I'm Not Him

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As the conversation deepened, Jason asked about Subagja's extended family, Vero replied cheerfully. He understood Jason's direction. He was very happy because Dila would be applied directly by the Marvin family.

But Dila gazed steadily towards the garden, she saw Yudi cooking. He also just understood the person Jason meant was Yudi.

~So you're going to Italy? have you decided that? was it yesterday when the self-service guard said you stood up to look at me for a long time to talk to me about this? i-yeakah?~

Marvin looked at Dila, he turned his gaze to the garden. He understood why Dila was so sad. He also understood his father's words.

~But maybe you don't know that Yudi is a person who likes Dila~ Marvin said.

"Dad, what's the menu today?" Marvin diverted the conversation.

Jason and Vero turned their heads and stared in surprise, he spoke very loudly to the surprise of everyone.

"Rape goat!" answer Jason.

"All right, let's get started. It looks like the preparations are done!" marvin.

"Marvin must be hungry!" jessie said with a smile.

Everyone smiled and thought Jessie's words were true. Jason stood up, followed by the others. They all walked out and saw Yudi there.

"Judi!" exclaim Arumi hard.

Everyone looked and greeted him. Jason stared in wonder as everyone knew him.

"He's my future wife's brother" Vero said.

Jason smiled with pleasure. He just remembered saying it. But he accidentally invited her.

"I even forgot he ever said that" Jason said.

Vero looked at Arumi who was hugging her brother. Rania also approached and shook Yudi's hand. Dila just silently looked down, while Marvin looked at Dila who seemed to hold back.

"So you're going to Italy?" ask Rania.

Arumi just remembered, she was looking at her brother who was smiling at everyone. But he knew that his heart did not want to smile. He probably already knew that this event was to announce the continuation of Dila and Marvin's relationship.

"Well, you always show surprising achievements" said Vero.

Yudi just smiled and nodded. Arumi looked at him with questions in her mind. Yudi has not said anything about his departure to Italy.

"Good, it means I've made the perfect party" Jason said.

Everyone looked at Jason with happy faces. But Marvin and Dila were worrying about something. Yudi could only continue his work while he was still listening to Jason's words.

"I want to announce something!" exciting Jason.

All eyes looked at Jason who was hugging Jessie and looked at Marvin and Dila who were both avoiding their sight. Vero looked at Dila's uncomfortable expression. Marvin too, especially Yudi who is deliberately busy himself. While Rania and Arumi were staring at each other, they did not understand what was happening.

"Jessie's pregnant!" jason said cheerfully.

Marvin was relieved, Dila finally smiled. Yudi glanced, Rania clapped her hands while Arumi and Vero smiled.

"Yeah! I'm 26 and I'm gonna have a baby sister?" lamented Marvin.

He hugged his father, Jessie then looked at Dila who was smiling and congratulated him, followed by the others. Vero was slightly suspicious of all the expressions of Marvin, Dila and Yudi.

The meal continued, they talked about business and other things. Rania listened, even though she wasn't interested. Arumi spoke to Yudi in a whisper.

"Why not talk about going to Italy?" ask Arumi.

"No, no" replied Yudi.

"A few more months, what does that mean?" ask Arumi again.

"Two weeks, months and months" Yudi added to Arumi's worries.

"Yeah!" Arumi widened her eyes at Yudi.

Yudi pushed Arumi to join, Vero who turned to her immediately hugged her waist. Dila was still watching Yudi who was avoiding his gaze on Dila.

Yudi finished cooking, he and his crew cleaned up all the utensils and put them in the kitchen. Excuse Jessie for the toilet and Jessie takes her.

Marvin pretended not to see her even though he knew Dila was going to meet Yudi in the kitchen. He even invited Vero and his father to talk about business as well as the clinic.

Dila approached Yudi who was tidying himself to go home.

"So the decision to go to Italy?" ask Dila.

Yudi was surprised by Dila's arrival to the kitchen.

"Well, you're here? Jason and Marvin too Vero can see and..."

"And why? And they're gonna stop me from seeing you" Dila interjected.

"Dila, please! They are happy!"

"Wantas? I'm just here to make sure what you choose.You said you know how destiny works and if we get together again you promise you won't avoid it. You lied, all bullshit!" Dila was upset and hit Yudi's chest.

Yudi sighed while looking at the situation, one of his crew looked. Yudi gave a code to be silent not to say anything. The crew left without saying anything.

"You're gonna run away again, right? Turns out I was totally fooled by your sweet words. I thought you wanted to fight me Yudi!" Dila pushed.

Yudi couldn't fight back, Dila didn't give him a chance to talk.

"You don't even have the courage to talk to Vero if you want to keep me. Fuck you Yudi, I hate you!" Dila cried while continuing to hit Yudi's chest.

"sick! My chest hurts you beat!" lamented Yudi.

Disappointed with Yudi, she went to the toilet and wiped her tears. While Yudi was just silent while rubbing his chest. He couldn't explain anything to Dila. He just sighed then said goodbye to Jason and the others.

"I have to go back to the restaurant, I say goodbye first" Yudi said.

Marvin looked at it and wondered where Dila was.

~Yudi has gone home, then where is Dila?~ speak his heart.

A few minutes Yudi left and probably quite far away from there, Dila came out smiling at the others. Vero stood up and took everyone home.

"Alright Jason, thanks for the dinner. Very satisfying!" said Vero.

"You're going too fast" Jason complained.

"We have to prepare something for tomorrow!" vero gave an excuse.

"Oh yeah, your graduation!" jason on Dila.

"Yes, my graduation" Dila replied with a smile.

Marvin looked at Dila's slightly red eyes. She thought Dila was already crying and trying to keep smiling.

"Let our driver take you!" says Jessie.

"No Jessie. I'm the one who delivered, I also have to go back to the clinic" said Marvin.

"Ouh okay. Everyone is busy. Even Jason has to go back to the clinic" Jessie lamented.

Jason hugged his wife and rubbed her back.

"No dear, I'll stay" replied Jason comforting his wife.

"All right, we're saying goodbye. See you next time Jason, Jessie" said Vero.

"Bye!" jessie and Jason answered after one by one they hugged him.

Marvin opens the door for Dila, but Dila instead sits in the back with Rania and Arumi. Vero saw it and relented, he sat in front with Marvin.