to, I could ask for your help, find out Kaivan's identity and then meet him. But I didn't do it because I appreciate you. I'm just saying that I met a man who loved his sister very much. I didn't do anything for Kaivan. In fact, when she became her future husband Luna, I was silent as well. I did not appear before him. Until finally, that night we accidentally met him," continued Nadhea still with long sentences.


"Mas Arsen, if you treat me in a good way, I wouldn't mind giving birth to your child, even if you still have Liora in your heart. If there was a chance of having Kaivan, I wouldn't have chosen him if you wanted me to survive. I don't mind building a real household with you, Mas. But since that night you changed. Little by little, your treatment makes me want to go and get out of your life." Nadhea's eyes glazed over. He remembered how painful it was to realize the fact that the person who was considered a helper angel turned into a cruel demon.


"Dhea, is what you're saying true?" ask Arsen.


"My attitude all this time, should have been enough to be an answer, Mas," replied Nadhea.


Arsen. Flavors have revealed their form. However, Arsen's heart suddenly hurt because of it.


Recalling the flashbacks of the past, apparently he had misinterpreted the heart. Indeed, it was not Liora who affected emotions, but his wife—Nadhea.


He forced Nadhea to sleep, not because he was angry and wanted to avenge Liora's betrayal, but jealous and wanted to have Nadhea completely. For the first time seeing Kaivan (when at Prawira's house), Arsen felt pessimistic. The man is more handsome than he is, Arsen is afraid that Nadhea might one day walk away from him for Kaivan. She insisted on keeping Nadhea not because of Liora, but because she wanted the woman beside her and gave birth to her child.


However, it was a pity that Arsen did not realize that. He was trapped in the story and then did not understand the feeling that had turned the direction. He was too haughty to admit jealousy, until it finally muffled in the wrong way.


When he met again in Bandung, Arsen's jealousy grew fiery. Seeing Nadhea smiling at Kaivan, emotions could no longer be controlled. He was dark-eyed and brutal. The intention of reining in Nadhea remained on the side, but unknowingly it was precisely that attitude that pushed her away.


Now, when he looked and looked at each other, Arsen felt empty. He has lost something precious. Slowly he began to realize that his heart was already anchored to Nadhea. I don't know when it started, which is obviously much earlier than imagined.


"I'm really stupid, I can't understand my own feelings. I was too selfish, to the point of being blind and not being able to see the feelings that Dhea was holding. Why am I so late to realize it?" arsen is full of regrets.


"I'm sorry." Arsen.


"I've forgiven you, even without you asking for it" replied Nadhea.


"What a noble heart. Dhea, you deserve to be happy, "inner Arsen.


"Mas, you want to, right, sign our divorce papers?" Nadhea again talked about the initial topic.


Arsen was silent for quite a while, as if he was thinking of something heavy.


"Mas!"


"May I postpone it?" ask Arsen.


Nadhea frowned, "Why?"


"Dhea, I'm so sorry. Whether you believe it or not, but .. ah, can you last a week to be my wife?" pinta Arsen's.


"For what?"


Arsen clasped Nadhea's hand, "I beg you, one week. I'm still here, Dhea, so you don't have to be afraid I'm gonna mess around. I promise, after a week won't bother you. You are free to pursue your dreams and future."


"All right!" Nadhea nodded. "Next week I come again, I hope you don't renege" he continued.


"Thank you."


Shortly thereafter, Nadhea resigned. Arsen hugged her a glance before the woman actually left. When Nadhea started to step up, Arsen stared at her back fixedly.


"If in a way you may never have imagined, but I make sure that promise I keep," Arsen said with a smile.


Seriate....


If anyone is confused, why suddenly Arsen love Nadhea? Yes, in fact, he was just unconscious love.


If it's love, how could it be so bad yesterday?


Wait for the next episode well, there will be an explanation why he is very temperamental.


Btw, someone wants to guess, about Arsen want to say something. Kok, ask for a week all.