I'm Not Him

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Vero started working again, he had heard Rania's decision from Pak Nurdin's phone. She will appreciate Rania's decision, will also meet all her needs during pregnancy.

Arumi who now seems to be just a complement to Ruby's house. Only she could mutely stare at her husband's increasingly cold demeanor. Vero got further away, and decided to separate the rooms from him.

Meanwhile Arumi hides her pregnancy from everyone. Now he only survives in that house for their son.

Escape from Vero's view, Arumi just move around the kitchen, room and garden. He prepares food before Vero wakes up, and returns to the room as Vero eats in the kitchen.

She didn't want to see her husband's attitude, trying to make her realize that his presence was not wanted anymore. Vero never asked Bu Min about his wife's situation.

Arumi can't linger angry at her brother, the only brother she has. He asked Yudi to manage the restaurant and not go anywhere. Begging and begging him not to waste his life again. Especially now that he's going to have a child. Arumi asks that she be a good example for her son.

Fajri and Nuri, who are initially upset with Yudi, finally understand Arumi's request. They also finally wanted to understand Yudi's position. They work, without discussing the past. Work to shape each other's future.

Meanwhile, Dila who finally gave up, begging for mercy on her brother and promised never to meet Yudi who he said is now a chef at a restaurant owned by Arumi. He surrendered, Vero stressed Dila's obligation as the daughter of the Subagja Corporation. Which must be able to handle all the companies that still survive until now.

The mansion felt cold, getting colder plus the attitude of the two brothers. No more greetings, no hugs to see you later that night, which usually decorate their days. Which makes them always excited even though the company is actually still in the development phase again.

The family warmth that should have returned when Dila returned, did not happen. They become further apart than they were before they knew they were siblings.

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Dila stared at the gravestones of her parents. No more crying this time. He just stood staring with a sigh a few times.

All the memories of meeting with Vero, Yudi and his friends, the first slap he gave to Rania because he did not like it, at a glance with him stood in the public burial area.

"Sorry Mom, Dad, this time I find it hard to tell my frustration, complaints, pleasure and all that has happened to me to this day. Everything will only end in the words "I'm wrong" and "the love of Rania". Then I will feel that no one loves me but you. And I'll cry again. But I'm still lucky, aren't I? I'm still given the memory of your affection, the memory of everyone who ever loved me and I loved. While Rania, she even just remembered that she survived the accident and is now pregnant with a child, without a husband. Is she okay? How does he survive people's gossip about him? Is Adit protecting her? Can Miss Vera hold back all the talk about her? Mom, Dad, does this mean I love her so much? I thought about how he could hold out for all this. The decision he made was that Rania, herself, who was strong and independent, did not want to get everyone into conflict anymore. He did not change despite his memory loss. Yes, I was too selfish to say he was evil, I was too afraid to lose a completely worthless person and end up losing other very valuable people. What should I do Mom, Dad? Everyone was now acting cold, ice-cold. If I were Dila, I'd just be quiet and indifferent, wouldn't I? But what if I were Rania? What would Rania do if her situation became like this?"

Dila ended her speech with many questions that finally the answer she got after a long time of thinking while looking at the gravestone of her parents. He left the cemetery, and went back to work in the mall.

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Bondan now lives in Australia, he holds a branch that was once the place to develop his talent. Alone without anyone, but survive with all the circumstances because it always gets news from Adit about Rania who now has begun to look enlarged stomach.

Bondan stared at the photo of Rania watering the plants, also taking care of some new menus for the store.

[He still works?] ask Bondan to Adit

[Still, the content is only 4 months, he said he can still move until the next 4 months, the rest of the last month he will just focus on the content, that's what he said] explained Adit via message.

[Age of 4 months of pregnancy, what gift is suitable for her?] ask Bondan.

Adit, who was on vacation from his duties, ran to the tavern and asked his brother what he wanted now.

"Sister, do you want me to buy you something? Goods, or food?" tanya Adit is excited.

Rania looked at him, she smiled.

"I don't want anything, why?" rania asked while noting the materials to buy.

"Why not, I just want to buy you something, sister Nia again need what? let's think!" force Adit.

"Do you have money? You will spend money to buy a house. Do not macem-macem deh, just focus on your needs" said Rania ignored him.

Adit sighed, but he didn't give up.

"It's called one by one, later sister Nia said stop when you meet the one you like, Ok!"

He started without Rania's consent who was just smiling.

"Massage chair, maternity clothes, comfortable sandals for pregnant women, pregnant women's milk, eehmmm.."

"Donkey, I want a doll. Bear like Bondan. It must be funny" Rania said with a smile.

Suddenly Rania fell silent, unaware of what she had said. His eyes were blankly staring at his notes.

Bu Vera and Pak Nurdin were surprised, no doubt Adit was silent when he heard Rania's words.

Vera and Adit stared at each other. But they did not act anymore, because Rania seemed to not remember what she said just now. He returned to the shop kitchen to have Bu Yuni take down the other necessities.

"Didn't he realize what he was talking about?" said Mr. Nurdin.

"Geez, did I get it wrong to forbid Bondan from seeing her?" Ms. Vera is sorry.

"Mom, Brother Bondan never left Rania, he actually asked what my sister needed, but through me" explained Adit.

Vera's regretting it. He had just heard Rania's heart this time. It's probably because Rania really misses Bondan who incidentally lost from her memory.

Adit reported what Rania said, Bondan was silent, he closed his eyes for a while then smiled.

"You miss me? I miss you too much. I'll come Rania, at the right time, you'll hold me tight when you see me. I'll make sure of that" he muttered at his desk.