I'm Not Him

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"You look strange with an expression of avoiding Jason's gaze and just glancing at Yudi. I don't like Dil, I told you Jason would have announced Marvin's seriousness to you. But because of your behavior, Marvin seems to know you still have feelings for Yudi. That's not true, is it?" vero said while in the elevator.

There was no reply from Dila whose hand held Rania's hand out of fear for her brother.

Vero pulls Dila on the shoulder as he gets to the front of the apartment after Marvin leaves them. Dila looks lazy listening to her brother.

"Crazy! You're a horror, right?" Vero became angry.

Rania and Arumi were just staring, what Vero said in the elevator was indeed true. Dila looks very attentive to Yudi instead of focusing on Marvin.

"I'm cape for a break!" reply Dila while going in and straight to her room.

Rania grabbed Vero's hand.

"Later, he won't be horrified again!" rania.

"She doesn't really mean me?" said Vero.

Vero still has not forgiven Yudi.

"Until when?" ask Arumi.

Vero turned his head, Rania touching Vero's shoulder so as not to answer.

"When are you like Yudi? Rania was so kind to forgive him and greet him with a smile. How long have you been different from my sister Yudi?" Arumi crying.

Vero lazily answered Arumi's question which would later inevitably become a cold war between them. Rania knocked on Dila's door. Then he came out.

"Sister, really. I'm really tired. Pli!" said Dila who appeared in the doorway.

Vero looked up and looked at him. Arumi went into Dila's room and took a break. Vero looks upset because he can't prevent Arumi from entering. Dila closed the door and spoke.

"Why are you guys fighting anyway?" dila sounded out.

Vero sat down and Rania took water for her sister to drink. Vero took it slowly. There were no words spoken from the two brothers, Rania just sat on the tv because she still felt awkward to go in and change clothes.

Meanwhile, at the clinic, Marvin is helping a patient at Jason's new arrival and immediately look for him.

"Busy around?" ask Jason.

Marvin turned his head, he smiled while still helping the patient who changed his bandage.

"Pretty busy well, I can't go home yet" replied Marvin.

Jason looked at Marvin with curiosity.

"On that, I see, you gave me the code not to propose to Dila. Is that true?" ask Jason.

Marvin just smiled at him, he sighed then finished putting up the plaster. The patient was taken by a nurse to her room. Jason looked at Marvin, still with his question.

"I understand Dila loves other people, but I don't want to lose her" Marvin replied.

Jason widened his eyes in shock at Marvin's confession.

"From the beginning, Dila's attention was only on Yudi. But I forced him to stay. I feel like I have most of my mother's vices" Marvin explained.

"No, not like that. You just want to keep your love" Jason comforted.

"No dad, I don't want Dila to be away from me. I depended on him, he was the one who colored my life in my worst moments" Marvin said.

Jason touches Marvin's shoulder giving him moral support.

"I'll just say, Dila could have stayed by your side. But you hurt him, hurt him physically and psychologically. Because that's what happened to my father first. But I just wish you happiness in your life. Being yourself is not being someone else. I love you" Jason hugged her.

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That morning, Rania helped Dila put on her makeup. Arumi is still upset at Vero who does not want to apologize even after the night changed.

Rania touched Arumi's back-to-back shoulder, she turned her head and dongked into Rania's standing face.

"Help me, I'm not good at makeup" Rania's pinta.

He got up from his seat and looked at Dila from the mirror.

"You're beautiful, don't have to make a lot of makeup later look old!" said Arumi lazily.

Rania and Dila looked at each other.

"Ahh.ya no longer want to help ya already!" said Dila upset.

Rania touched Dila's shoulder so as not to start a fight. Arumi sat back down, she didn't care if Dila was upset.

"You guys ready?" ask Vero from the outside.

"Yes.So soon, brother!" answer Rania.

Rania looked at Dila and Arumi in turn. The two of them were thinking about the same two men, Yudi and Vero.

"Today, at graduation only. At least three to four hours, put aside your anger. Can you?" rania looked at them in turn.

There was no answer, Arumi lowered her gaze. Dila turned in the other direction.

"When I came here to take a walk and have fun. Can't you guys make that happen?" rania said again.

Dila looked at Rania back, she hugged him. Arumi saw Dila holding her, she also hugged. Even without a word, they had already made up by themselves. Dila was a little evasive to tease Arumi. Then Arumi slapped Dila on the shoulder. Rania also hit them both slowly. They finally laughed at each other's behavior.

Vero heard the laughter of the three of them. He smiled and was relieved, he could return to his usual attitude.

Rania, Dila and Arumi came out with sweet smiles on Vero.

"Come on!" shout them at the same time.

"Come on!" vero answered that made a hole with both of his arms for them to hook.

Dila hooked her arm as did Arumi. Rania looked at them from behind and exclaimed.

"Let's go to Dila's graduation show!"

They go. Previously Rania had asked Yudi to come to talk to her. And they met in a corner of the campus, a quiet place to talk.

Yudi who was waiting, waved at the new Rania who came and reasoned to the toilet. Yudi asked her to sit next to him, but Rania refused.

"I can't be long, I just want to say that Arumi's restaurant is in need of your help, they didn't say it because they already know you got an offer to Italy. Some employees resigned for one or two reasons. I think Arumi really needs her family to support her. I couldn't help because my mother's shop was quite crowded and quite busy. It would be better if you develop your skills in Jakarta while accompanying Arumi. But that's just advice. You have the right to fulfill your dreams. But Jud, don't we all really have to go back to our families?" rania.

Yudi looked at him when he heard the last sentence. He thought and remembered how spoiled and careless Arumi was without him.

"On Dila, let fate work" said Rania, winking one eye.

Yudi smiled at Rania's behavior who also laughed at herself.

"I'll think, thanks. Especially, you always believed that I could do something good" Yudi said.

"Ok, no problem. You can thank me by making me a good meal next time" Rania replied with a laugh.

Rania returns to the crowd and joins Dila as well as Arumi. While Vero is busy with his new camera he prepares for photos of Dila graduation.