I'm Not Him

94

"Yes, I'm crazy. It's so crazy to hear you say I've got a replacement to make me want to die" Bondan replied in annoyance.

Rania is shocked by Bondan's long-standing anger that she hasn't seen.

"One year Rania, hasn't one year been enough to torture me?" bondan asked with his pleading face.

Rania turned her face away, she did not want to see the face of Bondan who was so begging.

"Even you don't want to see me" Bondan said as he watched his reaction.

Rania closed her eyes.

~Not, that's not what I mean~ his heart said.

"I'm just asking if you've got my replacement. Because I saw you smiling at your phone. That's it, why you get so angry and make me feel guilty like this" Rania said.

He was trying to create an atmosphere like a friend asking personal questions. But Bondan felt really upset with him. He ran his car back to Duren Gang.

Rania gulped and held on. He was afraid of high speed. Before long, they arrived in front of the Duren Gang.

The atmosphere of the night was very quiet, on the streets there were no vehicles. The people who were hanging out as usual were not there either.

Rania went down slowly without saying goodbye. Bondan was still silent when Rania came out. But not for long, he came out.

"I smiled happy to see that picture of you, nobody. If you're jealous, I'm happy. But if you just make sure that I can forget you, you're wrong. Because it feels like I could die if I forget you" Bondan exclaimed.

Rania turned.

"It can't be that!" rania.

Bondan approached and immediately hugged Rania's waist, then kissed her gently. Rania was startled and reflexes closed her eyes.

"You're always worried about me, jealous and missing me, so why don't you just say it?" bondan said after removing his lips.

Rania opened her eyes, but still dared not look Bondan in the eye. He pushed Bondan's chest slowly. But Bondan tightened his embrace.

She ventured into the eyes of Bondan whom she missed so much. Trying to control yourself to resist the urge to return the kiss. Bondan took off his embrace slowly.

"No, this is not what I want. I, I want us not to meet first, and I want us to be reunited by fate" said Rania.

"Destiny?" ask Bondan still doesn't understand.

"All this time, you said you wouldn't bother me, but you always came by stealth. I don't want to be like that, what I want, we live each of our lives. You're with your job and I'm with mine. If one day we accidentally meet again, I promise I'll start over with you. I won't avoid you anymore" explained Rania.

Bondan smiled, feeling that he had a chance to have another relationship with her.

"Without Ramadan help!" rania added because she saw Bondan's smile.

Bondan's face turned disappointed, because all this time he had helped Ramadan to always be close to him.

"So you know everything?" Bondan.

Bondan sighed, Rania just nodded.

Rania becomes a little angry too fearing that to happen, but she gets caught up in her own request.

"Yeah, that's what I mean!" he said it very clearly looks upset.

Rania turned around and was about to walk home. Bondan smiled, he understood that Rania still loved him and still misses him a lot. It's just that he's still not sure of himself. Bondan accepted that.

"But just look. Destiny would want me with you. I will force fate. You heard Rania. Hey...!" shouts Bondan while backing off.

Rania did not turn around, she just smiled hearing Bondan say it.

~So he just wanted to see me scared of losing him, you know!~ heartfelt Rania.

Rania went into her house. Bondan left in his car. Today the last day they met, they separated for a long time. Bondan's focus is on helping Vero move the company forward. And Rania focused on opening a shop called Kedai Bu Vera.

Ramadan protests against his brother. He has been hard-earned to help Bondan to get close to him. She also complains to Bondan for accepting her brother's unreasonable request.

Now they choose to stay away from each other and rely on fate to bring them together. Ramadhan patted his jidat.

***

Arumi is annoyed at Vero who starts to rarely see him. Hearing Rania who made that decision, she wanted to follow her idea. Arumi sends a message to Vero to stay away from each other for a while.

Vero was astonished when he got a message from Arumi. He confided to Bondan about it, Bondan just laughed at hearing it. The same thing the women did, to test the love of their partner.

Vero thinks back, he will be more free to work without having to divide the time to meet his girlfriend. She becomes happy with Arumi's decision, she agrees. But unfortunately, Arumi instead of happy, he felt Vero was really avoiding him.

Arumi is upset, when the clock comes home she sees Fajri and Nuri taking time for a date night. They are always friendly after marriage. Arumi put on a sad face, regretting her decision.

Meanwhile, Vero and Bondan are getting closer. They always hang-out after work. Enjoy the night before going home that is free without the pressure of a girlfriend.

Vero is grateful to have been freed from Arumi's potent nature.

"really? Is that how you guys are dating?" ask Bondan who never got the spoiled nature of Rania.

"Yes, he's gonna say that I don't care about him anymore because I don't bring chocolate on our anniversary, or any other sweet thing I should do. Huhhfff, it sucks anyway" said Vero.

Bondan just smiled.

"But just one day he didn't hear him whine it felt like something was missing" Vero complained.

Bondan laughed out loud. He laughed at his boss's labile attitude. Vero scowled, he regretted agreeing to Arumi's request.

Bondan looked at the sky that night, he smiled considering the face of Rania who was staring at her lips after kissing her. She was very confident that Rania would remember the kiss that night as long as they did not meet.

The same thing was done Rania who was sitting on her porch. He looked at the bright star-studded sky. Smile and remember the last time Bondan kissed her. It was lost that he would force fate to bring them together again. The sweet thing she always remembered. That will only reinforce his feelings for Bondan.

What's their story next?

The next episode, we will tell Dila who started her new life in America. Will he get love there?